"Duoduo, please listen to my explanation..." Xia Haoyu hugged me from behind. My eyes were still on the door, but tears had already wet my eyes. I closed my eyes slightly, letting the tears flow out of my eyes, and raised my head.
He raised his arms, slowly took Xia Haoyu's arms around me away from his body, quickly raised his arms, wiped away the tears, turned to look at Xia Haoyu, and whispered: "Please come with me."
Xia Haoyu's face was stunned. I didn't wait for him to respond. I raised my feet and walked towards the end of the corridor. I could feel the footsteps following behind me, but I didn't dare to look back, let alone look at Xia Haoyu.
At the end of the corridor, the afterglow of the setting sun fell from the window. Xia Haoyu and I stood alone. We originally thought it would be easy to say something, but we couldn't say it. We could only stare at our toes in a daze.
What surprised me was that Xia Haoyu didn't say a word. He stood opposite me, leaned against the wall, and sighed softly.
The scene I saw in the morning flashed through my mind quickly, and I said calmly: "Brother Yu, please don't come to me again." Let's separate like this.
"Duoduo, please listen to my explanation, I..."
"Brother Yu, can you listen to me first?" I raised my head and looked at Xia Haoyu. This was the first time I had seen him since morning. His hair was a little messy, his face was a little sallow, and there were a few strands under his beard.
There was no shaved beard... I quickly turned away, fearing that I would not be able to bear it, and said: "Actually, I have always known that we are not the same kind of people, and our life rhythms are not on the same track.
If I hadn't met you, I really didn't know that so many things would have happened in the Philadelphia I thought I was familiar with. I also thought that my world was black and white. But after meeting you, I realized that many things would happen without me.
It's so simple... I thought that as long as I make up for the gap between us with my heart and love, one day we will be on the same page. But I was wrong. Lin Kejia was right. My mushy brain and congenital shortcomings are...
It can never be made up for."
"Duoduo, listen to us, last night I..."
"Brother Yu, don't talk," I sniffed, trying to make my words stronger. I know, I know that as long as he says a word, I will collapse completely. I know that as long as he curls his finger, I will still
I will look back, but I'm tired and I don't want to anymore. "I don't want to hear what happened to you last night, and I don't want to mention it again. I just feel that we really need to give each other some space after we have been laughing and joking until now."
To think, to think about us..."
"Duoduo, this is not like you, you are not like this." Xia Haoyu took a step forward, and I quickly raised my hand to signal him not to come over.
"Brother Yu, I have never asked you for anything since we fell in love. This time, I am begging you." Let me finish in one breath, otherwise, I will never have the courage to continue, "I beg you, give me
If we have some space, even if it's just for a month, I have to think carefully about whether it's suitable..."
Xia Haoyu stood there and didn't reply for a long time. I thought he acquiesced. The panic in my heart was gone. Suddenly I felt a lot more relaxed, so I said: "Since Brother Yu has agreed, let me first...
"
Before I finished speaking, Xia Haoyu quickly walked up to me, wrapped his arms around me, and hugged me into his arms. I stretched my body to go to the party, but he still pressed me down, and my face was tightly
Pressing against his chest, I could hear his rapid heartbeat, and I could also feel my trembling whole body.
I have never been so courageous, and I know I can't bow my head.
"Duoduo, if you want time to think about it, I can give it to you, but..." Xia Haoyu stroked my head with his hand, "This matter is not what you think. If you don't want to hear it, I can wait until you want to
So far, but can you promise me to go back with me?"
Go back? Go back with him? Go back to where? New home? Stunning?
I stepped hard on Xia Haoyu's feet, and he shrank in pain. I took the opportunity to escape from his arms, stepped back and said, "Brother Yu, since you promised to give me a month to think about it,
Please don’t bother me again! Also, don’t spy on me. Although I know I can’t handle you, I can hurt myself!”
As soon as I finished speaking, I took out the blade that had been prepared from my pocket, raised my hand, opened my sleeve, and slashed hard on my wrist.
I thought tragically, ***, I want to give myself a good time, but I don’t even have the courage. Now, as soon as the catalyst arrives at the location, I will immediately make up my mind! Cut it! Cut it!! Anyway, it won’t work if I cut it.
Will die!
Suddenly, Xia Haoyu's arm came across, and for just a moment, he blocked my wrist. The sharp blade slid onto his palm. I felt my whole body go weak, and my arm relaxed.
Turning to look at Xia Haoyu, a bright red suddenly appeared on his palms. I was panicked and scared. In the end, I could only bite my lip and say, "I'll take you to the hospital."
