The early summer night still had the cool air of late spring. Suddenly the wind blew up in the middle of the night. Gong Xue woke up from her sleep and got up to close the window.
The moon I saw before going to bed has already disappeared in the thick clouds. The small courtyard is dark, without any lights, only the dark shadows of the buildings in the distance...
Grandpa's sleeping face looked as peaceful as usual. He half-closed his eyes, took long breaths, and slept deeply.
The results displayed on the blood pressure monitor made her smile. It seemed that the cup of celery juice added before going to bed had a very good blood pressure-lowering effect. She gave up the idea of helping her grandpa turn over, turned the light to the lowest level, and turned the light to the lowest level.
He quietly returned to his bed.
She had a habit of staying up for a while before going back to sleep. She didn't dare to turn over too frequently for fear of disturbing her grandfather, so she hid under the quilt, turned on her phone, and looked for the text message she received the day before yesterday.
Gao Yuan rarely sends text messages to her. Unless absolutely necessary, he will choose this inaudible way to contact her.
He borrowed the mobile phone from the leader of the local army. According to regulations, this is a serious violation of discipline. Gong Xue once advised him not to take risks, but Gao Yuan couldn't listen at all. He seemed to be trapped in the shadow of his grandfather's serious illness, for fear of missing out on taking care of her again.
opportunity.
She couldn't help but check the unfamiliar number on the Internet out of curiosity, and found that it actually belonged to Qinghe, Yunnan.
Gong Xue has never been to Qinghe, but she always remembers it as a place full of sin and blood.
The blood of countless martyrs has been swallowed there, including her parents, who died there.
Gaoyuan went to Qinghe?
Since the content of the text message was deleted immediately after being sent, he wrote as much as possible.
Xiaoxue:
I miss you so much! Can I give you a hug? Aren’t you very disappointed that I can’t contact you in the recent period? But it doesn’t matter. You can see me next month. I will go to Mobei in person to cheer for you!
Just wait for me with peace of mind, okay? I miss you, Gao Yuan.
Every word and sentence he wrote in a hurry seems to be engraved in her mind. Whenever she thinks of it, a steady stream of motivation will flow out...
Recently, she always inadvertently recalled scenes of her acquaintance with Gao Yuan.
And his firmness, open-mindedness, sharpness, and keen words can always bring her new feelings.
She remembered what Gao Yuan said about why he chose to become a special forces soldier.
After all, with his relatively better personal and family conditions, he didn't need to go through the training of the army to find a smooth path in life.
Gao Yuan borrowed a sentence from Belinsky. He said: "There are two kinds of people in the world, one kind of people waste their years; the other kind of people live a meaningful life. In the eyes of the first kind of people,
Life is a sleep. If, in his opinion, he sleeps on a warm and soft bed, then he will be very satisfied; in the eyes of the second type of person, it can be said that life is about building achievements... People are here
Enjoy your own happiness in accomplishing this feat."
What he pursues is not a life of ease and enjoyment, but to constantly climb to the top and make himself stronger and smarter.
To be an upright soldier with wisdom, responsibility and experience is the dream that Gao Yuan has always pursued.
Gong Xue happens to be such a person. What she likes is a passage by Balzac: Life is composed of various changes and endless cycles of pain and joy. The eternal blue sky only exists in
In the heart, it is a luxury to ask for real life...
The most meaningful person in life is not the person who lives the oldest, but the person who feels the most about life.
She wants to be as strong as Gao Yuan, and hopes that she can become independent and mature one day soon, become a person who dominates life, and become a person who does not waste her time.
Holding her slightly hot phone in her arms, she fell asleep in a trance.
She dreamed of the plateau, of southern Xinjiang, the valley full of flowers, the fresh wind, the cemetery on the highlands, the loving smiles of her parents... She dreamed of the 'good place' full of magic musical instruments in the forest.
On the swing made of vines, swinging high, flying...laughing...calling...
Suddenly, the swing frame under her body broke, and when she was sent to the clouds, she fell from the sky like a kite with its string broken...
In a daze, she saw Gao Yuan's panicked face. She stretched out her hand, desperately trying to pull him closer... The camera turned sharply, and two pairs of black pupils that quenched hatred and resentment suddenly appeared in front of her eyes.
The frail body erupted into a hellish roar...
they...
They are...
"Ah-------" Gong Xue screamed and sat up from the bed suddenly...
The black mobile phone slipped from the edge of the bed, clattered, and fell to the ground...
She was stunned for more than ten seconds before reaching out to wipe the cold sweat from her forehead.
What's wrong? Could it be that the nightmares are too frequent? Two of them in one night are almost unbearable for her.
The sky outside the window was getting brighter. She rubbed her face and got out of bed to see her grandpa.
Usually during this period, she would defecate for her grandfather, then help him do morning exercises to stretch his limbs, and then go out for a long-distance run.
She picked up the urinal at the foot of the bed and said, "Grandpa, it's time to shush." She usually called her grandpa to get up like this. Usually after two calls, grandpa would respond to her in a difficult voice.
,good!
But it's very quiet today.
She thought grandpa was still sleeping, so she reached out to touch his shoulder and said, "Grandpa...it's time to get up!"
Grandpa is used to getting up early, and he maintains good work and rest habits both before and after he got sick.
The cold touch under her hand made her heart tremble, "Grandpa--Grandpa----------" She called out twice and quickly reached for her grandpa's nose with her finger.
Silent and breathless.
Her head buzzed loudly, and a flash of white light exploded, causing severe pain in her eye sockets.
What happened to grandpa...
What happened to him...
"Grandpa----------" She turned the lying grandfather over and laid him down. When she saw his peaceful sleeping face and the slight smile on his lips, she burst into tears.
, surged out...
"Aunt Tian------------Aunt Tian------------" She called Aunt Tian wildly and dialed 1 with trembling fingers. At the same time, she turned on the sphygmomanometer.
, stethoscope, first aid medicine, all mechanically used on grandpa..
When the results shown are destined to be irreversible.
She knelt on the bed and performed heart compressions for her grandfather again and again, persistently and without giving up...
She didn’t know how long she had been doing this, and she didn’t know how many times the anxious and grieving Aunt Tian and her uncle and aunt had pulled her, but she just refused to let go of her grandfather and let him lie there alone and coldly...