2885.【Happiness】I’m afraid you’ll just disappear 1
"Yes, you have been in a coma all night and day. No, it's night again. I thought my wife would be hungry, so I cooked porridge for you in the hospital restaurant."
The child's mother was standing aside, serving porridge, and talking nonchalantly.
Being in a coma for a whole night and a day?!
Why does she just feel like she slept for a long time?!
Gu Xiaoai looked at Li Juefeng who was standing there in shock. Li Juefeng tugged at his collar unnaturally and looked away, not meeting her eyes.
He was haggard and uncomfortable because...did she lose blood during the birth process?
"Madam, I'll feed you something to drink."
The child mother picked up the steaming bowl of porridge and said with a kind face.
"No, let Li Juefeng feed him."
Gu Xiaoai looked at Li Juefeng's face and said softly.
"Ah... OK." The child's mother was stunned for a moment, then realized quickly, put down the porridge bowl, walked out, and gently closed the ward door.
Under Gu Xiaoai's gaze, Li Juefeng walked step by step to the bed and sat down. He glanced down at her, then picked up a spoon and took a mouthful of porridge that was as thin as water and blew it on his lips to cool it.
The next moment, he put the porridge to her lips and fed her to drink it. He was so gentle that it was unlike him.
"Very fragrant porridge." Gu Xiaoai smiled slightly, looking at his face with soft eyes, feeling the warmth flowing into her stomach, which was very comfortable.
Li Juefeng put the spoon back into the porridge bowl, staring at her still too pale face with bloodshot eyes, and a suppressed voice rolled out of his throat, "Gu Xiaoai, I regret it!
I shouldn't have let you give birth! I feel like I'm a fucking bastard right now!"
He always insisted on keeping the child.
But the moment the doctors and nurses pushed her into the operating room, he suddenly regretted it!
It was not a good place, there were a bunch of knives and instruments peeling off her body...
The nurse came out to inform him about the blood loss. He even said it was not serious, but at that time, his head was dizzy and went blank...
The children's mother and the others all cast worried eyes on him. He held his hand against the wall to prevent himself from falling.
But he knew clearly that for the first time, his steps were so shaky.
He suddenly realized how much torture he would make her suffer if he forced her to keep this child. She was pregnant in ten months and had a caesarean section in the operating room that no one could guarantee was 100% safe...
…
Gu Xiaoai raised her hand and brushed his messy short hair, her heart hurting, "Am I okay?"
"Never give birth again!"
Li Juefeng grabbed her hand, put it against his cold face, pressed his lips into her soft palm, and said sternly, not sure whether he was talking to her or to himself.
That kind of regret spread all over her body, making her unbearable to see.
"good."
Gu Xiaoai readily agreed, smiling and trying to make him relax, "Don't blame yourself, it has nothing to do with you. Having this child is our mutual decision."
Li Juefeng frowned, his eyes darkening even more.
If it hadn't been for his insistence, this child would have been treated with medicine long ago, why would he have to suffer so much?!
"I'm afraid something will happen to you!"
Li Juefeng suddenly said forcefully, grabbing her hand tightly, wanting to rub it into his palm and make the two become one.
"Li Juefeng..."
"I'm afraid you'll get off the operating table, I'm afraid you'll be killed by me, I'm afraid you'll just disappear, I'm so afraid..." Li Juefeng murmured, word by word, with a slight tremor, and took the
He held her hands close to his face again and again.