That day, the palace was filled with dazzling red. I remember that she loved red the most, but now, she can no longer be red. I feel sad, but I am the emperor, and I cannot ignore this thousands of miles of country.
When I consummated our marriage with the queen, I was thinking about her and thinking about being nice to her in the future. At that time, I actually felt guilty, but I didn't care or deliberately ignored it.
The next day, I and the Queen were sitting in the main seat of Caifeng Palace. She came in and quietly saluted and kowtowed to the Emperor. At that time, I discovered that something had changed. I had lost something, which was very important. But
I don't know it, I'm just a fool.
From that day on, she never smiled again.
I tried my best to treat her well. Except for the days prescribed by my ancestors, I only went to her palace to rest. But I still couldn't change her smile. She fell ill. After a certain full moon, I rested again according to the rules.
In the queen's palace. But that night, for some unknown reason, the queen suddenly fell ill. All the doctors were summoned, but nothing could be done.
I was also anxious. It was the time when I wanted to use the Tong family, and I couldn't let anything happen to the queen.
After a busy night, the queen's illness finally eased. But at the same time, I also received news that the imperial concubine was not well.
My liver and gallbladder were about to burst, so I came to Jiuluan Palace. Before I even entered the door, I could smell the smell of blood.
The miscarriage was something I specially sent here. She only played with it for a while, and then she killed the child in her belly. Last night, she went to ask for the imperial doctor, but I sent them all to Caifeng Palace. The people she sent
, but couldn’t even get through the door of Caifeng Palace.
I forgot that my love is a double-edged sword in this palace. While protecting her, it also attracted too many swords and arrows to her. But I only care about doting on her and breaking her wings, but
Forgot to protect her.
It was my mistake, I regretted it, I... But, she stopped smiling and never looked at me again.
I ordered the Jiuluan Palace to be closed, and I sent my confidants there. Except for me, no one, including the queen, is allowed to approach. Anyone who approaches without my permission can be killed first and reported later.
However, no matter how much I do, I still can't get her smile, her trust, and her love back. I can't get that child back!!
She is sad, she is disappointed. And she wants to leave even more... I know, I know that she yearns for the outside world. When I went to find her before, she kept talking about how beautiful the outside world is...
But, how can I let her leave? How dare she leave?
I finally hurt her and took her by force regardless of her wishes. She started to resist and would shed tears. I felt that instead of letting her have no more eyes for me, then it would be good to hate her.
But soon, I knew that I was wrong. Women are cruel, much more cruel than men.
She no longer resisted, she didn't care, she let go and didn't care about my invasion.
I couldn't do it anymore, so I made haste, hugged her and kept apologizing, saying over and over again, "I was wrong, I'm sorry." But in the end, she still didn't respond.
I will not give up, not once twice, not twice, not three times. I think if I give her another child, and another child, she will be happy and willing to stay.
But that time I was injured, and the imperial doctor said that I might never have another child.
So I thought, let other concubines give birth, and then bring them over. I began to favor other concubines, and soon, one after another became pregnant. I was very happy, and I would go and tell her every day what she wanted in the future.
, whatever she chooses, whatever she chooses.
I was only happy, but I didn't see her increasingly cold eyes.