Ruyi didn't know that the kid was Yang Along's child, and those words came from the bottom of his heart. The speaker was unintentional, but the listener was intentional. The words "being a human being" aroused the sadness in the kid's heart. The kid raised his head and asked: "Sister,
Is it fun to be a human being..."
"I'll let you know if it's fun or not. You will know if you are a human being. You have a loving father, a loving mother, and you can play happily with your friends next door. You can have snowball fights in the winter, and eat delicious pork dumplings during the Chinese New Year; in spring
Tree leaf grasses are blooming, and you can roll on the fluffy grass; in summer, you can swing cattail fans under the trees to enjoy the coolness, and listen to the old people telling stories about the past; in autumn, you can lie in the golden wheat pile and sing songs, and watch the sky shine brightly at night.
The stars..."
Ruyi became a little emotional as she talked, and the colorful memories of her childhood came to her mind. In those days when her mother was still there, she was very naive and not that sensible. She didn't know how to share the worries for her mother at home, but she just didn't have the intention.
He followed Tiezhu around the village heartlessly.
Those days were really happy when I think about them.
Is it fun to be a human being?
The question asked by Xiao Guitou was also asked by Ruyi.
There are joys, joys, and wonderful things about being a human being.
But there is also separation in life, parting in death... Those moments are like threads, corroding her heart. The pain and so-called human morality are there, reminding her of the mistakes she has made every moment.
To be a human being, be affectionate and loving.
But what is love? She doesn't know the exact answer. She only knows that love is definitely more than fun and happiness. The deeper the love, the heavier the pain. The deeper the love, the harder it is to let go.
Things like Qin Xiao's death made it difficult for Ruyi to let go. She hated heaven and earth, hated each other for being unable to control themselves, but she even hated the subtle nostalgia she had for Bai Qinghan.
Love is not pure, but it has infinite possibilities.
The kid touched Ruyi's face: "Sister, why are you crying?"
Ruyi smiled and shook her head, wiped the tears from her eyes, and said, "Go back. If you can be freed, I hope you can be a happy child in the next life."
The kid reluctantly waved his hand to Ruyi and disappeared.
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The oil lamp on the table was smoldering with flames. Yang Aaron held the flame with his hand and asked in a low voice: "Is it done?"
The little ghost was afraid of light and fire, so he huddled in the corner and said tremblingly: "Mother, have you ever loved me?"
Yang Along's body was shaken, and a faint pain flashed through her already numb heart. She frowned slightly and said, "Why do you ask this? I am your mother, you tell me whether I love you or not."
"If you love me, why don't you bury me and let me reincarnate, and why do you have to arrest my soul and suffer so much. My child...my child doesn't want to harm anyone..." The little devil mustered up the courage to hold these years in his heart.
All the words were spoken.
Yang Aaron became a little angry and said angrily: "Don't tell me this! You have done what I asked you to do!"
The kid shook his head: "That big sister is a good person, I won't harm her."
Yang Ahlong was so angry that she was shaking all over. She held the white porcelain jar tightly with her withered hands. She sneered and said: "Okay, you, who refined your spiritual consciousness and supported you day and night, me or her! You are mine.
Child, you can only be loyal to me!" When she said the last sentence, she was practically screaming.
The kid looked at his mother's angry face with some fear and did not dare to say anything.