"This...how long is this amount?" Ganlu couldn't even finish his sentence and looked blankly at Li Ziting's handsome face.
"..."
Li Ziting fell silent.
"Li Ziting, tell me!" Gan Lu shouted excitedly, her eyes sore and uncomfortable.
"Three weeks." Li Ziting said and closed his eyes, his face pale.
"You took so many medicines in three weeks?!"
Ganlu's voice was almost sharp with excitement, and she picked up the empty medicine bottle with her fingers, her fingertips trembling, "Li Ziting, you are so smart, you don't know how much harm taking these psychotropic drugs can do to your body and your brain.
You still eat so much?!"
This is only three weeks' worth.
That is to say, the medicine bottle he secretly emptied has been disposed of by him?!
Is he crazy?!
He doesn't want his life?!
Not wanting to let herself cry, Ganlu opened her eyes wide and spoke forcefully, with sharp words...
Li Ziting was silent for a long time after being scolded by her, and then he slowly opened his beautiful eyes. He sat down by the bed, lowered his face, and looked at the ground.
"It calms me down." After a while, Li Ziting said, each word seeming to come from deep in his throat, with a heavy tone.
Like an addict's words.
When she first learned to take drugs, some friends told her that taking drugs could make her calm and free her from all the sense of responsibility and guilt...
Looking at him like this now, Ganlu seemed to see himself in the past.
Lifting her face, Ganlu tried her best to hold back all her tears before walking up to him step by step and softening her voice, "I'm your girlfriend. You don't need to pretend to be calm in front of me. You should vent your emotions. You can't control your emotions."
It doesn’t matter, you can smash things, it doesn’t matter if you smash everything in the house...or you bite me?!”
She stretched out her hand directly in front of him.
It really doesn't matter.
She just wanted him to stop pretending that he was fine...
He cannot rely on psychotropic drugs to stabilize himself. If this continues, something will happen to him.
…
Li Ziting sat by the bed, his face still pale, looking at her thin wrists, the sadness in his brows was something he couldn't suppress no matter how hard he suppressed it.
"I hate losing my mind."
Li Ziting said calmly.
Therefore, he would rather rely on drugs and let psychotropic drugs control his mind and make him dizzy, rather than being unable to control himself and do something that goes against the norm.
That's not him.
That's not Li Ziting.
"..." Ganlu stretched out her hands to hold his face, forcing him to look at her. His dark pupils reflected her red eyes. Ganlu struggled to smile, "Li Ziting, he must be from here.
The doctor is not professional enough. Anyway, I am on vacation now. Can I accompany you to City C for treatment?"
"..."
Li Ziting stared at her silently, "My mother can't know."
But his father already knew.
Ganlu didn't say anything, only said, "Then don't let them know, how about we find another house in City C? Hire them and find the best doctor for treatment, and wait until you recover before telling your mother, okay?"
Her voice was almost pleading.
She really had no other choice.
She tried to cure him in various ways, adjusting his diet, adjusting his living habits, and trying every little detail to make him feel better, but they all failed.
She couldn't let him go on like this anymore. Going to City C to receive the best treatment was the only way at the moment. "This...how long is this dose?" Ganlu couldn't even finish her sentence and looked at Li Ziting's handsome face blankly.
Si's face.
"..."
Li Ziting fell silent.
"Li Ziting, tell me!" Gan Lu shouted excitedly, her eyes sore and uncomfortable.
"Three weeks." Li Ziting said and closed his eyes, his face pale.
"You took so many medicines in three weeks?!"
Ganlu's voice was almost sharp with excitement, and she picked up the empty medicine bottle with her fingers, her fingertips trembling, "Li Ziting, you are so smart, you don't know how much harm taking these psychotropic drugs can do to your body and your brain.
You still eat so much?!"
This is only three weeks' worth.
That is to say, the medicine bottle he secretly emptied has been disposed of by him?!
Is he crazy?!
He doesn't want his life?!
Not wanting to let herself cry, Ganlu opened her eyes wide and spoke forcefully, with sharp words...
Li Ziting was silent for a long time after being scolded by her, and then he slowly opened his beautiful eyes. He sat down by the bed, lowered his face, and looked at the ground.
"It calms me down." After a while, Li Ziting said, each word seeming to come from deep in his throat, with a heavy tone.
Like an addict's words.
When she first learned to take drugs, some friends told her that taking drugs could make her calm and free her from all the sense of responsibility and guilt...
Looking at him like this now, Ganlu seemed to see himself in the past.
Lifting her face, Ganlu tried her best to hold back all her tears before walking up to him step by step and softening her voice, "I'm your girlfriend. You don't need to pretend to be calm in front of me. You should vent your emotions. You can't control your emotions."
It doesn’t matter, you can smash things, it doesn’t matter if you smash everything in the house...or you bite me?!”
She stretched out her hand directly in front of him.
It really doesn't matter.
She just wanted him to stop pretending that he was fine...
He cannot rely on psychotropic drugs to stabilize himself. If this continues, something will happen to him.
…
Li Ziting sat by the bed, his face still pale, looking at her thin wrists, the sadness in his brows was something he couldn't suppress no matter how hard he suppressed it.
"I hate losing my mind."
Li Ziting said calmly.
Therefore, he would rather rely on drugs and let psychotropic drugs control his mind and make him dizzy, rather than being unable to control himself and do something that goes against the norm.
That's not him.
That's not Li Ziting.
"..." Ganlu stretched out her hands to hold his face, forcing him to look at her. His dark pupils reflected her red eyes. Ganlu struggled to smile, "Li Ziting, he must be from here.
The doctor is not professional enough. Anyway, I am on vacation now. Can I accompany you to City C for treatment?"
"..."
Li Ziting stared at her silently, "My mother can't know."
But his father already knew.
Ganlu didn't say anything, only said, "Then don't let them know, how about we find another house in City C? Hire them and find the best doctor for treatment, and wait until you recover before telling your mother, okay?"
Her voice was almost pleading.
She really had no other choice.
She tried to cure him in various ways, adjusting his diet, adjusting his living habits, and trying every little detail to make him feel better, but they all failed.
She can no longer let him waste away like this. Going to City C to receive the best treatment is the only way at the moment.