However, when he saw Pang Shanshan's embarrassed look, he quickly said: "Okay, okay, I won't joke anymore. To be honest, you can't blame anyone for this matter. I think it's better for you to be honest with your family. I believe you
Mom and dad are not such unenlightened people, they will understand you."
Pang Shanshan said with a bitter face: "It would be great if that were the case. I can't communicate with them at all now."
The two were silent for a while, and then Pang Shanshan continued: "Leng Xuan, I'm really at a loss now." As he said this, his face turned slightly red, "I don't want to hide it from you. We have had a relationship since that night.
, I do have a special feeling for you. I don’t know whether I like you or whether I am a lonely woman looking for sustenance. In short, I have always been entangled in this problem. My family is urging me to find a man to marry.
But every time I think about holding hands with another man, my heart aches. Maybe it's because of your existence that I can no longer accept other men. But, I know in my heart that you will give me what I want.
No. But, although I know it very well, I just don’t have the courage to let it go." At this point, her eyes sparkled with crystal tears.
Hearing Pang Shanshan's inner confession, Leng Xuan couldn't keep calm. He sighed softly, reached out to hold Pang Shanshan's soft hand, and said, "I'm sorry, it's my fault for putting you under such great psychological pressure.
Forgive me. I admit that I have a crush on you, but I can't make a promise to you now. As you said, I can't give you what you want now. Because there are still too many things that I need to do.
, I can't settle down at all. Although I don't want to, I still want to say that I respect your choice and I will support you no matter what decision you make. Even if you choose to spend your life with another man in the future, I
I will also silently bless you, disappear from your life, and never bother you again."
Hearing this, Pang Shanshan's tears suddenly fell from the corners of her eyes and dripped into the coffee cup, causing a faint ripple. She sobbed twice, and then said slowly: "Leng Xuan, thank you for your understanding. I'm looking for you today."
You came out just to talk. I don’t want to continue to be entangled in my heart. Now I am still struggling in my mind. If I can’t have both, then I don’t know whether I should choose family or love. Today I will
After saying these words, I felt a lot more relaxed. I will think about it carefully during this period, and if I figure it out, I will tell you my decision."
Leng Xuan nodded and said with a smile: "Okay, I will give you a quiet space to think carefully. I understand your mood, so I will not force you. No matter what your choice is, I will accept it.
"After that, the two of them began to avoid the topic and stopped talking about it. They talked about some trivial and interesting things in life. It was about ten o'clock in the evening when the two of them came out of the coffee shop.
After driving Pang Shanshan back to her residence, Leng Xuan said good night and then sped away to Yujingyuan. When she returned to the villa, she saw two girls, Li Mengjie and Ling Xueyiu, who were not sleeping yet, lying on the sofa in the living room and watching.
I was probably watching a sadistic drama on TV. I only heard a few sobs coming from the two women. And to match the atmosphere, they actually dimmed the lights in the living room.