Before leaving, Ningwu turned to Ruyi and said: "My sister-in-law, don't expect your sister-in-law to let you go... You are very busy today. Go and freshen up quickly, and then come and help me change my clothes."
Ruyi smiled and said: "Well, you go first, I will come later."
She took a long bath. She sat in the wooden barrel, her eyes were distracted, and she was neither happy nor worried. Some things are not suitable for disconnection, and the best way is to cut the tangled knot.
She is just a teenage woman. Even though she has experienced a lot and matured her mind early, she does not know what love is. Her understanding of feelings is nothing more than persistence, persistence, and regret.
.The former belongs to Qin Xiao, and the latter belongs to Bai Qinghan.
She let out a long sigh and looked at herself in the water with despair. She simply hated herself. Bai Qinghan had worked hard even if he had no credit. It was too hasty to deny him because of that little thought. She turned to think about Bai Qinghan.
Qing Han said, "If the person lying there was Qin Xiao, you would probably do the same thing."
Gratitude and love are both emotions, and they are probably not that easy to distinguish.
There was nothing wrong or right between her and Bai Qinghan. She drove him away just because she wanted to completely cut off her love for him.
"Xiaobai, I'm sorry." Ruyi's lips moved, and tears fell down, "I know the past is unforgettable, but I don't blame you. I'm just angry at myself for being useless. There are some things that you say you don't mind, but in fact you do.
And I also mind, if you can’t forget it, I can’t forget it either. Instead of suffering, maybe it’s better to do this. I’m really…sorry.”
Maybe after some time, when her passion subsides, she will be able to face Bai Qinghan calmly, of course... just as a friend.
The hot water steamed up and formed water droplets on her face. The tears fell into the bathtub, causing ripples. The water surface swayed slightly, forming Qin Xiao's smiling face. For just a moment, the smiling face
Her face turned into water mist again and rose up. When Ruyi focused her eyes again, only her own shadow was left on the water.
Ruyi felt her heart ached and shook her head again, why did she see him again? Is it so difficult to let go?
After bathing, Ruyi stared at the water-red dress lying next to her. It was a new dress that Ningwu had prepared for her a long time ago. The color was very fresh. Ruyi rarely wore such festive colors because she had so many clothes.
It was plain color. She put on the dress and it fit her just right. Anyway, if she wore it cheerfully, maybe others wouldn't notice the sadness on her face.
After coming out of the shower, Ruyi found that the whole house was filled with a sense of joy. Dazzling and shiny red can be seen everywhere, busy people walking around holding red lanterns, red cloth hangings, and red paper-cuts hung and posted in an orderly manner. Those for weddings
The things are not as exquisite as those in the Central Plains, and are a bit too ordinary. In the Central Plains, even a wealthy family would be able to use better things, but it is a bit unsuitable for the status of a princess and a wealthy young master.
But this material simplicity did not affect the mood of the servants and maids who were busy in the house. There was a kind of joy from the heart in their expressions. The war was like a bottomless black hole, swallowing up the happiness of the people on the frontier, and this
A sudden wedding is like an anesthetic that can make them temporarily forget their pain.
Getting married is always a happy event. Looking at those strong people, Ruyi unconsciously put a smile on her face.