"Do you hate me?" Gu Xiaoai asked again, tears welling up in her eyes, blood seeping from the wound on her forehead and slowly dripping down.
She missed the face in front of her, and missed it so much that her heart ached.
Li Juefeng broke up with her decisively, resisted her approach all the time, and tried every means to make her give up... She thought she would never see him again in this life.
Unexpectedly, she would see Li Juefeng in this way again.
She didn't want this way... She didn't want to owe anyone any more. Since he was already unfeeling towards her, why would he show up again?
"I don't hate you! Gu Xiaoai, come down!" Li Juefeng said in a calm voice, with fear in his dark eyes.
Do you really not hate her?
Do you really not hate what she did?
Seeing that Gu Xiaoai didn't speak or come down, Li Juefeng broke out in cold sweat on his forehead and shouted, "Are you willing to die in front of me like my mother?!"
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Li Juefeng roared so loudly that his voice trembled and his eyes widened.
Gu Xiaoai looked at him, the fear in his eyes was real, Gu Xiaoai couldn't restrain herself, "I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."
"I don't want to listen, I want you to come down! I want you to live, do you hear me?!" Li Juefeng shouted so loudly that his voice broke.
"Li Juefeng." Gu Xiaoai called his name softly, "I never understood why my mother chose such a decisive method before. Only now do I understand how desperate she was..."
He was so desperate that he could find no motivation to live except death, and only by death could he repent and atone for his sins.
Li Juefeng stood there looking at her. Her face was so pale that there was no trace of blood, her eyes were dim and irrelevant, and even her voice was pale and hoarse.
despair?!
Is there only despair left in her world?! Even if the whole world disappears, she can still survive.
"Gu Xiaoai, you are the strongest person I have ever seen. You must live, do you understand?" Li Juefeng suppressed his restless heartbeat and took another step forward.
Gu Xiaoai did not stop him and allowed him to take a step forward.
strong……
She also always thought she was strong enough.
"I thought that as long as I was brave, I could get the happiness I wanted. I thought that I had always been a person who would not harm others. I thought that what I wanted to pursue would not hinder anyone..." Gu Xiaoai said slowly, tears streaming down her face.
Jin's mouth was filled with bitterness, "But I hurt everyone..."
"You didn't hurt anyone! You did nothing wrong!" Li Juefeng took another step towards her.
"Didn't you hate me when your mother jumped in front of your eyes?" Gu Xiaoai asked bitterly.
Li Juefeng's footsteps froze and his eyes froze.
Gu Xiaoai understood that he had hated her...
It was she who changed his values and his life choices... When she threw that coin, she humiliated his self-esteem and changed him...
That's why he raped her when they met again nine years later.
He hates her very much...
If she could turn back time, she would change herself... She wouldn't do it again, but what happened has happened, and no one can change her original decision...
The dead will never come back...even if she is willing to die for them.
"Actually... I have always been wrong." Gu Xiaoai smiled bitterly, "Liang Nuannuan is right, why wasn't I the one who died?"