"I don't deserve you to do so much for me. I don't deserve it at all. Why do you do so much for me? Why?" Gu Xiaoai stared at his face and asked in confusion, with a blank look on her face.
Gu Xiaoai spoke a little incoherently.
"Gu Xiaoai, you're drunk." Li Juefeng pulled her hand down and said in a gentle tone, "Take a bath."
Gu Xiaoai immediately shook her head like a rattle, "Listen to me."
"Take a shower!" Li Juefeng said forcefully, about to stand up.
"Pah——"
Gu Xiaoai slapped his face with both hands at the same time and said displeasedly, "Can you just listen to me once?!"
"You hit me?!" Li Juefeng gritted his teeth, his face hurt from the beating.
Did she get revenge on him through drunkenness? Did she do it on purpose?!
"No beating." Gu Xiaoai quickly denied, stroking his face with her fingertips, "Listen to me, okay?"
"What exactly do you want to say?" Li Juefeng knelt on one knee in front of her, word by word falling from his thin lips.
Why should I go drink and make myself so miserable?
Is she in a bad mood?
"Li Juefeng, you are so good to me." Gu Xiaoai began to repeat what he had just said.
…
"Know that I'm good to you, so just take a shower obediently." Li Juefeng said in a stiff tone. How many times was she going to repeat what she had said?
"How did you fall in love with me?" Gu Xiaoai suddenly asked again, looking at him with confusion, "You see, I changed your outlook on life and values, which indirectly caused the yin and yang between your mother and you.
How come you still love me? I am someone you will definitely not love like me..."
…
"What's the point of mentioning the past?" Li Juefeng frowned. Those things were so long ago that she still kept them in her heart.
"And..." Gu Xiaoai looked condescendingly into his eyes and rubbed the scar at the corner of his eye with her fingertips, "You took me to Denmark for treatment and got a beating; you were almost beaten to save my father.
Exploded to death; you gave up your career in Asia for me and made a deal with Mr. Li; now... you are constantly scheming, threatening others, and killing people in order for us to be together in the future..."
She spoke slowly.
It's very organized and you can't tell whether you're really drunk or fake.
Li Juefeng's eyes darkened.
"I know that I am the least qualified person in the world to accuse you of what you did, because you did it all for me..." Gu Xiaoai said, her pale pink lips trembling slightly, "You are good to me, and the more you do for me, the more you do."
The more I feel, the more unworthy I feel. I feel like a mountain is pressing down on me, so heavy that I can’t breathe..."
The next second, Gu Xiaoai suddenly pointed to her shoulder and said seriously, "Li Juefeng, the mountain is right here. It's too heavy. I can't even stand up."
"..."
She was indeed drunk.
"Li Juefeng, I also want to do something for you. Really, even if I can repay one ten thousandth of it, but I don't know what I can do?" Gu Xiaoai said blankly, with a drunken look on his face.
.
"Gu Xiaoai, listen, if you really feel you owe me, just wait for me, understand?" Li Juefeng said in a deep voice.
"But I don't want to see you become cruel and cold-blooded step by step. I'm afraid to see you now. It's not that I'm afraid of blood. It's because... you became like this because of me." Gu Xiaoai raised her eyes,
Trying not to let tears fall, her lips were trembling, "I made you who you are now..."