Ruyi's feelings for Qin Xiao were so deep and difficult to let go, as if they lasted for countless years, from the previous life to this life. However, the fate was so shallow that he left early again, leaving her alone. She didn't even understand it until he died.
With his attitude towards her, she didn't even know if he loved her the same way.
Apart from those warm and beautiful memories, all he left her was that ugly rag doll.
Her feelings for Bai Qinghan are not that deep, nor that strong, but she cares slightly. She knows that she cares about this man and likes to spend time with him. The world is full of disturbances, countless deceptions and betrayals, but Ruyi has given
All Bai Qinghan's trust.
This strange emotion, which is higher than friendship but lower than love, is not as beautiful as described in the passages in the book. It is a kind of torture, like the thorns on the wild rose. It looks beautiful, but it pricks her all the time.
Her inner thoughts made her unable to sleep and eat well, and made her suffer even more.
That drunken night, Bai Qinghan hugged her, and she slapped him without hesitation. At that time, she said that she looked down on him, but was this really Bai Qinghan's fault alone? Then these hesitations in her heart,
These stings are nothing.
She also looks down upon herself.
Ruyi held the ugly rag doll in her hand and stroked its forehead with her palm again and again. Maybe she had touched it too many times, and the coarse cloth there had become a little thin.
When he was melancholy, he suddenly heard someone knocking on the door. Ruyi put the doll on the table, wiped the slightly moist corners of his eyes, and went to open the door.
She was stunned for a moment when she opened the door. There were four middle-aged men standing outside the door, none other than the Four Lingnan Monsters.
She has no interaction with these people. They have always kept a low profile. What does it mean to come to the door at this moment?
The Four Lingnan Monsters were not stupid. They saw Wangchen's abilities. The young man had outstanding swordsmanship and magic at his side. He was really someone they couldn't afford to mess with. So they bypassed Wangchen and went directly to Ruyi.
In their minds, girls should be relatively easy to talk to.
"What can you do?" Ruyi asked politely.
The clairvoyant smiled and said: "Girl, it's a little inconvenient to talk at the door. Why don't you let us go in and sit down?"
Ruyi expected that Senior Brother Wangchen had said that they had a good relationship with him, so he betrayed the Senior Brother and let the four of them into the house.
After the eloquent Laosi entered the room, he saw the rag doll on the table. He picked it up and played with it. He also made a strange sound of "Oooh" in his mouth. The smile on his face was obviously mocking.
The ugliness of the doll.
Ruyi snatched the doll away and said rudely: "Maybe you came here just to mess with my things!" She hurriedly hid the doll under the pillow.
This doll is so important to her that no one but her has the right to touch it.
The clairvoyant hammered Yan Ruhuang's back and smiled at Ruyi: "My little brother is ignorant, don't blame me, girl."
Ruyi was very disgusted with what happened just now. She lost her earlier politeness and even refused to pour tea: "If you have anything to do, please tell me quickly."
"In that case, I won't beat around the bush. We came here this time to discuss things with the girl," said the clairvoyant.
Ruyi didn't say anything and motioned for the clairvoyant to continue speaking.