Gao Lie admitted that he has been pushing himself.
Take the initiative to end this dead marriage with a decisive attitude that has no change.
He did not tell Feng Yuanyuan impulsively that he had another love. He was not afraid that Feng Yuanyuan would check it out later, because he was fully prepared before coming. No matter what Feng Yuanyuan's attitude was, he would remain firm and never give up.
I won't let this mistake continue any longer..
But after he calmed down alone, he didn't feel relaxed at all. On the contrary, the dejected figure at the time of parting was always deeply engraved in his mind, which seemed particularly heavy.
He is not an expert in playing with love. He can say love today and hate tomorrow and leave calmly.
Nine years of marriage is not a game. Although it has been torn apart by huge gaps and mistakes, those indelible days are also the real life that he and Feng Yuanyuan have experienced together. Although the love is too shallow, the love is too shallow.
Irresponsible, but after all, we have lived together for nine years. These nine years cannot be like fallen leaves on the ground, blown away by the wind...
He has always been deeply sorry for Feng Yuanyuan. From the initial ignorance to the sad ending, there were too many unknown bitterness and waiting in the nine years of marriage...
How could he put all the responsibility for the dissolution of the marriage on her?
Compared with Yuanyuan's mistakes, his sins are even more unforgivable. Just as Gong Xue once questioned him, he is an extremely selfish and cold-blooded husband who uses the cruelest weapon of time to punish each other!
He made a mistake at the beginning, entering into marriage without love, which was doomed to lead to a sad ending today.
And in a marriage that is about to come to an end, there is never more than one person who is hurt...
Late night, camp area.
After all the team members fell asleep, Gong Xue took the washbasin and went to the bathroom area to wash clothes.
It was quiet all around, with only the dark yellow light from the street lamps vaguely illuminating the scenery of the camp.
"Wow---------" She turned on the faucet, soaked her clothes, poured some laundry detergent into her hands, quickly worked out the foam, and then rubbed it into her face plate.
There are two sets of training clothes in the basin, one is hers, and the other is...
In fact, her clothes were not dirty, but she was afraid that other comrades would see them, so she could only mix the two sets of clothes together and wash them. The training clothes were made of thick fabric, and they became even heavier after being wet with water. She bent down and rubbed them hard.
Rubbing the clothes that were obviously much wider, the rhythmic sound attracted an attention.
Suolinchuan looked at the familiar figure in the bathroom area and the large objects in her hands. His originally narrow and bright eyes gradually dimmed...
It's so late, there's a game tomorrow, but she's doing the laundry for that person!!
He had just heard a lot of legendary experiences about that man from Black Hawk, and his thoughts were ups and downs for a while, making him unable to sleep. He really didn't expect that such a shocking past event was hidden under that man's seemingly cold and calm appearance.
..
He once thought that the gap between him and that man was just a difference in age and experience, but he didn't expect that it was simply impossible to compare him and the hero he admired most in Black Hawk's mind on the same level...
It's like the difference between a soaring eagle and a baby bird that has just learned to walk. Even if he tries his best, he can only look up at the vast sky belonging to the eagle within the square inch he can reach.
How long it will take for him to fight against the sky like him, even Suolinchuan himself can't tell clearly.
I really couldn't sleep and came out for some air, but I was surprised to see Gong Xue washing the man's clothes late at night...
Although there are many male members of the participating team who are similar in stature to that man, the man who could make Gong Xue, the former national defense student class, proud and proud of bending down to do laundry... is the only one...
While his eyes dimmed, a similar scene appeared in his mind.
That year, on a warm afternoon in Spring City, she also focused on mending clothes for him.
Those days when the air was filled with fragrance are gone forever.
However, what is gratifying is that he has also received the warmth that belongs to her. Just because of this, he can also find a little pride in front of that person...
Highly...
You can win me, but can you win the person who is really buried in Xiaoxue's heart?
In a flash of thought, Suolinchuan's mood became extremely heavy again. He felt very uneasy because of the "private affairs" that Heiying accidentally mentioned about Gao Lie.
Gong Xue was lowering her head to take apart the tangled training clothes, when footsteps came from behind.
"Xiaoxue..." Suo Linchuan calmed down and tried to keep his voice as gentle as possible.
When Gong Xue saw Solin Chuan, a flash of surprise flashed in her eyes, "Why aren't you asleep yet?"
Suolinchuan pointed at her and asked, "Aren't you sleeping too?"
Their eyes met, and the two of them laughed at the same time.
We are all night owls, don’t tell anyone else.
When Suolinchuan smiled, his eyes were narrowed and his teeth were very white. He still looked pleasing to the eye.
Gong Xue glanced twice, which made him laugh maliciously, "Are you attracted to me?"
Seeing Gong Xue glare at him, Suo Linchuan smiled even more and joked: "Reporting to Lieutenant Gong Xue, I... Suo Linchuan... I am still single at the moment... I welcome a lady with sharp eyes to come to me.
Extend an olive branch!”
As soon as he finished speaking, a bright water arrow hit his face unexpectedly. Suolinchuan was unable to dodge and poured water on his face.
"Haha... Hahaha... Isn't the olive branch beautiful..." Gong Xue half-bent, leaning on the edge of the pool with one hand, laughing so hard...
Suolinchuan, who was doused with water, couldn't laugh or cry, "Okay, you bad guy! If you dare to play surprise attack, I won't take care of you!" He originally planned to teach her a lesson, but as soon as his eyes touched the elegant and refined hair,
Smiling, his heart suddenly warmed up, and the steps he took were like nails stuck in place, unable to move...
How long has it been since I saw her sincere smile...
Suolinchuan himself couldn't remember clearly...
It seems that only in dreams, in the bone-chilling cold wind on the snowy plateau, can I vaguely see her shadow.
Gong Xue saw Suolinchuan standing there stupidly, thinking that he was angry because she had teased him, "Hey, Suolinchuan, you can't be so stingy!" Seeing that he was still standing still and not smiling, he looked like a wooden person.
He couldn't help but feel a little anxious, "Suolinchuan, please say something!" He didn't know... He really wanted her to wipe her face and apologize.
While she was busy looking for something clean to wipe his face with, Suolinchuan let out a long sigh, took the initiative to hold her shoulders, and said with bright eyes: "Xiaoxue, I have something to say.