The moment I hugged Gao Yuan, I remembered that he had stayed alone in this cold and lonely place for a month, just to wait for her, and I felt something in my heart keep rushing out...
Her body swayed, her head leaned on the urn, and she remained silent for a long time.
Plateau...
This is not you, not you!
Didn’t we agree that we would take a vacation and come to Mobei when we returned from the mission? Didn’t we agree that we would get married when I was twenty? Didn’t we agree that we would never leave and never separate?
You can't be so cruel and leave me...I won't forgive you, I won't forgive you!!!
She knocked her head hard against the cold urn...
My heart felt like it had been chopped into pieces and sprinkled with salt. It hurt so much that I couldn't breathe...
Overnight, I lost heaven and earth, and lost my hope for the future..
You just left like this and ignored me?
My world is shattered, and I'm afraid I will never be able to accept such a cruel reality.
What to do, plateau!!
what to do!!
I can't seem to shed tears anymore...
This time, it's because of you...because of you...
plateau!!
You come alive!!
Come to life, okay!!
I can't live without you...without you...I will die...
When Qin Mo came in again, he found Gong Xue holding the urn in her arms, standing expressionless, motionless.
His heart suddenly hurt, and he walked over and said, "Xiaoxue, let's go back. The leader is still waiting for you."
Gong Xuezhen's eyes turned to him, and after looking at him for a long time, she moved and said, "Yeah."
She put the urn in for a long time, so long that Qin Mo cried for the second time today.
Gong Xue was reluctant to put Gao Yuan here. Even though she couldn't warm him up after covering him for a long time, she stubbornly refused to let him stay in this lonely and desolate place anymore.
"I want to take him back." This request is really difficult. Regardless of the procedures or human nature, she is not suitable to take Gao Yuan's ashes privately.
Qin Mo was in a dilemma.
Gong Xue hugged the urn tightly, her eyes as black as if they were soaked in water without tears, and stared at Qin Mo stubbornly, refusing to give in.
"Xiaoxue, I'm afraid this won't work..."
"I want to take him back."
"Xiaoxue, be obedient."
"I want to take him back!"
"You can't take him away."
"I want to take him back!!"
Qin Mo raised his hand, "Okay, you take him back."
After negotiation, Qin Mo finally took Gao Yuan's ashes away, almost without grabbing the leader of the funeral home to sign.
Gao Rushan and Lin Suran haven't slept yet, and it's impossible for them to sleep because they have received news from Qin Mo that Xiaoxue has brought Gao Yuan's ashes back to the hotel.
After hearing this, Lin Suran burst into tears again. Her body, which had just recovered, showed signs of hypoglycemia again.
Fortunately, Gong Xue arrived at the hotel quickly.
Her room was right next door to Gao Rushan's. Hearing footsteps and voices, Gao Rushan opened the door.
"Xiao Xue."
"Chief." Qin Mo saluted. Gao Rushan returned the salute and waved his hand, signaling the soldiers to do as they pleased. Then his eyes fell on the urn held by Gong Xue.
His eyes showed pain, and he stared for a long time before sighing and saying, "Xiaoxue, please go back to your room first. If you can still insist, come and see your Aunt Lin, okay?"
Gong Xue's dull eyes lifted up from the urn. When she saw the silver thread as high as a mountain and the deep pain in her eyes, a glimmer of light finally appeared in her empty eyes, "Okay."
Her room was also a suite. With two rooms so big, could she feel the heart-breaking loneliness again?
She did not turn on the light, but followed the light of the neon lights outside the window and gently placed the urn on the bed in the bedroom.
She slowly slid down to the ground, wanting to have a good chat with Gao Yuan.
She reached out and grabbed the void, "Plateau..."
There was no answer, and all I could grasp with my fingers was air.
She buried her head deeply...
I thought obsessively in my heart, Gao Yuan is not dead! They must have recognized the wrong person!!
My plateau is just hiding in some secret place. He is still in this world, breathing the same air as me. I will travel across thousands of mountains and rivers to find him, thousands of times, thousands of times.
Call him a thousand times...
They say that sincerity leads to spirituality.
If you are sincere, God will show you.
Then she would rather use her sincerity and lifelong search to exchange for his peace.
Maybe, by then, Gao Yuan will come out to see me.
At that time, I will punish him severely and punish him not to leave my side again for the rest of his life.
She huddled on the ground, and she didn't know how much time had passed before she heard a knock on the door.
It was Gao Rushan and Lin Suran. They couldn't wait for her for a long time, so they took the initiative to visit her.
The moment Lin Suran saw Gong Xue, her tears fell like broken beads again.
"Xiao Xue..."
"Aunt Lin... Chief, come in..." Gong Xue made way for the two old men to come in, and then turned on the light...
When the light was on, Lin Suran had already seen the urn placed on the bed in the bedroom.
She screamed in pain, covered her mouth, and was about to rush in. Gao Rushan hugged her tightly and led her to the sofa in the living room, then gave Gong Xue a wink secretly.
Gong Xue nodded, went over to close the bedroom door, and then walked back to the living room without sitting down.
Gao Rushan's complex eyes paused on Gong Xue's face, "Do you blame us?" It was his decision not to let Xiaoxue see Gao Yuan for the last time. The damage to Gao Yuan's body at that time made even him feel uncomfortable.
My heart is broken, my bones are in pain, not to mention Xiaoxue who has always been in love with Gao Yuan...
Gong Xue lowered her sad eyes, acquiescing...
Although she knew that the phone call from Military Region B that day was from Aunt Lin quietly, she still couldn't forgive them immediately.
She is a person who can give everything she has for the one she loves. If she misses the last moment of eternal separation just because of the damage to her appearance, then she will regret it for the rest of her life.
"I'm sorry, Xiaoxue, uncle formally apologized to you today." When Gao Rushan was about to stand up and formally apologize, Gong Xue grabbed his arm, "Don't be like this, chief, I... I will be fine after a while.
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Gao Rushan pulled her to sit down. Lin Suran put her arms around Gong Xue's shoulders, pressed her head on her chest, and held her tightly to comfort her, "It will be fine...it will be fine...everything will be fine..."
Gao Rushan took out two things and put them on the table.
"Xiaoxue, this is a relic left by A Yuan. Your Aunt Lin and I think it should be given to you."
When Gong Xue saw the items on the table, she suddenly became excited.
She threw herself at the table, picked up half of it with trembling fingers and burned it, but still kept the photo of her head. In the photo, she smiled as brightly as a spring flower, but the lower part of her face was soaked with dazzling blood.
"In this photo, he was wearing his clothes close to his chest. When he was sacrificed, his clothes were all burned away, but this was left behind..." Gao Rushan explained.