Chapter 584: What Are These Mistakes To Do With You?
Feeling that the body in his arms stiffened, Gao Lie's eyes darkened, he pulled her closer, his chest pressed against her smooth back, and he pressed forward...
She let him move, but closed her eyes and remained silent for a long time before suddenly calling him: "Ariel."
"Yes." He responded, holding her palm with his hand, clasping his fingers lightly, and intertwined with it.
"My body had a cold a long time ago, and I thought it was fine. But when I went to Beijing this time, I had non-menstrual bleeding. Yao Gong's mother, who is the doctor of the General Army, took me to the gynecology department for a check-up.
I had a comprehensive examination, and the results of the examination... told me..." Gong Xue felt that the fingers that were holding her suddenly tightened, and her heart tightened, and then she said sadly: "The doctor said that my current uterine condition is...
Not suitable for pregnancy. My working environment is special and I am allergic to the components of birth control pills. As a precaution, the doctor recommended that I use a contraceptive ring. As for when I can have a child, the doctor said she doesn’t know. It may be three months.
Two years, maybe seven or eight years, it all depends on how well I nurse myself back to health."
After Gong Xue finished speaking, she slowly turned around, raised her hand, stroked Gao Lie's handsome face with a complicated expression, and said guiltily: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hide it from you. I just wanted to tell you after a while.
, because my mother has always wanted to have a grandson, but I..."
Ever since they received the certificate, Lin Suran wanted the couple to quickly make a baby so that she and Gao Rushan could survive their grandfather's addiction, but Gao Lie kept blocking him, saying that Gong Xue was still young and was so good in her career.
, she should be given a few more years to build a career, instead of being burdened by her family prematurely and leaving the university she loves...
Therefore, after getting married, Gong Xue never had any quarrel with Gao Lie and the Gao family because of their children. It can be said that she carefreely enjoyed the sense of security and freedom that Gao Lie brought to her, even in her married life.
, she has never worried about the problem of contraception, and feels that all Gao Lie's efforts are deserved, and she just needs to cooperate.
Sister Mengmeng has a very good saying. She said that people are all mutual. After he gives 100% of his heart to you, you should also give 100% of his dedication.
Respect, the relationship between husband and wife is equal and interdependent. Don't take it for granted, let alone take it for granted. When you can give something to each other, you must be brave enough to bear it. Only that kind of love and marriage can go further.
Closer and longer lasting.
There is no doubt that she loves Gao Lie, but compared to his devotion to herself, what she has done for him is simply very little...
Therefore, she was very ashamed, so she agreed to the doctor's suggestion without hesitation.
However, such a helpless choice will only disappoint him, and even more so his mother-in-law Lin Suran who is far away in Beijing...
Gao Lie's expression was a little solemn. The moment she talked about his serious illness, the smile on his lips automatically disappeared.
He doesn't know.
He actually didn't know at all.
He just knows that Xiaoxue has put in too many hardships and efforts that ordinary people can't imagine in order to achieve today's achievements. Many times, like onlookers, he is proud and even secretly happy for those proud achievements, feeling that everything has come to pass.
Of course, I feel that she was born to be so good and outstanding.
Being shrouded in a halo for too long, he ignored that as a woman, the special structure of her body destined her to suffer from unbearable pain and suffering.
It's just that she has hidden herself too well all this time. No matter in appearance or in her heart, she is so strong that it makes him feel ashamed and embarrassed. Even what she said just now is enough for any ordinary woman.
The illness that destroyed her belief in life, she
When she mentioned it, it was still so calm and heart-wrenching. For him and Aunt Lin, she did her best, even taking his detailed feelings into consideration. It can be seen that behind her careful consideration, there was another thought.
How much unknown bitterness and grievances are hidden...
It was because he was too stupid and ignored her so completely. Then, other people should not think too much about it.
fortunately.
Fortunately, her reaction after being hit was not to get into trouble, nor to act out the drama of leaving him just to love him and fulfill him like in the movies and TV dramas. She was very calm and objective and chose the one that was best for her and good for him.
method to solve the matter, in this way, no
She suspected that she had corrected her attitude to him and told him clearly that she would never leave him no matter what, and that she would cherish the hard-won relationship and marriage between them. Even if there are countless difficulties and obstacles in the future, she
We must also face difficulties and conquer them one by one.
Seeing that his eyes became lighter and his expression became more serious, Gong Xue suddenly felt a little uncertain in her heart. She thought in a daze, could she have thought wrong? Gao Lie was far from what she imagined.
, has no grudges at all about children...
Then, when I thought about it again, I couldn't help but smile bitterly. He was originally a person who loved children very much. Whether he met young children in the family home or when he went out, he would stop and tease them for a while, making the children smile.
Not only did he shout for help, he would not give up.
She lowered her eyes, not daring to touch those eyes as deep as the sea. A bitter smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and she said in a low tone: "It's normal for you to be disappointed. It's my fault...
"
She wanted to say, don't worry, I will try my best to cooperate with the doctor for treatment. Although the pace of having a baby may be slower, she is very confident and will not let the situation happen that will be delayed for seven or eight years.
What she wanted to say was still stuck in her throat, but her body suddenly tightened and she was fully embraced by him.
"Fool!! What do these mistakes have to do with you! If I could have been by your side at that time, I wouldn't have let you wear any rings and suffer that much! Just leave everything to me, just feel at ease
Do what you want to do, so that I can live up to our deep love for you. As for having children, that is insignificant. If you have children, you will have them, if you don’t, you will have them. Just let nature take its course. I love you, and I will have you in this life.
, I feel very happy and satisfied. I used to
Those words I said are all nonsense. Don’t take it to heart. If I had known that you were in poor health, I would never have let you go to Beijing. Believe me, Xiaoxue, I will definitely give you a healthy child.
You, come back. You also have to have confidence and accompany me to walk the road ahead, okay?" His voice came out from the mouth on the top of her hair in a muffled voice, although it was a little unclear.
But the moment she heard it, she was still shocked.