He wanted to hold her in his arms immediately and smell the scent of sunshine on her body to enrich himself.
She said that she finally knew what Lin Ge had done...
She seemed hesitant about his suggestion that the two of them comfort each other and support each other. She did not agree. She wanted to start as friends...
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Looking back, Ye Jiani's treatment of him was just as she said, it was not good, she never even treated him a little kindly.
There is only a difference between showing a face and not showing a face.
Only now did Li Juesi fully understand why Ye Jiani sometimes inexplicably flinched and resisted him. It was because she... didn't want to fall in love with him, didn't dare to fall in love with him, or didn't dare to love him too deeply.
A woman with too low emotional intelligence can never be loved properly once?
He is simply a man not worthy of love, just like Ringer...
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She asked him, "Li Juesi, tell me, after these few months of getting along, do you really treat me as Sara's substitute all the time? Is there ever a moment, just a second, when you treat me as Sara's substitute?"
Do you think Ye Jiani came to hug me?"
He said sorry.
He didn't know whether this was a lie or not, so he didn't have a positive answer.
But when she asked this question, he answered subconsciously, and he could only answer like this.
She didn't realize that he was calling her Nizi more and more smoothly, that he was hugging her more and more naturally, that he would murmur her name while half asleep and half awake to explore her existence...
Also, it was she who changed his rotten life, which was repeated day by day.
He was pulled by her to do various healthy activities. She said she wanted to transform him into a normal person, but when he went to work, she showed rare distress and reluctance...
There is such a woman who is willing to earn money to support him.
At that moment, he wanted to kiss her, kiss her eyes that felt sorry for him...
That thought frightened him so much that he let her go and left to interview for a job.
She didn't feel anything unusual about him, or how long his eyes had been lingering on her...
He knew that at that moment, he did not regard her as Sara.
He subconsciously asked himself to forget this. People will always have some feelings when getting along with each other. He told himself that it was not important.
But slowly, the similarities between Ye Jiani and Sara became less and less in his eyes, less and less...
Since when has he been able to live happily without seeking that sense of redemption from her?
He didn't dare to think deeply about why he was so impulsive that he wanted to kill Linge when he saw Ye Jiani and Linge hugging each other in the court; he didn't dare to think about what was going on in his heart when she spoke for Linge.
What happened to that fire...
Ye Jiani said that he is a master in love. Yes, he is. He can catch the first sign of a relationship between a man and a woman, but a man who refuses to think deeply... is not a master, he is just a coward.
He privately believed that if he didn't investigate and think deeply, nothing would change.
Anyway, they will be together for the rest of their lives...
But she finally told everything. She said she was tired and had no energy left. She wanted his love, his true love for her alone...
But he just can't give love.
He is only living according to Sara's last words, how can he love others? His love has long been buried under the mud, he cannot love...