After adjusting the seat, Ganlu leaned back on the comfortable and soft seat and closed her eyes. But this time, she couldn't fall asleep...
She had no idea how to face it and how to help Li Ziting. She didn't have much confidence.
She was glad that she had studied psychiatry, otherwise, she would have been even more at a loss now.
Li Ziting was right, she was really afraid, afraid that the people around her would be sick, injured, afraid of... his dull eyes.
It's like a bottomless black hole inviting people to fall into.
…
Planes fly in the sky, cutting through the night sky.
The two people were sitting next to each other, each thinking.
No one fell asleep.
*************************
Returning to the city where she had been staying, Ganlu imitated Li Ziting for the first time and started recording her life arrangements.
She skipped all the classes she could and spent a lot of time at home with Li Ziting. She even thought about dropping out of school, but she was afraid of causing more psychological burden to Li Ziting.
She could only follow what the book said and communicate with Li Ziting like a normal person. She would still stick to him, jump into his arms from time to time, and tease him from time to time through words and actions...
Li Ziting could give her fewer and fewer responses.
Li Ziting felt more comfortable getting along with Gan Quan.
She watched them play the same game over and over again, using models to build an identical house over and over again.
At the beginning, Li Ziting's behavior was considered positive, and she was asked to accompany him to consult one autism expert after another. But when something happens, it doesn't matter how hard you try to change it.
She watched helplessly as Li Ziting became accustomed to choosing a few fixed dishes even when eating;
She watched helplessly as Li Ziting stood on the balcony in a daze for longer and longer every day;
She watched helplessly as Li Ziting gradually became unable to even take a step out of the door;
She watched helplessly as he repeatedly watched a TV show, listened to a song repeatedly, and repeatedly took a fixed route at home...
He doesn't even play football anymore.
His favorite thing became to decipher books of "Problem Mathematics" and "Mathematics"... But often, he habitually picked up the same book, and then stared at the answers he had already solved in a daze.
.
That kind of lonely expression makes Ganlu want to escape every time he sees it...
There is nothing she can do.
She tried her best, but could only watch his condition getting worse and worse.
She was really afraid that the final outcome would be just like what he said, that he would lock himself in a room and never come out again.
…
Through Professor Zhu from the Department of Psychiatry, Ganlu got to know some expert doctors on autism.
She ran around and followed the doctor every day, flattered him, gave him gifts and money, and finally got the chance to check out some specific cases of autism.
She began to frantically search for all cases similar to Li Ziting's, looking for all cases of cure...
Studies were gradually abandoned.
Manna didn't bother to pay attention.
For her, nothing is more important than curing Li Ziting.
"Ganlu, look at how many classes you have missed this semester?! You skipped the classes that you could, and skipped the classes that you couldn't!"
After the semester ended, Ganlu was called into the office by the counselor and Professor Zhu, and received a scolding.
"sorry."
Ganlu lowered her head, pretending to be deeply aware of the seriousness of her mistake. After adjusting the seat, Ganlu leaned back on the comfortable and soft seat and closed her eyes. But this time, she couldn't fall asleep.
…
She had no idea how to face it and how to help Li Ziting. She didn't have much confidence.
She was glad that she had studied psychiatry, otherwise, she would have been even more at a loss now.
Li Ziting was right, she was really afraid, afraid that the people around her would be sick, injured, afraid of... his dull eyes.
It's like a bottomless black hole inviting people to fall into.
…
Planes fly in the sky, cutting through the night sky.
The two people were sitting next to each other, each thinking.
No one fell asleep.
*************************
Returning to the city where she had been staying, Ganlu imitated Li Ziting for the first time and started recording her life arrangements.
She skipped all the classes she could and spent a lot of time at home with Li Ziting. She even thought about dropping out of school, but she was afraid of causing more psychological burden to Li Ziting.
She could only follow what the book said and communicate with Li Ziting like a normal person. She would still stick to him, jump into his arms from time to time, and tease him from time to time through words and actions...
Li Ziting could give her fewer and fewer responses.
Li Ziting felt more comfortable getting along with Gan Quan.
She watched them play the same game over and over again, using models to build an identical house over and over again.
At the beginning, Li Ziting's behavior was considered positive, and she was asked to accompany him to consult one autism expert after another. But when something happens, it doesn't matter how hard you try to change it.
She watched helplessly as Li Ziting became accustomed to choosing a few fixed dishes even when eating;
She watched helplessly as Li Ziting stood on the balcony in a daze for longer and longer every day;
She watched helplessly as Li Ziting gradually became unable to even take a step out of the door;
She watched helplessly as he repeatedly watched a TV show, listened to a song repeatedly, and repeatedly took a fixed route at home...
He doesn't even play football anymore.
His favorite thing became to decipher books of "Problem Mathematics" and "Mathematics"... But often, he habitually picked up the same book, and then stared at the answers he had already solved in a daze.
.
That kind of lonely expression makes Ganlu want to escape every time he sees it...
There is nothing she can do.
She tried her best, but could only watch his condition getting worse and worse.
She was really afraid that the final outcome would be just like what he said, that he would lock himself in a room and never come out again.
…
Through Professor Zhu from the Department of Psychiatry, Ganlu got to know some expert doctors on autism.
She ran around and followed the doctor every day, flattered him, gave him gifts and money, and finally got the chance to check out some specific cases of autism.
She began to frantically search for all cases similar to Li Ziting's, looking for all cases of cure...
Studies were gradually abandoned.
Manna didn't bother to pay attention.
For her, nothing is more important than curing Li Ziting.
"Ganlu, look at how many classes you have missed this semester?! You skipped the classes that you could, and skipped the classes that you couldn't!"
After the semester ended, Ganlu was called into the office by the counselor and Professor Zhu, and received a scolding.
"sorry."
Ganlu lowered her head, pretending to be deeply aware of the seriousness of her mistake.