"No need." Xia Haoyu's twisted face suddenly turned around, his black pupils stared at me, and said, "I just want to ask you, will you follow me?"
Do you want to follow me? I looked at Xia Haoyu in surprise, and I was shocked. Sure enough, he knows me too well, and he knows how deep my sincerity is for him. Therefore, as long as he chooses to hurt himself, I will definitely
He would give in. He had done this every time before, whenever there was any awkwardness between us, and this time, it was no exception.
I can endure him walking out of Qingcheng mercilessly, and I can also endure him driving me away from the hospital. It doesn't matter. At least I know that he must have his reasons, because trust is the choice.
Dependence once, but this time, it’s really different!
"Sorry, I can't promise you." I looked at Xia Haoyu and said calmly: "Brother Yu, you should understand that things that are forced will not be happy. Please don't force me. You can bleed, and I'm not afraid...
…”
I turned around, walked to Zhang Youze's door, pressed the doorbell, opened the door, and went in. During the whole process, I didn't look at Xia Haoyu again.
Because I know that as long as I look back, I will not be able to help but forgive.
Love does not tolerate betrayal. This is my bottom line.
One month has given me enough time, and it has also given him enough time. I don't want to be caught in the middle and make my heart hurt even more.
Chen Luoluo might be suitable, but I might be afraid of Xia Haoyu's choice before, but now, I'm not afraid anymore.
What was taken away does not belong to me. My time just collapsed for a moment. I think it will always get better, right?
"Uncle..." I raised my head and looked at Zhang Youze, tears streaming down my face.
Zhang Youze looked at me, raised his arms slightly, and wanted to hug me, but his face showed pain again. Then he suddenly thought of the injury on his back and asked: "Uncle, does it hurt?"
Zhang Youze looked at me and said, "Yes, it hurts, but not from the back, but from the back." He raised his arm slightly, pointed to his chest, and said, "Here."
I lowered my head in panic. Sure enough, this is indeed not a good place to live!
"Haha, you're kidding~" Zhang Youze's voice rang in my ears again. I looked up and saw a smile on Zhang Youze's face.
I breathed a sigh of relief and asked, "Do you want to go to the hospital now?"
Zhang Youze said painfully: "No, I've brought back the powder and everything. Call Akun and see..."
"Do you want to apply the medicine yourself?" I looked at Zhang Youze in surprise, thinking of Xia Haoyu outside the door, his palms... Hey, why did I think of him again?
"Well, this little injury is nothing..." Zhang Youze said, handed me a tissue, and said, "Wipe your nose clean first, haha."
Think about it, Uncle Zhang is quite pitiful alone in Philadelphia. He was originally a director and had a worry-free life. However, he fell in love with a fool like me. He was stabbed inexplicably and there was no one to take care of him. If it was
I have already found a servant for my family, and I don’t have to worry about money anyway! The single man is indescribably pitiful. Looking at the blood stains on his back, I suddenly feel a little sorry. This Xia Haoyu is just angry.
Violence, really!
"Uncle, how about I give you some medicine?" Why did my heart feel so heavy after I said this, and I actually felt a sense of shame that I was cheating on someone? It's true!
"This..." Zhang Youze opened the medicine box he took out from the hospital, with some hesitation on his face, and said: "Seeing that you are not in a good condition today, you should go back to the house and rest first. I will just wait for Akun here..."
"Uncle, why don't you find a servant to come over?" At least there will be food to eat now.
"Ahem..." Zhang Youze glanced at me and said, "You are the first time someone of the opposite sex has entered my room. I... am not used to it..."
The first one, the opposite sex? Do you want to enter this room? I tried to ignore Zhang Youze's casual words, rolled up my sleeves, and said: "Uncle Zhang, you must trust me. I have seen basic nursing. Come on, I will give it to you."
Apply medicine."
Zhang Youze looked at me with a horrified look on his face, and then he lay down on the sofa obediently and said, "Then... you have to be careful."
In fact, I just said it casually. I didn't expect Zhang Youze to take it seriously. Isn't this... just rubbing it with potion and then sticking it with a bandage? Could I not do such a small thing well?
So, I gently smoothed my sleeves, looked at Zhang Youze lying on the sofa, and said cautiously: "Then let me start?"
"kindness."
After opening Zhang Youze's shirt, I suddenly felt a little embarrassed. Before that, I didn't know that Zhang Youze had such a strong body, but his skin was very white and the muscles on his waist were tight.
After carefully opening it with his fingers, he saw the scarlet patch on his shoulder blades.
After playing with the potion, I glanced at Zhang Youze underneath me and said, "Uncle, if it hurts, you...remember to scream out."