Chi Yiyi came out of the hospital door, her expression still a little sluggish, the list in her hand was pinched tightly, and her face was even a little pale.
The doctor's words were still ringing in her ears.
If the child was aborted this time, she might be infertile for life.
Because her health is so bad.
The typhoid fever she had brought directly caused her to have only one chance left.
As a mother, you have only one chance. If you abort the child...
Those words were still echoing in her ears. Chi Yiyi walked to the garden behind the hospital in a somewhat mechanical manner, found a bench and sat down.
The sky is so blue, the garden is full of green, and there are hospital patients coming out for a walk. These colors are filling her sight, rendering them, but no matter how they are rendered, they cannot be pieced together into a complete colorful world.
"I hope you can be happy, very much!"
"Don't cry, you must live well."
Happiness, happiness.
If people want to live more relaxedly, then life will be easier, but the reality is always so unsatisfactory.
Even if you want to live an easy life, it may not always be easy.
Tears suddenly fell, Chi Yiyi lowered her eyes, and there were crystal tears on her eyelashes.
I thought of Si Zhengxuan and those words.
"Yiyi, sometimes happiness is really simple. Just watching you smile makes me feel happy. I really want to see you disappear like this. It doesn't matter even if I just stand by and watch you smile for the rest of my life, because
I'm very happy."
"So I hope you can be happy..."
Si Zhengxuan, I also want to be happy and live a good life, but I am too tired, I am really tired.
I have never felt so tired. Those people and things always seem like they happened yesterday. Those pains cannot be healed no matter how hard I try to treat them.
You exchanged your life for mine, how could I be so virtuous and capable?
How virtuous and capable am I?
Chi Yiyi's tears kept falling down like broken pearls, but a smile appeared on her lips and she cried with a smile.
But this smile makes people feel more distressed than sad crying.
A strange country, a strange city, strange people, strange everything, starting a new life, but even so, everything has happened and there is no going back.
There was a new life in her belly, but she didn't want it at all.
Don't want it at all.
But this is her last chance, the last right as a mother, only this time.
"Miss, what's wrong?"
While Chi Yiyi was crying, a foreign man asked in English.
Chi Yiyi ignored it, but the man asked again without giving up.
After a while, Chi Yiyi wiped the tears off her face and looked up at the man. The man was stunned.
The next second, Chi Yiyi stood up and walked forward.
Her expression became more and more trance-like, and her breathing seemed to be blocked, even suffocating.
The heartache couldn't be increased. How many times she told herself not to think about it. Since she left, she shouldn't think about it. But she felt so uncomfortable and in pain. She wanted to take this knife in her hand and stab into the inflammation.
In Jintian's heart, he knew how much pain she felt!
Let those people know how heavy everything they imposed on her was!!!