"In order to stay by your side, I took the initiative to increase the difficulty of the task, and even said some specious things to the family. I just hope that I can continue to stay by your side!"
Chen Lin spoke very slowly, and every word he said was very tiring.
"Originally, I never thought that I would have a chance... I would have a chance to have you. Until I came to this inexplicable world. I knew that this might be an illusion, and everything in front of me might be just an illusion, but I didn't want to leave here at all.
, and I don’t want to wake up from this illusion. If this is a dream, I am willing to sleep forever.”
Mu Jinshi took a deep breath and said slowly, "In order to keep me, you drugged me? You even went so far as to hurt my body so that I couldn't escape?"
Chen Lin closed his eyes, as if he was tired and resting.
After a while, he opened his eyes again, "Jin Shi, I have never regretted what I did to you. The medicine I gave you was for the imperial doctor to control the dosage. As long as you don't overdose, it will only make you sick."
Weak, but it won't cause actual harm to you. How could I be willing to hurt you..."
Mu Jinshi shook his head, "I can't accept it."
A sad smile appeared on Chen Lin's face, but he was not sad, "No matter what, I will not regret it."
Mu Jinshi gritted her teeth and stared at Chenlin sharply, "Chenlin, I have always been grateful to you. I thought we were friends. But... I was wrong. Also, why did you bump into me just now? I know
You can stagger it, so why do you want to bump into it?"
"Because, I was betting, I was betting whether I would kill him or you would kill me. You see, I lost the bet, and I have always lost..." Chen Lin smiled miserably.
"You're lying! Your fist just now was very sharp, but the moment I took action, you had already changed the direction, so even if you never retracted your strength, your fist would not hit Dongchen Che. What's more,
, you still withdrew your strength! So, why? Why do you want to seek death by yourself? "
Mu Jinshi almost shouted the last sentence.
However, a bright smile suddenly appeared on Chen Lin's face, "Jin Shi, did you see it? I thought... you didn't know. In fact... it's actually very simple. I just want to die in your hands."
Chen Lin's voice had reached an extremely low pitch, and his breath had long been unstable. "If I can't be with you alive, I would rather die at your hands."
"You—" Mu Jinshi's fists suddenly clenched. She longed for a punching bag in front of her so that she could have a hearty punch to vent her frustration.
The smile on Chen Lin's face never weakened. He whispered, "Jin Shi, don't be angry. I...I don't have much time. Don't feel guilty. I don't need your guilt either. I will die in your hands."
, I am very happy to be remembered by you all my life. This... this is much better than me... than what I expected. Jinshi, I am really happy. Without you, my life... there is no point in living.
.I have tried it and I have no regrets.”
"What have you tried? You can obviously live well in this world. Why do you have to choose this way? Why!" Mu Jinshi felt extremely uncomfortable.
Chen Lin forced a smile, "I...I actually expected that you would still choose him. But...but I want to try my best. Even if I lose, I will have no regrets..."