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Gong Xue was still in a daze when she put down the phone. A Yuan snored in her arms, but she was stuck in her own emotions and couldn't extricate herself.
After a while, she turned off the light, hugged A Yuan and lay down on the bed, and then she dared to think back to what the drunk man had said just now, word by word, word by word, reappearing in her mind.
Gong Xue is sixteen and a half years old. She is not a blank slate. She is experiencing an unprecedented love. She understands the principles of loving and being loved.
But she couldn't understand why Gao Lie said so calmly that his wife was having an affair, and then said calmly that he didn't blame her.
It was as if the person who cheated on her in marriage was not his wife, but him. This man who buried all the secrets deep in his heart chose to carry all the mistakes and guilt on his shoulders.
And the perfect ballet dancer whom Su Lianlian regarded as her idol and mentor, the sister-in-law who smiled knowingly when mentioning the plateau, turned out to be such... such an unbearable person...
Why would Gao Lie tell her about his family scandal to a stranger or even a hostile person?
Did he mistakenly think that she knew the real situation, or he had suppressed it for too long and happened to find a suitable vent target.
It was so unfortunate that she became the medium for him to relieve his depression. At the same time that he was relieved of the burden on his soul, the heavy weight in his life, the unspeakable sadness and desolation, were all transferred to her, a sixteen-year-old girl.
He talked a lot, scattered and detailed memory fragments, those glimmers of life that belonged to him and his wife. Most of them he confided slowly in a nostalgic and longing tone, but he said nothing about the plot of his wife's betrayal.
Mention, all Gong Xue can touch is the good things about that woman.
From his low voice, Gong Xue felt a deep sense of guilt. It was a man's repentance for his beloved woman. He failed to give his wife the happiness she originally wanted, so the mistakes she made should also be punished.
It's up to him to bear it.
Gong Xue didn't know how much he had drunk before he told her all the private past events between the couple in a daze. She firmly believed that the guilty Gao Lie would forgive his wife and start a new life.
At that time, he unexpectedly said coldly and cruelly, "I want a divorce", abruptly ending their conversation that should not have happened in the first place.
Listening to the beeping beep, a strange feeling came over her heart. Logically speaking, it had nothing to do with her, but the indescribable uncomfortable feeling had been stuck in Gong Xue's chest.
She vaguely felt that she had accidentally suffered something, but she thought it was impossible. In her semi-simple and semi-mature view of love, without love, marriage would not be possible.
At least, she can't.
Fortunately, she was lucky, the person she met was Gao Yuan.
She only slept for more than an hour that night, so Aunt Yuda woke her up for the first time the next day. After hurriedly washing up, she went downstairs, randomly twisted two pieces of bread, sandwiched ham and ran towards the yard.
"Xiaoxue, wait!" Grandpa suddenly stopped her.
In the early morning sunshine, Mr. Gong stood in front of the study and waved to her, dressed in a military uniform that he had not worn for a long time.
The second aunt was very curious and looked over here, but was pulled back by the second uncle to sit back.
Following her grandfather into the study, she was about to close the door, but was stopped by her grandfather.
Grandpa's back was facing the glass window, and the sunlight gilded a layer of gold around him, making him look very energetic and energetic...
Grandpa pointed to the chair, "Xiaoxue, sit down."
Gong Xue nodded, "Okay." She walked over and sat down, looking at her grandfather seriously.
She knew that her grandfather had something to say, so he usually put on his military uniform to announce something to his relatives.
Grandpa did not call his uncle and aunt, but called her into the study alone. It must have been because she asked to be admitted to the military academy last night, and he made a decision.
Sure enough, grandpa said bluntly: "Grandpa was confused last night. I thought about it all night and decided to respect your idea and go to the military academy."
"Grandpa!" Gong Xue was shocked. Only then did she realize that grandpa's eyes were blue-black and his face looked very bad. Did he stay up all night because of her?
She bit her lower lip, her eyes slightly red...
Grandpa turned around with a smile, looked up at the family photos on the wall, looked at them carefully several times, and said, "Xiaoxue, you have always been a filial child. If I don't agree, you will definitely follow my wishes and apply for another school."
.However, if I do that, I won’t be able to see the light of day when that day comes.
Jun and Rulan are together, they will definitely complain about me. How can the children of martyrs be afraid of the mission given to soldiers by society!" Grandpa turned to look at her and said in deep thought: "You should be a hero in life, and you will be a hero in death! Yours
My parents have practiced the true meaning of this sentence with their lives, and grandpa will give them to you today."
When a person is alive, he should be a hero among men and make contributions to the country; when he is dead, he should sacrifice his life for the country and become a hero among ghosts.
At that time, my grandfather used this generous, powerful and powerful poem to send to his father who was going to war. Now, facing his granddaughter who inherits the ideals and beliefs of a military family, he gave himself the same inspiring oath.
With her grandfather's affirmation and support, the biggest burden on Gong Xue's heart was removed.
She actively prepared for the college entrance examination in 2005, and lived a tense but relaxed life. In addition to going to school every day, she also insisted on exercising, discussing military and political affairs with her grandfather, buying groceries and cooking with Aunt Tian, and playing and having fun with A Yuan. How could she not see her?
She studied hard, but on the red list of the foreign high school, she would always be the number one, unbreakable. Before the college entrance examination, she asked her grandfather for approval.
After realizing that, she bought herself the first luxury product in her life, a laptop. Her purpose of buying the computer was actually very simple. It was mainly to facilitate contact with the plateau. Their special forces team had newly gained access to the Internet, and the officers and soldiers could use it within the allowed range.
Surfing on the Internet and downloading information. Gao Yuan registered a name on the only site that allows chatting, called Guardian
Ice (guarding ice and snow), Gong Xue's name is very simple, a yuan, A Yuan.
The relationship between Gong Xue and Gao Yuan quietly developed in a positive direction and deepened. Although the two never met each other after returning from southern Xinjiang, they communicated with each other through letters, emails, the Internet, and phone calls, using everything available to them.
Use technological means to enjoy every little thing that happens around each other. This kind of world
The vulgar and trivial happiness makes love real and credible. It is no longer like a distant shadow of the past, a memory that cannot be touched no matter how hard it is. Every moment now is real, whether they are there or not.
Together, no matter when they meet each other, their hearts are always connected...
How great would it be if happiness only stayed for the period of time that people wanted to stay...