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The Martyrs Cemetery is not like ordinary cemeteries. The cemetery has a large flow of people, especially on ordinary days, it is deserted and pitiful.
Gong Xue and Gao Lie stepped into the tomb area and found that it was empty. In front of the tombs of more than 1,000 martyrs, there were only a few tombstones with messy sacrifices and withered bouquets of flowers.
Just like every time she comes to the cemetery, Gong Xue still holds fresh bouquets of yellow and white chrysanthemums and roses in her arms, slowly walking up the marble steps.
The fog is getting thicker and thicker, and the sunshine that was bright and warm just now has disappeared. In the empty cemetery, apart from the rustling wind, there is only the rhythmic sound of footsteps.
Different from the past, when she saw her relatives this time, she was no longer alone and helpless.
Even though their faces were solemn and solemn, and their eyes were full of sadness and longing, she no longer had to muster the courage to face those unforgettable experiences in her life alone and with tears.
Just in a daze, her body shook violently and fell to one side.
"Be careful!" A pair of strong arms held her lower back in time and slowed her down. When she raised her eyes again, she saw deep worry in his eyes that he had no time to retract.
Standing still, she lowered her head and looked at the flowers he bought for several times the price. After seeing that they were intact, she smiled at him and said, "The flowers are fine, look."
She held up the bouquet for him to see.
His eyes did not fall on the flower for a second, he just focused on her, from her neat and white forehead to her pink lips, and finally fell on her clean and clear eyes, and then his eyes fluctuated slightly, "I
Only care about you."
I only care about you.
Although the tone was light, just like the speed and tone of a normal chat, each word entered Gong Xue's mind, but was magnified infinitely, and could no longer be ignored...
She was stunned for a moment, then smiled, shook Gao Lie's hand hard, and said softly: "I know."
Finally, I stood in front of the tombstones of my parents and Gao Yuan again.
Just like every time I came to visit, there were always flowers and remains of sacrifices in front of the tombstone.
Standing in the aisle that separates the tomb area, Gong Xue's eyes gently glanced at the blue stone tablet on the right that was engraved deep in her soul. When she saw the faded photo on the stone tablet, her heart suddenly trembled.
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There was a slight hesitation in her steps. She lowered her head, paused for two seconds, and then walked towards her parents.
Place yellow and white chrysanthemums in elegant colors.
Put out a few snacks and fruits that your parents loved to eat before they were alive.
She did not get up immediately, but half-knelt on one knee and wiped the non-existent dust on the stone tablet with her hands over and over again.
After a long time, she stood up, grabbed Gao Lie, who was standing silently beside her, and led him to the tomb.
"Mom and Dad, he is Gao Lie, your son-in-law." She paused, then turned to look at Gao Lie: "Say hello to my parents, they are both easy to get along with, you don't need to be nervous.
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Gao Lie nodded and told her not to worry. Gong Xue was not worried. She knew that he would do his best in front of his parents.
Gong Xue picked up the bouquet of roses at her feet and walked towards the tomb on the other side of the stone steps.
Although her mood was as throbbing and complicated as usual, when she stood in front of that familiar yet unfamiliar smiling face, when she saw Gao Yuan's affectionate gaze again, those words she had quietly recited hundreds of times in her heart
, thousands of words, but they all turned into a low but distant sigh.
She placed a bouquet of roses symbolizing thoughts and blessings in front of the tombstone on the plateau.
Squatting down, I wiped the cold stone monument over and over again just like I did when I cleaned my parents' tombstones.
A Yuan in the photo was just looking at her quietly. She tried her best to smile, pointed to Gao Lie opposite, who was still talking to her parents, and asked in a low voice: "A Yuan, are you angry, because he is here to replace you?"
Are you unhappy that you lost your position?"
Gao Lie in the distance has a serious and formal expression, and the figure standing in the mist is heroic and upright.
Gong Xue caressed the person in the photo, caressing his face that still seemed to be warm, his thick black eyebrows, his deep and determined eyes, his straight nose, and his lips that were always smiling...
She pressed her face against the stone tablet, feeling closer to him. She was still sad, and her voice trembled slightly as she said, "You must blame me, right? You blame me for not reporting the marriage and why I didn't bring him here."
Let me show you why I didn’t keep my promise to stay with you for the rest of my life.”
She lowered her eyes, smiled bitterly, and continued: "I was so persistent and insisted on walking the rest of the journey alone. In fact, human life is very short, and decades pass by in a blink of an eye. I often think,
It's enough to have you. With you in my heart and memory, even if we can't be together in this life, there will be no regrets. I thought, I thought I would live like this forever.
Old people will not change at all until the day they turn into ashes. But life will never follow people's wishes smoothly. Accidents full of variables will always pop up inadvertently.
, after disturbing a calm pool of stagnant water, he lurked again, waiting for the next opportunity. A Yuan, I think Gao Lie is the biggest accident in my life."
"It was his accident that taught me that true love is burdensome and involves many external and internal factors. Only by experiencing the hardships and tests of life again and again can a person gradually learn to accept pain calmly and learn to be brave
And he is responsible...it was his accident
Tell me, if one day, someone who can't come back disappears, and someone who can't live without leaves, it doesn't matter. Because time will take me to the right person, please love me first
Myself, and then that person who doesn’t know where I am will come to pick me up..."
"Because of you, Gao Lie was never the person I imagined, and he was not the person I vowed to love for the rest of my life. But A Yuan, what I finally found was beyond my expectation, the most correct one.
The person seems to be him..."
She exhaled softly, as if a heavy burden had been lifted off her shoulders.
"A Yuan, you should know Gao Lie better than I do. He is a soldier, and he is also a responsible man. You and he are not only similar in appearance, but the most similar thing between you is that once you fall in love with someone, you will...
I will give everything I have and risk my life to protect the other party. I, Gong Xuehe
I am so lucky to have not only received your dedication and affection, but also your high waiting and protection. No matter how cold my heart is, it can't withstand his warm approach again and again. When I realize that everything has become different
At that moment, I knew that the glacier in my heart had begun to melt..."
Gong Xue touched the stone tablet affectionately, stared at the sunny plateau in the photo, and smiled hard.