Everyone doesn't like the feeling of teasing themselves. Even though some lies are well-intentioned, in the end, they find that they are the only ones who are kept in the dark. Everyone knows but they don't, and they still look like a lie.
Jumping up and down like a fool.
It's not that I'm angry, but I'm definitely depressed.
After thinking about all this, I felt exhausted like never before. This exhaustion even spread to my soul. Qin Pei and I did not go down the mountain to make an oath to each other a month ago, nor did we have a vigorous and epic love story. The two of us met and then ended up together.
Now I am not sure whether we are in love or not, which makes me feel very disappointed.
I once thought about saving her even if I sacrificed myself, but now I no longer have this urge. I just want to do my best, that's all.
I don't care how awesome or heroic the "Three Lives and Three Worlds" thing sounds. I'm just a pure virgin, not a scholar, not a romantic genius, just an ordinary person who is busy with life every day. I long for a relationship.
Love, I also long for it to be vigorous, but if it is full of intrigues and intrigues, this is not what I want.
What I want is that no matter what the process of love is, happiness is stable. I must be sure at all times that she loves me and is not as helpless and hesitant as she is now.
The old Taoist priest and I sat in the room for a long time. In the end, we really couldn't do it anymore. What's wrong? My brother is hungry. He is an old god who can live without food. I have to eat, right?
When I walked out of the house, I saw Qin Pei sitting haggardly at the door, waiting for me to come out. His pale little face looked heartbreaking.
I secretly vowed that if she was really sincere with me, I would definitely live up to her in this life.
When she saw me coming out, her expression became unnatural, which further confirmed my guess. She understood better than anyone else that I must have understood all the truth now. But if she doubted my IQ, she thought
If I were someone who thinks about things with my butt, that would be a different matter.
She asked tentatively: "You know everything?"
There was an apology in his tone.
My heart suddenly went cold. I now understand very well the feelings of the Confucian General in White in his previous life. There are some things that I have already guessed and thought about, but I still have to deceive myself.
He does it for brotherhood, but brothers do it for love.
I would rather it was all that I was overthinking and Qin Pei actually knew nothing about this, than accept the truth that I was manipulated by her.
But whether I want to accept it or not, the truth is here, and it will never leave me.
I tried not to show my disappointment on my face. I just nodded and said one word, "Yeah."
She grabbed the corner of my clothes and whispered, "I'm sorry."
I gently pulled the hem of clothes away from her hands, shook my head and pretended to smile, saying: "It's okay. I understand you. Now I have figured everything out. I was also sorry for you in my last life, so beautiful.
The girl was stabbed through the heart by my sword, just don’t blame me.”
She smiled reluctantly, with an apologetic look on her face.
I turned away, not wanting her to see my red eyes. What I wanted was not sorry, but three other words. Do you understand?
The old Taoist priest looked at the two of us at the door, shook his head with a wry smile, and sighed: What is love?
These things about the love between children are not too cumbersome. In fact, the love between Qin Pei and I no longer exists. After the old Taoist priest awakened my memories, he said that to untie the bell, the person who tied the bell must be tied. Xu Beishang’s persistence has already
When he reaches the point of madness, I am the only one who can relieve his obsession.
In other words, if you want to break through the Yin Marriage Tomb, it will be useless even if you go to the old gods. I have to take action. Whether I can succeed is not certain.
The two of us left Longhu Mountain like this. When we came, we were too eager to see the scenery. When we left, we were both occupied with our own thoughts and were not in the mood to see the scenery. In short, my trip was in vain. When we left
, I conveyed the old god’s wishes to the old man with the same gray hair and childish face.
The man who seemed to be a contemporary leader had tears streaming down his face, and he knelt down in the direction of the mountain where the old god was.
It is worth mentioning that at the foot of the mountain, we saw the face I often see on TV, the man in suit I saw in the so-called "VIP room" of Longhu Mountain.
On Longhu Mountain, he was unusually low-key in front of the gods, but when I saw him at the foot of the mountain, he had regained his strong aura. Three cars were parked on the road I must pass when going down the mountain. When we approached
At that moment, a man wearing a black suit and a stern face came out of the car in the middle.
He had a straight waist and looked like a martial artist with good martial arts. He made an invitation gesture to me and said: Sir, my boss wants to see you.
