After a long silence, the sad look on her face gradually faded away.
She turned her head and looked at Gao Lie, who had been focusing his attention on her, and said softly: "This is the 'good place' for A Yuan and I. Today, I am here to say goodbye to him."
Gao Lie was stunned.
The surroundings seemed a little too quiet, and he was also very quiet, but his gradually quickening breathing revealed the throbbing in his heart.
It was very difficult and very cautious, and he said in a low voice: "Why do we have to say goodbye?"
Yes, why say goodbye.
It seemed different from the beginning.
From the dignity and solemnity when sweeping the tomb in the cemetery, to the feeling of loss when he fed rice noodles, and then, she led her to this deep and silent forest clearing.
It seemed that from the moment they set foot in southern Xinjiang, she was silently doing something in a special way...
I originally thought that she was just hurt by the situation and had a change in her mood. But I never thought that she would be so serious that she wanted to break up with Ah Yuan.
He knows better than anyone in the world what A Yuan means to Xiaoxue.
He thought that he would have to face their marriage with a tolerant and accepting attitude for the rest of his life, because he knew deeply that letting Xiaoxue take the initiative to leave A Yuan's memory would be as cruel as killing her.
He would not force anything. From the moment he fell in love with her, he had been fully mentally prepared to touch her with his love and protect her throughout her life.
As a mortal, as an ordinary person who eats all kinds of grains, has seven emotions and six desires, can get angry, can be sad and shed tears, he is actually not as tall and selfless as others think. To be honest, regarding the past of Xiaoxue and A Yuan,
It would be a lie to have no jealousy at all.
If you look around, you can count the number of people in this world who have no grudge against their lover's previous relationship with just one hand. It's not that they are any more special than ordinary people, but that there is no love at all in the hearts of these people.
If a person truly falls in love with another person, he will not be completely indifferent. To put it bluntly, in fact, people are selfish. Jealousy and the desire for exclusivity are a kind of human instinct and a relationship between people.
The most important bond by which emotions are maintained.
He is also selfish when it comes to feelings. Sometimes, he will feel entangled and sad because of Xiaoxue's deliberately hidden emotions. But when he calms down and thinks about it carefully, why was he attracted to Xiaoxue in the first place? It's not because of it.
Did her loyal love for A Yuan move him? Since what he loves is her truth, her love and justice, her excellence and stubbornness, then what reason does he have to selfishly want to change Xiaoxue?
He is selfish about feelings, but it does not prevent him from becoming a broad-minded wise man. He knows the best way to get along with Xiaoxue, who has a deep friendship, that is, the distance should not be too close or too far, and give her heart enough love.
Relaxation space, but also let her have the concept of home, let her understand that marriage is not a game where two people of the right age walk into a besieged city and then re-form a city with each other as the center...
What he has done all this time, although not perfect, is still acceptable.
There is a joke that many people tell, and many times he wants to tell Xiaoxue, that is, the revolution has not yet succeeded, and comrades still need to work hard.
After all, the best years of her youth were given to a man named Gao Yuan. But just when she had exhausted all her strength and when her love was at its strongest, A Yuan died suddenly. For Xiao Xue, this blow was devastating.
Sexual, and irreversible. She could never forget A Yuan, he always knew it, because A Yuan was his flesh and blood brother, and that kind of love could no longer be forgotten.
He felt the feeling of touching him in this world more than anyone else. He knew very well that the pain in Xiaoxue's heart was much more than that of everyone combined, so he had given up on the most selfish thing in his heart very early on.
He just wanted her to be well. Even if there would always be A Yuan's shadow in their marriage in the long years to come, he wouldn't care about it.
He has been learning to be tolerant and learning to manage their love in a way that suits them.
But what about Xiaoxue, what did she just say?
Say goodbye to A Yuan?
Could it be that everything she did silently along the way was to say goodbye to A Yuan and the memories of the past?
Gao Lie was so shocked. For a moment, his mind was agitated. He didn't know what to say to make Xiaoxue feel that he had no other dirty thoughts...
Really, not even the slightest thought of joy has ever crossed my mind, let alone anything else.
Instead, it was Xiaoxue's clear and shallow words that lifted his heart high...
Gong Xue saw cautiousness and confusion in Gao Lie's eyes, as if she was an expected reaction. She just smiled faintly, pointed to a stone on the ground for rest, and said, "Let's sit down and talk."
Gao Lie nodded, walked over before her, squatted down, blew the dust off the stone, and then smiled at Gong Xue, "Sit down, it's clean."
"Yeah." After she sat down, she moved to one side to make more space for him.
After Gao Lie sat down, his body was not as straight as Gong Xue. He leaned his back against the thick trunk, then picked off a new green leaf and put it into his mouth, chewing it as if enjoying it...
Gong Xue looked at him sideways, raised her eyebrows, raised her hand, pointed at the green buds in her hand, "Would you like to try it?"
Absolutely all-natural vitamins, without any chemical additions.
Gong Xue took a young leaf from his hand and bit it in her mouth. Maybe the green and astringent taste of the new leaves made her feel a little uncomfortable. Then she frowned her delicate eyebrows and whispered to Gao Lie: "
Liar!"
It was rare for Gong Xue to show off her little daughter's cuteness. That scolding sound and the special look in her eyes made Gao Lie drift into the clouds and mist. His heart felt like a very light feather brushing against him, making him shiver with itchiness...
"What kind of leaves are these? Why do they taste so much like Hook's pills!" She smacked the juice on her lips, recalling the taste of the pills she had taken.
Gao Lie didn't have time to answer her question. All his attention was attracted by the looming pink tip of her tongue between her lips and teeth. His mind was filled with images of holding it in his mouth, turning it around and sucking on it. Thinking of this, the little boy in his heart
The flames were rising upwards. So, while Gong Xue was still savoring the smell of grass leaves, he grabbed Gong Xue's arm and at the same time, with a little force, "Come, lie down and talk!"
Gong Xue didn't follow his intention. I don't know how she escaped. When he grabbed her arm and pulled her down, her body spun deftly and escaped from his grasp.
She tilted her head and looked at him with half annoyance and half smile, but said nothing.
The sunlight under the shadow of the trees was as fine as gold, and her eyes looked particularly soft and bright. They stared at each other for a few seconds, and then they both laughed almost at the same time.