Chapter 122 Communication Brings My Heart Closer 4600
"Xia Haoyu, don't you feel that you are too selfish?" When I said this, my eyes were filled with tears. Indeed, I had deeply felt the difference between him and me.
After I finished speaking, I didn't dare to look at him. I could only lower my head and look at the quilt in front of me. As tears were about to fall, an arm suddenly appeared on my head and pulled me into his arms.
Xia Haoyu has always liked to play sneak attacks, I know that, but when he was held in his arms, the tears fell faster. I heard him say: "I'm sorry, it was me... who didn't take care of your feelings."
I'm sorry! Xia Haoyu, who has always appeared in front of me with a high profile, actually said these words to me? Could it be that I heard it wrong?
"Duoduo, I said that the person I hate to leave the most is you. In fact, I always feel very regretful...I..." Xia Haoyu's cold tone softened a lot, but did I hear it right? He actually said that he regretted it?
I suddenly struggled out of Xia Haoyu's arms, looked at him in panic, and asked: "Do you regret it? How can you say you regret it? We have already... Why do you regret it?"
Do you really want to say you regret it? Then my life is too miserable, right?
Xia Haoyu shook his head, looked at me and said: "Lin Kejia said you were stupid before, and I retorted. Now it seems that you are indeed stupid..."
"What do you regret? You just think I'm not smart, don't you? I should have known a long time ago that you have disliked me a long time ago... You just dislike me for being stupid..." I looked at Xia Haoyu with wide eyes, feeling disappointed in my heart.
I should have understood earlier that based on my spiritual practice, I would be rejected sooner or later!
"Duoduo, stop making trouble, you know that's not what I meant." Xia Haoyu stretched out his hand, took my hand in his, and said lightly: "You know, I regret it, that's because I shouldn't have dragged you into my relationship.
Among the things that happened, I thought that excluding you was a kind of protection for you, but now I gradually understand that you have already been integrated into my blood, and our love and pain, joy and sorrow are all integrated together.
Yeah, I really shouldn’t have pushed you out by force..."
Love and pain? Joy and sorrow? Fusion together?
How did Xia Haoyu come up with such beautiful words? I raised my head and looked at him, carefully looking at Xia Haoyu's expression at this time, and once again made sure that he was not joking with me.
So, I asked: "Are you a close disciple of Uncle De? Are you also Chen Luoluo? Are you also a disciple of Han Wenhao?"
Xia Haoyu showed surprise on his face and approached the edge of my bed and said: "Duoduo, no matter what I was before, it doesn't matter. What matters is that I am your brother Yu now. Brother Yu who wants to live with Duoduo, understand.
?”
Listening to Xia Haoyu's words, I suddenly felt enlightened. I have always cared about his past and tried to understand him in many aspects, but I did not understand that the biggest prerequisite for two people in love is trust. If I always believe in Xia Haoyu, I feel that he can
Give me a bright future. No matter what he does, if you trust him, I think there will be no such troubles between us.
"Duoduo, I care about you very much," Xia Haoyu held my hand and said, "Perhaps our relationship was not so firm at first, but I told Wen Hao that you are the woman I recognize in this life..."
I looked at Xia Haoyu blankly and didn't know what to say. The words "this life" could only be heard when my father spoke to my mother. I didn't expect that I also heard these words in Xia Haoyu's mouth.
Holy words, am I not dreaming?
"Duoduo, actually... I feel sadder than you for hurting you..." Xia Haoyu's eyes were level with mine and he said: "I don't want you to be involved in these things that are happening now, because I don't know where to start.
Where can I tell you everything about me? Sometimes I think, in your eyes, I am the ruffian Xia in your mind. That way I will feel relaxed. Before that, I have never deeply realized how much you care about me.
Importance, until..."
Xia Haoyu's tone paused. I raised my eyes and looked at him and asked, "Until what?"
"Until I was in the hall of Qingcheng, watching the gun with a gold chain pressed against your forehead, at that moment, I almost suffocated. I silently said again and again not to act rashly, not to act rashly... But I still couldn't do it.
… My hands are sweating, and I feel like I can’t stand still. If the person he shot was someone else, maybe I would rush forward without hesitation and save him, but it’s not someone else, it’s you.
…”
so what?
"Because that person is you, and I don't have the confidence to save you safely. I don't dare to shoot the flying knife or confront the golden chain. There is a panic in my heart that I have never experienced before. At this age, this kind of
The feeling of panic appeared in my heart for the first time, you know... Duoduo, if we can only choose one person to live, I will choose you without hesitation."
When the last few words came out of Xia Haoyu's mouth, my heart trembled. When I looked at Xia Haoyu's eyes, I found twinkling waves. I knew he wanted to cry too, so when I looked over,
He couldn't help but hug me into his arms. I think he must be worried that I would see the tears in his eyes.
I now know that he is not an ordinary man, but he longs for simplicity, longs for the ordinary, longs to make noises with Lin Duoduo, and live an ordinary life.
But isn’t this what I expected?
