She didn't know how long it took, but she couldn't help but stretched out her slightly trembling hands and touched his face, not missing every inch.
The eyebrows were from the previous life, slightly raised and slender, adding a bit of coldness and arrogance, but they were never truly cold and arrogant.
The eyes were from the previous life, as cold as stars, but they had never truly been without warmth, and they had never stood aside and watched her.
The lips were those of the previous life, thin and cold, but they were never unkind, and his love for her was as deep as the sea.
Why was she so stupid? He looked the same as before, why didn't she notice anything?
Lin Qingran's whole body went limp and he was unable to stand up. A sob escaped from his throat. His knees softened and he slowly slid down.
He tightened his hands and hugged her body tightly, as if he was holding the most precious treasure in the world. His cold fingers brushed her white face, wiping away the crystal tears and pity: "Don't cry,
I hurt!" She didn't know, but her tears hurt him more than the sharpest sword in the world.
Lin Qingran's long-suppressed sobs could no longer be endured, and the cries finally escaped from her lips. She howled loudly, like a child who had been wronged for a long time and found support, hugging him and crying.
In her entire life, she had never cried so loudly, regardless of image or posture.
His eyes were reddish, and he was helpless and clumsy in comforting him. The girl's tears fell on his chest, soaked into his clothes, and penetrated into his heart layer by layer, burning him.
"Why didn't you tell me until today? Why didn't you tell me earlier? Do you know how much I regret it? I..." She was so choked that she could hardly speak, her body trembled slightly, and she said over and over again: "I'm fine
Regret, do you know?...I regret so much, do you know?"
Yun Zheng pursed his lips and said nothing, but there was a faint smile in his eyes. She regretted it, but his heart was full.
He wanted to speak several times, but in the end he didn't know how to tell her. Why didn't he want to tell her earlier about the entanglement in his heart? But the hopeless feelings almost drove him crazy, fearing that he would miss it again in this life.
How could he open his mouth to her with such entanglement? He once told himself not to force her. If she could accept it, it would be a gift from God. If... the result was still not satisfactory, he was willing to guard it just like he once did.
She, protect her, stand by silently.
With such thoughts turning over and over again, he couldn't open his mouth, so he wrapped his arms around her helplessly. Finally, he suppressed the thousands of thoughts in his chest, gently stroked her back, and said in his always clear and elegant voice: "
Didn’t I tell you this?” After all, you are not willing to hide it to the end!
"Why not earlier?" Lin Qingran pushed him away and asked with tears in his eyes: "When did you know about it? Why didn't you recognize me immediately?"
She was crying so hard that she couldn't stand still.
Staring at the elegant man in front of her, she suddenly felt that everything was not so important. Those unforgettable hatreds and those experiences that were worse than life became as indifferent at this moment. In front of him, everything became
None of it is that important.
Just like Yun Zheng at this moment, those days when he couldn't eat, couldn't sleep at night, those pains that cut out his heart and liver, and the tenderness of this moment, were all so insignificant.
He stretched out his hand to wipe away her endless tears, and said in a low voice: "It was only after meeting you that I looked back on the past in my sleep at midnight. How can I tell you?"
He smiled bitterly and sighed lowly: "It's so unbelievable, how can I say anything? At first, I didn't even believe it myself, but it felt so real that I was almost driven crazy. When I believed it, I couldn't believe it.
I don’t even know how to talk to you anymore, I don’t want my past kindness to hinder you now.”