"I looked for you everywhere and found you, but you are not mine." Chu Shixiu said and turned to look at her pale face. The moment he saw her moist eyes, his eyes also turned red, "You said
…Why is this happening?”
Why is this happening...
She doesn't know.
Gu Xiaoai raised her glass and drank the red wine in one gulp, her eyes becoming even more moist.
"Aiai, I'm sure we can go on...but why did you give up on me for the so-called grudges of the previous generation? We have never been brothers and sisters." Chu Shixiu looked at her and said, his voice full of sadness, "Or, you
You didn't give up on me because of the grudges of the previous generation, you gave up on me because of Li Juefeng."
"..."
Gu Xiaoai lowered her eyes, reached for the wine bottle, poured another glass of red wine, and drank it, subconsciously trying to numb herself.
She didn't know that this matter was such a big deal in Chu Shixiu's heart...
She always thought that he was a gentle nobleman who could let go easily...but he never let go.
"Aai, you have never loved me." Chu Shixiu drank a glass of wine, his eyes turned red, and he tried his best to hold back his tears, "You would rather love a man who lets you be your mistress than love me."
Night gradually falls.
Chu Shixiu's voice was filled with sadness.
Gu Xiaoai's tears fell uncontrollably and flowed down her cheeks.
"When you scolded me for being cruel to Nuan Nuan, do you remember how many times you pushed me away?" Chu Shixiu asked, putting his slender white hands on his face and bending his back slightly, looking very fragile.
Gu Xiaoai couldn't say a word.
This is the unsolvable problem between them. The person they love loves someone other than themselves...
"I want to get close to you again and again, but you will only push me away and go to Li Juefeng..." Chu Shixiu smiled bitterly, "I even have to pretend that I have given up on this.
I want to have a relationship and pretend to be just good friends to get close to you... Only then are you willing to give me some serious attention..."
"..." Gu Xiaoai grabbed the wine glass and did not wipe her tears, letting them fall down her face.
She didn't know that Chu Shixiu was so painful because of their previous relationship...
She should have figured it out a long time ago. Chu Shixiu has been an overly paranoid person since he was a child. How could he let go of a relationship at will...
"Ai Ai, there is only nine years difference between us. Why can't we go back to our childhood?" Chu Shixiu looked at her and asked, with water in his eyes, a little confused and confused, "Why can't we go back?"
Why can't you go back...
Yes, why...why can't they go back to their childhood?
It's only been nine years, but they have turned out like this. In the sea of her dreams, she asked him if he was the murderer of her father, but he asked her... why she couldn't go back to her childhood.
Who can give them this answer?
"Why don't you speak?" Gu Xiaoai's silence made Chu Shixiu ask again, "Can't you answer?"
"I don't know the answer." Gu Xiaoai's voice was choked with sobs, and her vision was blurred by tears.
She didn't know why they came to this point, she didn't know why so many things happened...
"You don't know either?" Chu Shixiu's eyes were filled with tears, but he laughed, very bitterly, reaching out to hold the wine glass and downing the red wine, "Why are we so stupid...Why don't we know the answer?
Why can I only watch you go further and further away?"