Si Zhengxuan's eyes widened, "Do you know how much this will cost?"
"The price?" Chi Yiyi looked at Si Zhengxuan, with a sarcastic smile on her lips, and slowly stood up, "What else do you think I have? What else do I have? I have nothing, I have nothing, I
There is nothing, not even the unformed child, so what price do you think I can pay?"
Si Zhengxuan lowered his eyes, his heart aching extremely at that moment.
Chi Yiyi smiled, "Si Zhengxuan, do you know? He asked me to die, he asked me to die, but why should I die? Why should I die? If it weren't for him, would the child be alive? I don't care anymore, I
They don’t care about anything, they don’t want me to feel better, why should I want them to feel better?!”
"Yiyi, don't do this, you make me--"
"Does it make you feel strange? Si Zhengxuan, I have never been a weak person. I have never been. I am just enduring, but I can't endure it anymore!!!"
It's not that he thinks she's strange, but that she makes him really sad. The thought of her coming back to him makes him very uncomfortable.
You could obviously leave like this.
Why bother with it to this extent?
Why?
At that moment, Si Zhengxuan felt as if all his strength had been drained from his body. He sat on the sofa, crossed his hands together and pressed his forehead.
Chi Yiyi smiled, but her smile turned extremely desolate at that moment.
"At that time, I thought I was very happy, but that kind of happiness was like a glass ball. When I dropped it lightly, it shattered, completely..." Her words paused, breaking the sound in her ears.
Broken hair went behind her ears, "I can't imagine, I can't imagine. If I didn't even have hatred, I don't think I would be able to survive."
It was so desolate, as if all the strength of a lifetime had been exhausted.
"That night, I thought I was going to die. In the abyss of despair, I heard his voice. He said that he did it on purpose. The child's death was intentional. He said that he wanted to marry Shen Man'er.
Wife, he said that the position of the young daughter of the Yan family is specially reserved for Shen Maner, and no woman can replace her, and I am just a substitute, and will always be just a substitute."
"Do you know how much I wanted to kill him at that time? I struggled out of the abyss. I hate it. I can't wait to kill him right away!!!" Chi Yiyi covered her face and squatted down slowly.
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Si Zhengxuan was shocked, with some shock in his eyes.
Did Yan Jintian say this?
Si Zhengxuan was shocked not because Yan Jintian said he wanted to marry Shen Man'er, but...
His brows knit together tightly.
She was in too much pain.
If Chi Yiyi like this didn't have the support of hatred, I'm afraid -
In fact, Yan Jintian already knew it.
Is that so?
He had known it for a long time, but he had no way to do it, because the child had been lost and Shen Man'er had also appeared, and he could not save it.
The appearance of Shen Man'er made things worse, and Yan Jintian knew it better than anyone else.
This is the only explanation. According to his understanding of Yan Jintian, it is most likely because of this.
Si Zhengxuan looked at Chi Yiyi who was squatting on the ground. He wanted to speak, but found that he couldn't. He was still more sad and bitter in his heart.