After I got in the car, he was the only one in the car who was frowning and smoking. When he saw me coming in, he threw away the cigarette butt, gave me a professional smile, stretched out his hand and said: "Little friend Zhao Sanliang, nice to meet you."
Already.
When I faced him, I was even more nervous than when I faced the old god. I wiped the sweat from my palms on my pants, held that strong big hand, and said nervously and almost incoherently: First...first...
Hello, Chief.
He patted my shoulder and said with a smile: "Don't be nervous, young man. I have nothing to do with you. I just met you once on the mountain. I feel like we are old friends at first sight. You know, I still have some tricks at the bottom of the mountain. Just check it out."
I've got some of your information, do you mind if I bother you?
I hurriedly waved my hands and said, "What do you mind? It's an honor. If you need any help, just ask."
He suddenly closed his face and looked at me with a frown. He hesitated to speak. After a while, he still sighed and said: "To be honest, I have something to ask of the immortal immortal in the mountain.
But he is not willing to interfere in the affairs of mortals at all. I just heard on the mountain that it seems that the immortal has some connection with you, little friend?"
I understood as soon as I heard that it was not my face that aroused the great man's interest, nor the fact that we felt like old friends at first sight, but the courtesy he received from the old Taoist on Longhu Mountain, and he might even have heard about that man.
The old god's soul left his body and transmitted his voice from thousands of miles away, so he treated me differently. This time, my relationship buddy was able to show off his power.
But, does this tiger power belong to the old god or the young hero from my buddy’s previous life? It’s really hard to tell.
But it's irrational to show off one's power in front of this old man, and I don't have the guts. And since he is seeking help from the old god, he is obviously not a materialist, so I have no intention of hiding it: This sounds very strange and weird.
, if you believe it, then believe it, if not, just think that I am talking nonsense. I may have had some disputes with this old god in my previous life, and he owed me a favor. This time, I am here to ask for help from him.
When the man in the suit heard that the old god owed me a favor, his eyes lit up with a fiery light. A person at his level should know how important the favor of an old monster who has lived for who knows how many years is.
Taoism emphasizes the cycle of cause and effect. No matter how small a favor is, it will definitely be repaid, otherwise there will be fetters on the road to life.
This gentleman may have wanted to show my favor. Thinking of this, I hurriedly said: Chief, it’s just a small favor. I and I came to ask for help this time. The old god has already returned the favor. From now on, we may not owe each other anything.
.
The man in the suit looked at me for a long time and asked softly: Then I can take the liberty of asking, what request did Sanliang young friend make to the old god?
I said frankly: The girl outside the car was suffering from a strange disease, so I begged the old god to come to her door and save her, and the old god had agreed.
The face of the man in the suit suddenly turned gloomy. It seemed that this man had also encountered some troublesome things. Otherwise, people who have experienced the world of mortals to their level would basically be indifferent to emotions and anger. He raised his finger and pointed at me,
He said to me with a tone of extreme hatred: You are just trying to save a woman?! You have wasted a favor from a god like this?
Do you know what kind of opportunities you have missed! Apart from anything else, have you ever thought that I can change your life, or even change the destiny of several generations of your family?!
I smiled bitterly and said: I know, but since I have chosen, I will not regret it. Chief, I am still young and I have to walk step by step, right?
Although I said this, my heart was filled with tears. Do I regret it? I can't say, I would never let Qin Pei die for the sake of glory and wealth, but I gave up such a good opportunity, and a blessing will come next.
After several generations of opportunities, just to save a woman who was plotting against me, she may not even love me at all, and she has been taking advantage of me, and I still feel like eating a fly.
For a man like me, why don't you love me?!
In the end, the man in the suit let me out of the car, gave me a business card, and said that since we met, we were destined to meet him. If we were desperate, we could go find him. This seemed to be just a small episode until I saw it on TV later.
Here comes this person.
On TV, he was a prisoner undergoing trial. Only then did I understand why he begged the old god.
In political struggle, all means are used.
I didn't tell Qin Pei about this cause and effect. She doesn't owe me anything. If she loves me, she loves me. If she doesn't love me, I will never force it. I don't want her to do anything to me because she feels guilty. Such feelings will no longer exist.
purely.
Our original goal was to break the Yin Marriage Tomb that I saw in my previous life, but later, I changed my mind and returned to Xi'an with Qin Pei.
In fact, it’s not for anything, just to have a drink with Xu Beishang. I can only express the pain in my heart to this man who loved me deeply in my previous life.