"Xia Haoyu..." I patted Xia Haoyu on the back and said, "I'm still worried that the police will look for you. After all, the gold chain..."
"I will solve this, don't worry," Xia Haoyu hugged me tightly and said, "After the literary hero wakes up and all the matters at hand are taken care of, we will go to the county seat to meet my aunt, how about it?"
"Meet my mother?" I stepped back, "Is the ugly son-in-law going to meet his mother-in-law?"
Xia Haoyu raised the corner of his mouth, looked at me and said, "Who said I'm ugly? Do you think I'm ugly? Do you think I'm ugly?" As he spoke, his hands actually pinched my face.
"No... I didn't talk about you! I said ugly son-in-law. Who is my mother's ugly son-in-law? It's still uncertain." Hehe, I will dig a hole this time. What do you do?
"Oh, what Duoduo means is that he wants to find an ugly son-in-law for auntie. Alas, auntie will be disappointed now..." Xia Haoyu made a melancholy look on his face, "What do you think we should do? I
He looks so handsome..."
I glanced at Xia Haoyu and said, "Brother Yu, can you stop being so narcissistic? Just because of your looks, in my place, that's..."
Before I finished speaking, two hands suddenly stretched out from my clothes. I looked at my armpits in horror. Xia Haoyu untied my hospital gown at some point and actually... actually reached here...
"Duoduo, what do you think of my appearance?" Xia Haoyu scratched my armpit with his little finger, and suddenly there was an itching feeling in my lower body. I had to surrender and said, "Not bad, I look very good."
good……"
"Oh, it's just not bad..." Xia Haoyu looked at me, sighed softly, moved his fingers slightly, and said, "Not bad...what's good about it?"
"Brother Yu, please forgive me, I was wrong...Brother Yu is very handsome, very handsome, handsome everywhere..." My armpits were itchy, and I could only retreat towards the bed, but my head was already pressed against the wall.
Couldn't move at all.
"He's handsome everywhere, but he's not specific enough and I don't understand..." Xia Haoyu looked at me with a smile and moved his fingers twice more, which immediately made me feel scared.
"Brother Yu, I was wrong... I was wrong, can't I? Brother Yu is so handsome! He is invincible in the universe! Okay?" I was ticklish, and in order not to be laughed to death, I decided to surrender.
"Okay then..." Xia Haoyu looked at me with a smile and said, "I'm so handsome, do you like it?"
I really wanted to give this narcissistic guy a big eye roll, but forget it, I still nodded "against my will" and showed my admiration.
Suddenly, Xia Haoyu's palm touched my softness with a stroke, and I was shocked. Just as he raised his head to look at Xia Haoyu, his body leaned in front of me and said with a smile on his face: "
What about this? Are you handsome?"
I blushed with shame and dared not look at Xia Haoyu. His other hand had already touched my chin. Suddenly, his mouth leaned forward and kissed me.
I didn't expect that he would still be in the mood to kiss me at this time. I opened my eyes and looked at him in panic. Xia Haoyu's face was pressed tightly against mine. His eyelashes were very long and his skin was delicate.
We closed them together in a state of forgetfulness, with their straight nose pressed against mine, and the tip of their tongue already inserted into my mouth, and their fingers kneaded my chest repeatedly. I felt a softness in my body, and then I leaned on the hospital bed.
His kiss became deeper and deeper, and finally he sucked my tongue. I wanted to suck it back, but he refused to let me go. I was a little annoyed, but he sucked it happily. In desperation, I secretly opened my mouth.
Opening her eyes, she looked at his body that was getting closer and closer. She suddenly thought of it. With a pull of her arm, she retracted her whole body. She used all her strength to move the world, and beautifully pressed Xia Haoyu under her body. However,
He didn't seem to be relieved at all, so I lowered my head and bit his tongue fiercely in protest.
But by chance, there was a sound of opening the door. I raised my head and saw the little nurse looking at me in surprise, covering her mouth and speechless.
I hurriedly pushed Xia Haoyu away, looked at the nurse awkwardly, and said with a smile: "Ahem, don't get me wrong, we...we are..."
"I'm sorry to disturb you two..." The nurse stood at the door awkwardly, looking at Xia Haoyu under me with a pair of sympathetic eyes, as if I was the female sex demon. Just as I was about to explain, I heard Xia Haoyu
He said: "Honey, let's talk about it when we get home next time. Look, the little nurse was frightened..."
When the little nurse heard what Xia Haoyu said, she turned around and left without saying anything. She closed the door tightly before leaving, as if I was really going to do something to Xia Haoyu here! But just now, it was clearly him who bit me.
Let it go, I just...
"What's wrong? My wife also thinks the hospital is inconvenient?" Xia Haoyu looked at me and said with a smile: "Look, your husband and I are so tired that we haven't taken a shower for two days..."
"Brother Yu...you, you go back and take a bath first, I..."
"But I want to sleep with my wife in my arms..." Xia Haoyu turned over and pushed me down while I wasn't paying attention, "Look at me, I haven't rested for almost two days. Does this look on my wife's face mean she doesn't care if I don't sleep in bed?"