Gong Xue's eyes gradually became misty. She looked at Hong Ying who looked in pain and said, "What happened next? How did you get rid of all this?"
Hong Ying stood up, stood upright and silently for a few seconds, and then said slightly seriously: "Actually, there is only one method, and it is very simple, that is... time."
"Time?" Gong Xue asked puzzledly.
Hongying nodded and said: "Yes, it's time. After experiencing actual combat missions, I often reflect on what kind of profession I am engaged in? What am I? A machine or a human being of flesh and blood? The superiors never tell me
Why do we carry out missions? We never know where the people we capture will go. We just carry out... My role is just a soldier. I know better than anyone what a soldier is and what a soldier is. A soldier must always obey.
According to the instructions of superiors, even if there is a road of no return ahead, as a soldier, you must go on without hesitation."
Gong Xue looked at him thoughtfully.
Hongying continued: "Later, the captain noticed something strange and took the initiative to talk to me. Snow Eagle, you should know better than anyone else that the captain may seem cold and ruthless, but in fact he has a convincing magic power. I also suppressed it.
I was so angry that I confided all the confusion and confusion I had suppressed for a long time to the captain in one breath. After listening to my confession, the captain did not speak for a long time. He kept looking at the undulating mountains in the distance and thinking seriously.
My inner voice... After a long time, he patted me on the shoulder, looked at me with those deep and calm eyes that were particularly determined, and said, Red Eagle, simplicity and kindness are your strengths. As an ordinary person,
Ordinary people, you are indeed good, but you have chosen the path of joining the army. As a soldier, especially a special operations team member engaged in extremely dangerous work, the first thing to put aside is personal emotions.
Subjective assumptions. Every actual combat mission has its reasons for execution, but you can't ask about this reason, and I can't ask, and all the team members participating in the battle can't question it... This is discipline, this is the bounden duty and mission of soldiers.
In action, we only need to seize the 1% chance, but we will not let the 1% chance turn into a 100% failure. I believe you can understand what failure means..."
Hong Ying said with bright eyes: "The captain later asked me if I wanted to transfer back to the local army. If I decided to give up, he would help me arrange everything. But he also said, Hong Ying, if you can
Use a serious and objective attitude to analyze your psychological problems. If you overcome this difficulty, it will be the most meaningful thing in your life."
"I asked him what method can be used to cure mental illness? The captain... smiled and said two words, time." Hong Ying recalled.
"I don't understand. Ask him why it's time? He told me that time is the best medicine in the world. Many times, those hurdles that we once thought were insurmountable will be found when we look back after a while.
It has passed quietly. Those difficult moments that you once thought you couldn't survive will naturally pass if you persist for a while. Time is actually an opportunity. It can make desperate people see hope and believe that the future will be better.
There will be a good result. He said, Red Eagle, you are lucky, because time is kind and leaves you opportunities. Those difficulties that cannot defeat you will eventually give you salvation and make you stronger..." Red Eagle
The eagle's eyes sparkled...
He looked out the window at the quiet training ground and said with emotion: "Just like that, I took the medicine of time prescribed by the captain and slowly recovered... Later, I participated in many actual combats.
After the mission, under the baptism of blood and life, I realized how naive and ridiculous I was back then..."
"Xue Ying, that's my story, what else do you want to know?" Hong Ying asked Gong Xue, who had remained silent for a long time.
The expression on Gong Xue's face was something Hongying couldn't understand. He knew that the calm girl in front of him must be seriously thinking about his words.
After waiting for a while, Gong Xue raised her dark pupils, looked at Hong Ying who was also deep in thought and said, "You taught me a lesson."
Hong Ying smiled meaningfully, "With these two brushes, it's okay for me to give people a small injury, but it would be a joke to teach people... But..." He pointed at Gong Xue
, "You have a very similar aura to the captain, making people defenseless and able to talk..."
Gong Xue raised the corners of her lips slightly, "Who looks like him?"
Hong Ying glanced at her secretly, put on a bad smile on his face, and said: "Don't they say that husband and wife look alike? Husband and wife look alike. How can we be a family if we have nothing in common?"
Gong Xue's face turned redder and redder. She pointed at the air conditioner and changed the subject: "It's not winter yet, so why turn on the heater...turn it off!"
But Hong Ying shook his head wildly and refused, "That's not possible. When the captain comes back, why don't you deal with me..."
While the two were chatting and laughing, they said, "I'm back -------" before anyone arrived.
Tan Xiaowei rushed in with an insulated lunch box.
Seeing that Gong Xue was awake with a smile on her face, Tan Xiaowei couldn't help but breathed a sigh of relief, "Xiaoxue, you're awake. Are you hungry? I'll serve you porridge..." She opened the lunch box, and suddenly, a soft, glutinous and sweet filling came out.
The aroma of food fills the room...
Tan Xiaowei filled the porridge, waved it in the air triumphantly, and said, "Hey...hey...take a look! This is the carrot porridge cooked by Chef Liu of our team.
According to him, this porridge not only nourishes and moisturizes dryness, but also has the effect of beautifying and beautifying... Do you... want a bowl..." She raised her index finger at Hongying with a mischievous expression...
"Yes - of course I want it -" Hong Ying couldn't help but jumped over. He didn't want to drink porridge, but he was thinking about his big chicken legs.
Tan Xiaowei is really interesting. There is actually a chicken leg with bright orange butter in the lunch box.
Red Eagle was like a very hungry wolf, with golden eyes. He grabbed the chicken legs and gnawed them without washing his hands. While eating, he gave Tan Xiaowei a thumbs up: "Thank you!! Gray Eagle!"
Tan Xiaowei raised her eyelids and glared at him, "How can you thank me? In order to steal this chicken drumstick, I was beaten up by Chef Liu!"
Hong Ying just pretended to be stupid, "I knew you were the best... Haha... let's do this. If you fail in the future, how about I give you more good medicine!!"
Tan Xiaowei was about to hand the porridge bowl to Gong Xue. When she heard this, she turned around angrily and said, "Bah! Bah! Bah! Bah! You crow mouth, curse me!!"