Gao Lie's casual words caused Gong Xue to fall silent instantly...
Gao Lie noticed her strangeness, put away his smile, and stood quietly with her.
The reason why Gong Xue remained silent was because Gao Lie's words brought her into deep self-blame. She asked herself, after arriving in Chengdu, she had done so many unforgivable wrong things that even she could not count.
As long as she saw a face similar to A Yuan, even if it was just a shallow smile, she could not help but stop her eyes on him for a long time...
It was the inseparable nostalgia in her heart that made her lose her mind step by step, sinking deeper and deeper into the ambiguous atmosphere he deliberately created...
She never dared to face up to her feelings, but she was reluctant to let go of the illusion that was as beautiful and dazzling as an epiphyllum...
Say to yourself every time, the last time, Xiaoxue, the last time, allow you to indulge...
But every time she saw him looking directly at her, the waves in his eyes as deep as the sea would automatically make her weak, and she would crave for that trace of warmth and beauty like an epiphyllum...
Whenever it was quiet at night, her heart would be filled with a deep sense of guilt. She was ashamed of her lover who had passed away, and also of Gao Lie's wife. Although she did not break the boundaries and have something irreparable happen to Gao Lie, what she felt was
Everything you do is not acceptable in the eyes of the world.
It was Gao Lie's words that woke her up. Although the epiphyllum is beautiful, it will always wither. When she becomes a withered and useless epiphyllum swaying in the wind, how can she have the face to meet A Yuan and her parents...
"It won't be like this in the future. I hope you can respect yourself, always remember that you are a married man, and don't do anything wrong that violates the morals of marriage!" Gong Xue's change in attitude made Gao Lie regretful. He knew that,
My unintentional words seemed to have stung a hornet's nest...
On the way back to the ward, Gao Lie, in order to ease the atmosphere, took the initiative to ask what Gong Xue wanted to say to him when the two met verbally.
Gong Xue hesitated for a moment and said, "I returned to Mobei this time and met the female criminal who killed A Yuan at the KTV."
Gao Lie shuddered and wanted to grab Gong Xue in front of him and question him carefully, but she evaded him with a deft move.
Gao Lie smiled bitterly and stopped, thinking that she really wanted to draw a clear line with herself...
However, now was not the time to argue with her about this matter. When he heard Gong Xue's words, he asked in shock: "That little drug dealer?! How do you recognize her!" When Gao Yuan died, there were only about ten drug dealers.
Years old, so many years have passed, and her appearance must have changed a lot. I don’t know how she recognized her.
Gong Xue lowered her eyes, her expression darkened, and told Gao Lie all about the accident that happened in Mobei.
"I don't know why, but I always feel that Ma Yuejiao has returned to the border. I wonder if you are familiar with the police at the border. Could you say hello to them and ask them to pay attention to Ma Yuejiao's movements?" Gong Xue said.
Gao Lie does have this ability, but he doesn't want Gong Xue to get involved in this dangerous thing again.
After thinking for a moment, Gao Lie said seriously: "I will make arrangements, please don't interfere anymore." According to Gong Xue, she still maintained contact with the Mobei police.
When Gong Xue first arrived in Tianying, she didn't know that contacting the police privately was a serious violation of discipline. Fortunately, she told herself that if someone with a heart knew about it, something might happen.
Gong Xue misunderstood that Gao Lie suspected her of being meddlesome. Coupled with years of resentment, her emotions suddenly became difficult to control. "A Yuan is involved, I must take care of it! I have to take care of it to the end!!"
Gao Lie's body suddenly froze, and a wave of pain escaped from his deep eyes, "It's not A Yuan's problem... We have discipline..."
"Don't tie me up with discipline! If you don't let me find Ma Yuejiao, then I...I...why do I come to Tianying!!" Gong Xue has always believed that special forces are powerful weapons to eradicate evil in the world.
For strength, she placed her hope in Tianying, hoping that one day she could personally avenge the plateau and her parents, let the souls of the martyrs rest in peace, and let the evildoers go where she should go.
Surprise flashed across Gao Lie's eyes, and his expression became cautious, "Could it be that you came to Tianying for revenge?"
Gong Xue stood stiffly on the spot, acquiescing.
"Childish!! Ridiculous!!" Gao Lie suddenly became furious. He pointed at Gong Xue with his finger, his expression more serious than ever before, "Who do you think you are?! Mulan, Mu Guiying or the lone heroine Pearl during World War II.
Corneore?
Let me tell you, Xiaoxue, although you are considered the best among the warriors of your generation, in my eyes, you are nothing but a non-staff!! Supervisor, do you understand? You can’t even wear the symbol of Sky Eagle on your shoulders.
Go ahead, why talk about revenge for A Yuan!!"
Gong Xue was yelled at by Gao Lie, and her eyes were so angry that she said, "What if I can wear the shoulder badge of Tianying! Will you let me go to Ma Yuejiao!"
"Impossible!! I told you not to violate discipline and get involved in the case, otherwise, even if you are admitted to Tianying, I will kick you out!" Gao Lie said firmly.
Gong Xue stared at him without blinking, and gradually, a shocking red color filled her eyes...
"A Yuan is your biological brother... He is your closest relative... You actually... actually..." It was like a heavy piece of lead had been stuffed into her throat, which made her eyes hurt.
My vision also became blurry..
The intense heart is also in unbearable pain...
The pain of losing a loved one, even after so many years, is still as clear as when it just happened.
Only he knows best how deep the brotherhood with A Yuan is. This feeling has long been imprinted in his body, and is closely linked to his life along with his breathing and heartbeat.
Once, like Xiaoxue, he was so impulsive that he wanted to catch the drug dealer who killed A Yuan and kill him with a thousand cuts. But after he calmed down, the first thing that came to his mind was his special status as a soldier and his elderly parents who were far away in Beijing. They had lost their lives.
My most beloved son, I can’t lose him again..
Human beings are, after all, rational and intelligent creatures.
It's not that he doesn't care about Ma Yuejiao's matter, but he wants to solve it in a reasonable and legal way, unlike her who is impulsive and reckless...
"Xiaoxue, it's not what you think...I..." He wanted to explain, but was coldly interrupted by Gong Xue, "Stop talking!! I will take care of A Yuan's affairs!! If you have the ability, you can do it now
Just kick me out of Tianying!" After saying that, without looking at Gao Lie, he ran away like a gust of wind...
Gao Lie stood there in a daze, looking at that stubborn back with worry, and let out a long sigh...