Chapter 435 Your happiness needs your own fulfillment
Gong Xue avoided Hong Ying's eyes, looking sad and silent. Her pupils were usually sparkling, but now they could not focus. The fog of confusion and melancholy covered her pupils, spreading slightly to both sides, making her look melancholy.
And sad...
Hong Ying is also a smart man. He gradually realized that his past events might have irritated this girl.
He did not continue to ask, but stood up, went to get a glass of water, and put it next to Gong Xue's hand.
The silent sadness lasted for a long time before slowly fading away. Gong Xue lowered her head and covered her eyes with her hands for a while. Then she suddenly let go, raised her face, looked at Hongying with picturesque eyebrows and said, "I'm sorry... I'm scared..."
It’s your turn..."
"Oh...a bit..." Hongying pushed the water glass towards her, "Drink slowly..."
She thanked her, picked up the water glass, took a few sips, put it down, then turned away, looking at the fiery morning light outside the window, and asked in a clear voice: "Will you only love her for the rest of your life? Even if...she has passed away.
Another world..”
Hongying was stunned after hearing this, and then his eyes turned slightly red. He walked to the window, pressed his arm on the window frame, and stared at the quiet camp, seeming to be thinking about Gong Xue's problem...
a long time.
He just sighed softly and said: "Loving someone, especially a person who has passed away, does not necessarily mean that you will stick to her life for her to be true love. On the contrary, if she really loves me, what she wants to see most is me.
To be able to live happily. To live well in a world that she is reluctant to leave."
"Then why do you still come to Chengdu? Isn't it because you love her?" Gong Xue felt a little confused.
Hongying looked at her with deep meaning in the morning light and said: "Yes... I chose Chengdu because I loved her... and I thought that I would never be able to escape her love in this life. During that period
Living in memories, very lonely, very wandering, very regretful, unable to see
She had no hope at all, and was confused about the future...until...until she met her mother, a people's teacher with a strict personality, while sweeping a grave. After talking with her for a long time, I got to know Reiko and me deeply.
The emotional details after a breakup..."
"Her mother said that before Reiko passed away, she dictated a passage that she liked very much and wanted to use it as an epitaph. However, due to the limitations of the inscription, she was unable to do so, leaving a lifelong regret. Her mother always considered that passage to be her daughter's.
She wanted to tell me, so she relayed it to me, hoping that her daughter would feel at ease in heaven." Red Eagle turned her head and said to Gong Xue: "Xue Ying, turn the photo over..."
Gong Xue did as she was told, but her eyes were attracted by the lines of elegant handwriting on it.
Hongying slowly recited: "If you love, please love deeply; if you abandon, please be thorough, don't be ambiguous, hurt others and yourself. The most regrettable thing in life is to give up easily and shouldn't give up, and stubbornly insist on what shouldn't be.
Persistence. Some losses are doomed.
, some fates are fruitless. Loving someone does not necessarily lead to owning them. To have someone, you must love them well. Time will slowly settle, and some people will slowly fade away in your heart. Learn to let go, your happiness needs your own
Complete..."
Learn to let go, your happiness needs your own fulfillment...
The winter in Rongcheng is different from that in Mobei, and it is also different from Kunming. It is cold and humid, and the humid cold penetrates into the bone marrow pervasively. It is even more unbearable than the severe cold in the Northeast.
Entering the twelfth lunar month, cold rains come one after another, which makes people feel depressed to the point of going moldy.
Gong Xue has basically fallen into a low ebb because she has not received a single actual combat order yet, while Tan Xiaowei has already sent out three important missions in a row.
The comrades didn't say anything on the surface, but they looked at her with doubts in their eyes. Wasn't it her? But on the list of competition winners just announced on the brigade bulletin board, she was ranked first.
It's not a matter of military quality, then the reason why she is restricted from participating in actual combat missions is because of man-made...
It's self-evident who that person is...
For this reason, she often sulked with him. She had made excuses to postpone her planned weekly reunions with him twice. Today was the day to go back to the family room again, but she hadn't decided yet.
Don't go home.
Gao Lie has been very busy recently, so busy that he barely has time to care about her mental state. The brigade entered a state of high alert a week ago, and several squadrons, the logistics support company and the helicopter squadron were all in action, as if something was brewing.
A big move...
Leng Ruobing took Tan Xiaowei on a mission, and the squadron leader in charge still had a sullen face, supervising the members of the first squadron to train in the rain.
Halfway through the training, the cold air suddenly hit hard, the temperature dropped sharply, and the moderate rain gradually turned into snowflakes. The snowfall came quickly and violently. In just half an hour, the roofs, street trees and training equipment in the camp were all covered with a layer of white.
of snow.
The first snow of the year came without any warning...
The squadron leader in charge did not interrupt the training due to bad weather. He even added a snow sniper test to the snipers in addition to the regular items.
Gong Xue was also in the ranks of the snipers. Like them, she lay on the bitterly cold snow, looking at the target in the distance, waiting for the order to shoot.
In front of the military building not far from the shooting range, two military off-road vehicles screeched to a halt. The thin snowy road was slippery, and the rear of the vehicle was forced to twist at an angle before it came to a steady stop.
Han Wei greeted him, "Team Gao, we're back."
Gao Lie opened the door and got out of the car. His deep eyes were red. It was obvious that it must be another sleepless night.
"The mission was successfully completed. I have brought all the people back to you!" Gao Lie waved his hand towards the back, whooped, and ** people suddenly got out of the two cars.
"Hello, political commissar!" Although these team members were either covered in mud or blood, they were all as energetic as warriors who were always ready to charge into battle.
Among them, there was also a burst of discordant grumbling, "Let...let...Black Hawk, why is your head so big..." Black Hawk's big head was pushed aside with force.
, a head poked out from the right side of his neck, "Political commissar... OK!"
Han Wei was stunned for a few seconds before he realized that the person with a muddy face on Black Eagle's shoulder was the only female soldier in this actual combat mission, Tan Xiaowei.
"Haha...Okay...Okay..." Han Wei nodded at her with a smile, and said to Leng Ruobing, the captain of the first squadron who looked helpless at the side: "Falcon, why don't you lead your little gray eagle?"
Go back and take a good wash."
Everyone couldn't help looking at Leng Ruobing, but they calmly glanced at the woman who lowered her head and pretended to be shy, and responded calmly, "Okay, political commissar, I promise to wash her into a white eagle..."