Bai Qinghan said to Qin Xiao: "I have a few words that I want to say to Ruyi alone. Can you avoid it?"
Qin Xiao glanced at Ruyi, but saw her frown slightly. He expected that she must have thousands of thoughts in her heart. It would be good if she could sort it out with Bai Qinghan this time. He knew Ruyi's thoughts and also understood Ruyi's feelings for him.
, he didn’t have anything to worry about. He nodded and just left one sentence: "Ruyi hasn’t had a good rest these days. If you want to say something, just say it. Just finish it quickly so that she can go to rest quickly."
Bai Qinghan was shocked again. Qin Xiao's open-mindedness and consideration for Ruyi were beyond his reach. Even though he was reluctant to admit it, he really didn't hate Qin Xiao as much as he thought.
The same pond of lotus flowers, but two different people. Bai Qinghan and Ruyi were a few steps away, each with their heads lowered, like children of several years old, neither daring to look into each other's eyes.
After a pause for a few seconds, the two people said "I'm sorry."
Bai Qinghan bent down and leaned his upper body into the pond. He took out a brightly blooming lotus and put it in Ruyi's hand. He lowered his eyes and said lightly: "I can see that Qin Xiao cares about it very much."
You, you like each other, and I feel relieved to have him take care of you. But, before I let go completely, I want to ask you a question."
Ruyi's long eyelashes fluttered and she softly uttered a few words: "I liked it."
Bai Qinghan opened his mouth depressedly: "How...how do you know what I want to ask..."
"You can probably guess it. No matter what, and no matter what the final outcome will be for the two of us, we have to admit those ridiculous and precious days. I did like you. I liked you, I liked you so much that I fantasized about it.
I hope we will be together in the future. That’s why I became pretentious for no reason, and that’s why I struggled with the issue of Chang Yi... Now that I have let it go, I can speak calmly." Ruyi smiled, with a smile on his face.
It's slightly bitter.
Bai Qinghan didn't speak. He stood beside Ruyi with his hands folded, looking into her eyes, his mind racing, recalling everything along the way.
"Perhaps the reality is cruel, I have to tell you after all, I did like you, but the premise is that I thought Qin Xiao was dead. Qin Xiao may be just a mortal, but he gave me an unforgettable nine years.
There is some kind of strange connection between me and him. The days in the Military Commissariat Department are dull, but they are indeed very beautiful. I am a nostalgic person, and after having him in my heart, it may be difficult to tolerate others. At first, I
I'm still young and can't tell the difference between love and infatuation, but the less I see him, the more I miss him. Slowly, I understand. If...I mean if...if I met you first, maybe everything would be better.
The results will all be different.”
"I understand." Bai Qinghan smiled indifferently, "In fact, no matter how hard you try, it will be in vain. As you said, his shadow will probably always be left in your heart. Whether he is dead or alive, I am trapped in
No matter how deep you go, you are just asking for trouble."
"I'm sorry." Ruyi said again.
"There is nothing wrong with it. Things like feelings are meant to follow the heart." Bai Qinghan sighed, blowing away all the regrets and regrets in his tone. He smiled cheerfully and said: "In addition,
I've had enough of Ruyi's misery. I miss the heartless Ruyi who loved to laugh and make trouble. You and I will probably be happiest if we are friends. Qin Xiao still seems to be the happiest person.
Yes, I wish you all the best. But if he bullies you in the future, you must tell me because I will beat him until he can’t take care of himself!"