3654. Li Ziting: Falling in love with someone is a heartache 7
"How about... let me touch you and see your recent growth?"
"I haven't even touched Li Ziting, why did you touch me?"
"..."
Their dialogue was direct and boring, and the anger that had been rising inexplicably subsided just because of that sentence - Li Ziting has never touched him, so you touched his ass.
In her heart, he was still more important than Zhao Mo.
But the sore and painful feeling is still clear.
He decided to tear through this layer of paper, thinking that what he had done was clear enough.
He asked her to study in S High School, he asked her to be his deskmate, and he only ate her lunch... He asked her to accompany him to the United States.
Isn't it clear enough?
Why did she act stupid again when he decided to reveal everything?
He asked her clearly, "Gan Xiaolu! Let me ask you, why are you unwilling to let Zhao Mo touch you, but you are willing to let me touch you?!"
What was her answer?
She asked back, "Um... how is your girlfriend? She wasn't particularly badly hit by me, was she?"
"..."
This should be his biggest failure since he became wise.
It's obvious that she likes him but doesn't want to be with him.
Li Ziting never thought that he would be defeated by a girl like Ganlu.
He thought he enjoyed the vanity of being liked by her, being aloof, enjoying her looking up to him, and casually waiting for her actions...
But in fact, it was himself who brought the two of them together time and time again.
She didn't want to.
The person who became anxious and afraid of losing became him.
What are you afraid of?
What is loss if you have never received it?
To him, Manna was a girl he could control in the palm of his hand, but in the end he realized that this was just his imagination.
She seemed to be always in his palm, but she always slipped through his fingers when he didn't expect it...
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"Bang--"
Back at the apartment, Li Ziting couldn't control his emotions and knocked over everything in the apartment.
The ground is full of chaos.
His face and eyes were reflected in the mirror, so gloomy and stained with a touch of red.
After a long time, he slowly packed up the things on the ground and put them back to their original places. The toe of his shoe stepped on a piece of information on Manna.
Ganlu's parents died in the fire at Li's branch.
Facts cannot be buried forever.
It's good that he can take advantage of this opportunity to get out. Then the truth will be revealed and the situation will not become embarrassing and weird.
Emotions, hate when you should hate, love when you should love, intertwined, hurting others and hurting yourself.
Sitting in the massage chair, he flicked the lighter with his thumb and lit the document.
He watched the information turn into ashes bit by bit before his eyes.
The fire was so hot that I couldn't even feel my fingertips.
So far.
Enough.
*************************
She still went to him as if nothing had happened. Under his indifference and neglect, she slowly spoke less and less to him...
Later, when they were in the same classroom, he could no longer hear her voice.
My chest felt like it was blocked, and the pain was fatal.
His eyes followed her figure.
In the arcade on the corner of the street, he watched her crying while playing games alone...
Is it because of him?
Why is it more uncomfortable to admit that she likes him than to cry while playing games?!
He stood there for a long, long time...
He almost had the urge to go up and take her away, but in the end, he just turned around and left, waiting in the car until she left the game arcade before leaving. "How about... let me touch you? See your recent growth?"
"I haven't even touched Li Ziting, why did you touch me?"
"..."
Their dialogue was direct and boring, and the anger that had been rising inexplicably subsided just because of that sentence - Li Ziting has never touched him, so you touched his ass.
In her heart, he was still more important than Zhao Mo.
But the sore and painful feeling is still clear.
He decided to tear through this layer of paper, thinking that what he had done was clear enough.
He asked her to study in S High School, he asked her to be his deskmate, and he only ate her lunch... He asked her to accompany him to the United States.
Isn't it clear enough?
Why did she act stupid again when he decided to reveal everything?
He asked her clearly, "Gan Xiaolu! Let me ask you, why are you unwilling to let Zhao Mo touch you, but you are willing to let me touch you?!"
What was her answer?
She asked back, "Um... how is your girlfriend? She wasn't particularly badly hit by me, was she?"
"..."
This should be his biggest failure since he became wise.
It's obvious that she likes him but doesn't want to be with him.
Li Ziting never thought that he would be defeated by a girl like Ganlu.
He thought he enjoyed the vanity of being liked by her, being aloof, enjoying her looking up to him, and casually waiting for her actions...
But in fact, it was himself who brought the two of them together time and time again.
She didn't want to.
The person who became anxious and afraid of losing became him.
What are you afraid of?
What is loss if you have never received it?
To him, Manna was a girl he could control in the palm of his hand, but in the end he realized that this was just his imagination.
She seemed to be always in his palm, but she always slipped through his fingers when he didn't expect it...
*************************
"Bang--"
Back at the apartment, Li Ziting couldn't control his emotions and knocked over everything in the apartment.
The ground is full of chaos.
His face and eyes were reflected in the mirror, so gloomy and stained with a touch of red.
After a long time, he slowly packed up the things on the ground and put them back to their original places. The toe of his shoe stepped on a piece of information on Manna.
Ganlu's parents died in the fire at Li's branch.
Facts cannot be buried forever.
It's good that he can take advantage of this opportunity to get out. Then the truth will be revealed and the situation will not become embarrassing and weird.
Emotions, hate when you should hate, love when you should love, intertwined, hurting others and hurting yourself.
Sitting in the massage chair, he flicked the lighter with his thumb and lit the document.
He watched the information turn into ashes bit by bit before his eyes.
The fire was so hot that I couldn't even feel my fingertips.
So far.
Enough.
*************************
She still went to him as if nothing had happened. Under his indifference and neglect, she slowly spoke less and less to him...
Later, when they were in the same classroom, he could no longer hear her voice.
My chest felt like it was blocked, and the pain was fatal.
His eyes followed her figure.
In the arcade on the corner of the street, he watched her crying while playing games alone...
Is it because of him?
Why is it more uncomfortable to admit that she likes him than to cry while playing games?!
He stood there for a long, long time...
He almost had the urge to go up and take her away, but in the end, he just turned around and left, waiting in the car until she left the game arcade before leaving.