Shuohua was afraid that Ruyi would ask about the matter in detail, so he did not give her a chance to interrupt, and continued: "After we got acquainted with her, she became very relaxed in front of me. She didn't know that I was a god, but she didn't care about my identity at all. It seemed like she The only person she really likes and cares about is me. As for my family, she doesn't mind if my family has a lot of money."
"In addition to chatting, we would also read together, whether novels or historical biographies. Sometimes we would quarrel over some plots. She was slippery, and I could never argue with her later. Looking at her triumphant little look, It makes me feel happy from the bottom of my heart."
"Later on, we probably liked each other. As she said, many things can be seen in a person's eyes. Our occasional glances were full of fireworks. Several times I wanted to kiss her, but I was afraid that it would be too much. No matter how abrupt or disturbing she is, she will never dare to cross that invisible boundary."
"I have known her for a while, and she has always been happy, and I have had a good time. Sometimes I even forget that I am a god, and that I will return to heaven one day. I just feel that I am free and happy as a mortal. If It would be great to be able to grow old with her and spend the rest of our lives leisurely and leisurely together."
"But suddenly one day, she didn't appear by the stream. There was no news about her for three or four days. I was very anxious and planned to go to Zhongzhai to look for her, but I also remembered that she had told me not to look for her before. , otherwise the people in the village would be rude to me, so I followed her wishes and did not go. I waited by the stream for four days, and on the night of the fourth day, she finally appeared. She seemed to be She drank a lot of wine, and there were some scars on her face and arms. I asked her how she got hurt, but she just cried but didn't tell me."
"Her body was so limp that she fell on me and hooked her hands around my neck. She cried and told me intermittently that she loved me. Only then did I know why she hadn't come these past few days. It turned out that Zhongzhai had already made a reservation for her. We are getting married. In a few months, she will marry someone else."
"I held her hand and said that I wanted her to come with me. The world is big and there will always be a place for her. At worst, I won't be a god and she won't be a lady. We will just be a pair of winged birds in the world. She cried with joy, but it soon turned into tears. She said that she could not let go of her mother. Although she was the legitimate daughter, her mother was seriously ill, and her father married several aunts. Those aunts made things difficult for her all day long. If she If I leave too, then her mother will definitely not live for a few more days. Even if it is for my mother, she cannot leave with me."
"Humans have seven emotions and six desires, and love and desire give rise to countless loves, hates, and hatreds. We gods always think that we are omnipotent, but when we really stand in the position of mortals, we realize that gods are also helpless sometimes. I want to help her, but I can't help her. No. I could only hold her in my arms and grieve with her. That night she told me that she didn’t want to go back, so we got together by the stream. She didn’t leave until early in the morning. Before leaving, she told me that she would never go back again. I will come here again. She said that we are destined to be together, so I don’t have to worry about her anymore and can find a wife to live a good life."
"I asked her: 'Is what you said is what you want?' She thought for a while, gritted her teeth and said: 'It is what I want. Maybe in this way, both of us can live in peace. You Just remember that you are the person I, Zhong Ming'er, love most in this life..." After saying that, she turned around and left, without even giving me a chance to say goodbye."