I summoned you for so long and you didn’t show up?
I don’t want to be a god anymore, I don’t want to be a deity who is looked down upon by others, I don’t want eternal life, I don’t want anything else! Ugh...
I don’t ask you to know that I love you, let alone fall in love with me. I just ask to stand beside you forever, fight alongside you, and be your inseparable disciple and comrade-in-arms for life.
But you are the God of the thirty-two heavens, and I am a loose immortal who cannot even enter the first heaven. I am not even qualified to stand beside you, so what do I need this eternal life for?
Ugh... Master... where have you been... Do you know something big happened at Qiankun Academy?... I miss you so much..."
For the first time, Lu Xiaoxiao cried loudly and revealed the secret that had been hidden in her heart for two thousand years.
"I didn't mean to miss you, never. I knew I wasn't worthy of you, so I never confessed to you, and I never thought about pestering you. But they looked at me like that, said that about me..."
Lu Xiaoxiao cried and glanced at the sky, then shouted in the direction where the five heavenly soldiers were leaving: "What's so great about you? Aren't you just the last-class heavenly soldiers of the first level? Why do you say that to me?"
Yes! I don’t have a noble family, I don’t have profound magic power, and I don’t have stunning beauty. Without these, am I not qualified to even talk to the heavenly officials? Without these, I am not qualified to inform those about the affairs of the mortal world.
A noble god?
Heaven..." Lu Xiaoxiao smiled bitterly, "Master, when I decided to become an immortal, did you foresee that I would have no love in my life, and that eternal life would be a shackle that I could not break free from?"
Lu Xiaoxiao looked at the morning star, which symbolized the end of the night and the approaching dawn, and murmured: "If you are really so powerful, then do you understand how much I care about you?"
Wiping away her tears, Lu Xiaoxiao slowly walked into the gate of Qiankun Academy alone.
She didn't know that when she just stood up to leave, a man in white appeared behind her.
This person was the person she longed for day and night, knowing it was impossible, but she couldn't help but miss him.
Seeing Lu Xiaoxiao leaving with sadness, Zhan Xintang gently shook his head.
How could he not know the pain of such lovesickness? However, even if he is a god, wouldn't he still be unable to escape when creation tricks humans?
Entering my lovesickness gate, you know that my lovesickness is painful, long lovesickness makes you remember each other, and short lovesickness makes you infinite. If I had known that it would mess up people's hearts, why would I not have known each other in the first place.
"Ahem..."
Zhan Xintang suddenly covered his heart, and after coughing a few times, his whole body bent in pain.
Here is the old trouble left after the woman he loved most stabbed him mercilessly in the pit of the heart with the dagger he gave her.
Whenever he gets lovesick, he will feel so miserable here.
But even so, he still misses her from time to time.
If it was really a misunderstanding three thousand years ago, when the Buddha forgave Chi Yan, when they really got together again...did even his lovesickness become a luxury?