"Zhang Ju, is there something wrong with this wine...is there something wrong with this wine?" My head felt heavy and my body sank unconsciously. I wanted to raise my head, but I felt my body falling towards the table little by little. I silently warned myself,
Hold on, hold on, but the body that had just been propped up lost its balance again and quickly fell towards the chair.
Suddenly, a big hand stretched out over me, quickly climbed up to my waist, and pulled me hard into his arms.
I raised my head and saw that the figure in front of me was blurry. I couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality.
I felt that my body was slowly being surrounded. My body was pressed tightly against that person's body. There was a strong piece of material on my chest, and a strong and strong arm on my back, hugging him tightly.
There was a faint unfamiliar fragrance on the tip of my nose, which immediately made me panic.
Xia Haoyu doesn't smell like this. I know that he has been smelling like the green tea-flavored soap in the bathroom recently, which is very different from this smell. But why is he hugging me so tightly?
"Let go..." I hummed softly and felt my body being gently picked up and moved slowly. My steps followed his footsteps unconsciously. I didn't want to move, almost.
I was dragged away by him. He was so careful when dragging me. This kind of carefulness reminded me of Xia Haoyu again.
"Brother Yu..." I couldn't help but shout out. I felt the arm holding me froze slightly and slowly moved down. It wasn't until my body was lying on the soft sofa that I felt a slight tremor in my heart.
of stability.
"Duoduo..." A voice stopped me. I checked my face slightly, but the figure in my eyes was still blurry. He knelt on one knee beside the sofa, and looked at me deeply with his eyes.
Feeling a little uncomfortable.
"Duoduo, tell me, who am I..." There was a hint of inducement in his voice, but this voice was somewhat different from Xia Haoyu. Xia Haoyu was accustomed to ordering me and rarely spoke to me so gently.
I shook my head and responded.
"Duoduo, I'm sorry, I know this is wrong for you, but I... really can't control myself." The figure beside the sofa stood up slowly, leaned down and looked at me, and suddenly, one of his
His hands unbuttoned my clothes and reached into my clothes.
"Ah!" I tried to stand up in panic, but my body was so heavy that I couldn't stand at all. The hand stretched out to my chest like a sliding snake and touched it hard.
"No..." I cried out in horror, but found that my body was getting hotter and hotter, and the heat in my lower abdomen was getting stronger and stronger. I was a little scared. The fire was burning my will bit by bit, making me unconscious.
He shrank his body.
"Duoduo..." That face suddenly came up in front of me. I took a closer look and my mind suddenly cleared up. This... if this isn't Zhang Youze, who is it?
"Zhang Youze..." I felt a hint of hoarseness in my voice, like a woman in courtship. The fire burned me little by little, making me unconsciously want to grab Zhang Youze's body.
"Duoduo... I met you first... I admit that I was... testing you before, but Duoduo, it has been four months. I thought I could deceive myself, but I can't...
"Zhang Youze's face was only a few centimeters away from mine. His eyes looked at me affectionately, and the next second, they were printed on my mouth...
"Woo...wow..." I backed up and struggled, but the sofa was so big that I couldn't move at all. My hands were so tightly pressed under his body that I couldn't pull them out no matter how hard I twitched.
"Duoduo, I really like you... For so many years, I have never told anyone about my life experience or the truest feelings in my heart, but when facing you, I really want to be the truest me, Xia Haoyu
Why should he get you? His hands are full of blood, and he doesn’t deserve to be with a pure girl like you... Duoduo, can you give it to me?"
Zhang Youze kissed my cheek while speaking the words from the bottom of his heart, but for me, I really don’t want to. My heart has been given to one person, and I can no longer care about other people...
"Duoduo..."
"Don't... Zhang Youze, I beg you... don't..." I pushed Zhang Youze's body hard, but he pressed me tightly, and his kiss fell on my lips and my face,
Pieces fell rapidly on my neck. I seemed to be able to hear his rapid breathing. I knew I couldn't resist. I had only one way to go...
So, I released my hands that resisted Zhang Youze and lay quietly on the sofa without any resistance. I never thought that the person I trusted would be like this, I never doubted it, never.
My clothes were lifted layer by layer by Zhang Youze, his lips fell on my waist, moved slowly, his fingers stayed on my waist, and finally took off my pants...
My tears burst at this moment, his lips fell on my waist, I gritted my teeth silently, and finally couldn't hold it back and spoke: "Zhang Youze, you can have me, but... I
I will definitely hate you forever."
If you really want me, I think I will never stay in this world, never!
Zhang Youze's lips were pressed against my waist, and his lips were pressed tightly against my skin. His movements did not continue, he just pressed against me quietly. My tears were also left drop by drop, but I couldn't say a word.
I can't even speak.
