478. Chapter 478 Forget about me finding a good woman to live with 1
"I, I'm afraid that there are some words that I don't have time to say. I just want to tell you how I feel about you. I have always believed in my feelings for Xiaochun and thought it was love, but I didn't want to end up hurting the person I love most...
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The moment he saw Gong Si's desperate eyes and heard her say that she had returned her child, he knew that he couldn't live without her. He would never forget the look of Gong Si's decisive back when she left the auditorium, as if she had gone
Never look back, never look back again...
He always thought about how great it would be if he could turn back time, so that he wouldn't hurt her so badly, let alone lose their child.
It's just that there is no so-called if, she returns to him with hatred, how can he not see the confusion and hatred that occasionally flash in her beautiful eyes?
This woman didn't know that she woke up from nightmares many times. At that time, she seemed to have run five thousand meters and was sweating on her pillow. He always changed the pillow at night, which was not clear from sweat or tears, and next time
On that day, she had no memory of having nightmares.
The day after she woke up from the dream, she replied to the optimistic Gong Si. She liked to laugh, but behind her beautiful smile, he saw an indescribable depth of despair and sadness.
He pretended not to know anything, lived happily with her, and took over her body as a matter of course. She also pretended that she was happy, and obeyed him half-heartedly. They were both looking for themselves in each other's drama.
He hoped to keep her like this forever, even if it was her body. He also thought that time would heal her wounds and that one day they could return to their previous happy life.
He just wants to be nice to her, her heart, her body has many pitted wounds, maybe every time he treats her better, he can fill up one more of her wounds, until one day all her wounds are filled.
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He didn't know how to be nice to a woman. Over the years, he had doted on one woman, Luo Chun. Even so, he had never done anything meaningful for Luo Chun.
If he could be more shrewd, he should have known his feelings for Gong Si. If not, how could he impulsively register with her when she proposed to him by mistake? If that was just the beginning of his love, it gradually got out of control.
Everything should also let him see his feelings for Gong Si.
It was his mind that was deceived and his self-righteousness that finally led him to this irreversible step.
Before and after Luo Cheng was sent to the hospital by Gong Si, he kept holding on to her hand tightly. His consciousness was slipping away. There was a voice in his heart telling him that he couldn't let go. Once he let go, this woman would fly away and she would never let go.
Leave with nostalgia...
Gong Si's hand was pulled very painfully by Luo Cheng. Upon seeing this, the doctor joked: "Mr. Luo is the patient with the most amazing willpower I have ever seen. The wound is so deep and he has lost so much blood, but he can still maintain a clear consciousness."
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It was probably the power of love. Even a fool could see that Luo Cheng didn't faint because of Gong Si.
Gong Si glanced coldly at the male doctor who thought she was humorous. The doctor felt a chill running down his spine under her cold gaze.
He didn't dare to say anything anymore. After making sure that Luo Cheng's wounds were treated and there were no serious problems, he hurriedly left the ward that almost suffocated him.
"Can I trouble you to let go?!" Gong Si looked at her tightly grasped right hand, reminding Luo Cheng that her hand had been held by him for several hours.