"Duoduo, I..." Zhang Youze moved from my waist to my face, his hand gently touched my face, and he slowly wiped my cheek with his cuffs. I heard him say: "It's me
I'm sorry, I was too impulsive..."
"I want to leave..." I raised my sore arm and wanted to get up from the sofa, but I was too tired and the heat in my lower abdomen was still surging. I was afraid that if I stayed any longer, I would not be able to bear it.
Just hold him down...
"If you go back now, there will definitely be clues. I'm sorry... I... I'll take you back to my place... Don't worry, I won't kill you..." Zhang Youze gently picked me up, and I
, my whole body is hot but I can’t move, I don’t know what to do?
Call Xia Haoyu? If he knew what I was like now, he would definitely fight with Zhang Youze, or... find Wei Liang or someone else? No matter who he calls, there is no guarantee that Xia Haoyu won't know...
"Thank you..." I whispered, thank you for not taking advantage of others' danger to kill me, thank you for helping me think of this, but I'm sorry, if you don't love me, you just don't love me.
My eyes were dark. Zhang Youze covered my face with his coat, hugged me and walked out of the Sichuan restaurant. He treated me so carefully. Until we got downstairs of his house, he was still so cautious.
Be careful.
I hate myself, I hate myself for almost not protecting myself, I hate that I almost caused trouble for Xia Haoyu again, but I don't hate Zhang Youze, after all, he didn't want me.
We didn't talk the whole way. When Zhang Youze put me on the bed, I still didn't react at all. The fire in my body made me uncomfortable to death. I knew that this medicine must be removed, but it didn't work. I couldn't let it.
Xia Haoyu knew about this...
The footsteps in the bedroom got farther and farther. I opened my eyes and saw that the whole room was bright. It turned out that I had not walked into hell, and the world was still bright and white.
The sound of running water reached my ears, and footsteps came from outside the door. I closed my eyes and bit my lips, only to find that the flames had burned so hard that my clothes were soaked...
"I'll carry you over... take a dip in the warm water." Zhang Youze stood by the window and asked in a low voice.
I opened my eyes and took a look at him, and then I realized that he looked haggard in front of me. Water droplets fell from the ends of his hair and fell on the bed sheets. The small blur made me feel a wave of pain in my heart.
, restless.
"No, you can avoid it first, I can go there by myself..." I turned away, not daring to look at him again.
"Duoduo..." Zhang Youze called my name, "I... don't want this."
"You avoid it first, I'll be there right away." My voice was extremely cold. I heard his footsteps walking out the door and added: "If you hadn't stopped, I might have chosen to die..."
Zhang Youze's back suddenly froze, and he quickly walked out of the bedroom. I heard a loud closing sound outside the door, and then the room returned to calm.
Zhang Youze left, but he didn't stay. I carefully got down from the bed, walked to the bathroom, slowly took off my clothes, and walked into the bathtub...
This is a secret that I must keep until death. I can't tell Xia Haoyu, absolutely not, but my heart really hurts... Zhang Youze's words kept going back and forth in my mind.
The murderer, the murderer, the police, all of this made me feel like there was a time bomb next to me, which could blow us to pieces at any time.
I don’t know why I felt in a daze that week. I shouldn’t not ask Xia Haoyu, what must have happened. Zhang Youze is not joking with me anymore. I believe that if this thing really didn’t happen, he wouldn’t
Just making it up, but Xia Haoyu, what did he do without telling me?
After getting dressed, I walked out the door. I raised my eyes and saw the clothes on the sofa. I raised my feet and walked in. I saw new underwear, socks and shoes. There was a note on the clothes. I
I lowered my head and saw that my chest suddenly felt as if there was a ball of cotton stuffed in it, and I felt very uncomfortable.
"There are signs of tearing on your clothes. It is recommended to change them. After taking a bath, your body will feel very weak. Leave after 30 minutes. There are mouthwash and some things on the table. Don't embarrass yourself. Also, if you say I'm sorry,
You still have a little bit of space here, please allow me to say I'm sorry. Zhang Youze's words."
I silently glanced at the things on the sofa, but my phone rang at this moment. When I saw the three words "Ruffian Xia" on the screen, my nose felt sore.
"Hello." I controlled my tone and tried not to sound unusual in my voice.
"Lin Duoduo, where have you gone? Did you forget that we are going to see a movie tonight? Where are you now? Show up quickly, or you will be dead!"
Xia Haoyu began to speak fiercely, and there was Lin Kejia's voice next to him: "Brother-in-law, I have told you a long time ago that my sister has a pig brain, what is a pig brain, a pig brain... Haha, brother-in-law, you think I have nothing.
No, I didn’t say anything..."
"Lin Duoduo, come here quickly, we are waiting for you." Xia Haoyu said while controlling his tone.
"I know, I'll be there right away."
But Xia Haoyu didn't tell me that besides the three of us, there were others.