Before she finished speaking, Fu Ziheng interrupted her in a deep voice and looked at her with a certain determination.
Such a tone sounds a bit childish.
Xiao Wan was startled.
After being stunned, she looked away, lowered her gaze and said calmly: "Whatever you want."
Sunlight streamed in from the window, covering her whole body. Fu Ziheng sat in the distance and watched her, feeling that she had grown up from that heartless little girl in an instant.
He didn't understand why he felt like this.
In the quiet afternoon, neither of them spoke, and they could only occasionally hear the sound of pages turning in Fu Ziheng's hand.
Xiao Wan's face gradually turned red, and her hands were tightly twisted together under the quilt. She looked up at the door from time to time, hoping that a nurse would open the door and come in.
Her ears moved, and Fu Ziheng was keenly aware that her breathing had become heavier.
Putting down the magazine in his hand, he looked up and noticed something strange about her: "What's wrong with you?"
Xiao Wan bit her lip and shook her head: "No, it's okay." After a pause, she said again, "Can you call the nurse for me?"
"What's wrong with you?" Fu Ziheng immediately stood up nervously and came to her side. Xiao Wan's face became redder and redder, and she shook her head hurriedly: "No, it's not."
Fu Ziheng frowned: "What happened?"
Xiao Wan pursed her lips and finally held back a sentence: "I want to go to the toilet."
She ate too much fruit just now, and now it turned into water and collected in her bladder. She didn't want to ask Fu Ziheng, but her legs couldn't get up and walk. Moreover, there was no bell to call the nurse in this ward.
Fu Ziheng's face darkened after hearing this: "Have you been holding it in until now?"
Xiao Wan lowered his head and nodded.
"..."
Fu Ziheng stared at her with an ugly expression.
Even if Xiao Wan didn't raise her head, she could still feel his glare on her back, which made her very uncomfortable.
After a long time, Fu Ziheng withdrew his gaze, took off his coat angrily, and uttered a sentence.
"——Humph, you really can bear it!"
When he said this, he bent down and picked her up from the bed. Xiao Wan exclaimed and immediately put her arms around his neck. His voice floated into her ears, neither soft nor heavy, and his eyes were filled with emotion.
It means a profound double meaning.
She could bear it, and she hadn't exploded until now. He originally thought that she would yell and question him after she woke up, but in the end she didn't ask anything, and even acted extremely well-behaved, as if nothing had happened.
, still eating, drinking and sleeping.
But Fu Ziheng knew that something in Xiao Wan had changed.
The gradual loss of things began to make him flustered and even at a loss. He didn't know how to express himself, so he could only choose the stupidest way, which was to stay with her, accompany her, and let her look at him day and night.
This seemed to let her know and tell her that he still stayed with her. She couldn't ignore him, couldn't stay away from him, couldn't dislike him, couldn't even be... disappointed with him!
He doesn't like that feeling.
It can be said that it is very annoying.
*
This ward was definitely for high-end VIPs. Fu Ziheng carried her to the small door at the corner, then reached out and unscrewed the door to find a small bathroom.
Since she couldn't move, Fu Ziheng held her the whole time, bent down and put her on the toilet, and then reached out to unbutton her pants.
Xiao Wan covered her pants and felt embarrassed: "You go out first, I can do it alone."
After looking at her, Fu Ziheng nodded: "Okay, call me."
"Um."
After she nodded in agreement, Fu Ziheng opened the door and went out. He came to the window, opened it, took a cigarette out of his pocket, and lit it.
Tobacco was dispensable to him, but in the past two days, he often smoked without leaving his hand. Only when the smell of tobacco was inhaled into his lungs did he feel better.
After the cigarette was burned out, there was no movement at all in the bathroom. Fu Ziheng frowned, walked to the door with his eyes raised, and knocked on the door: "Xiao Wan?"
"Well——"
There was a small muffled sound coming from inside.
Fu Ziheng didn't even want to reach out and push the door open.
"What are you doing?" Seeing the scene clearly, he was furious. He rushed over in three steps and held Xiao Wan, who was holding on to the wall, steady. Xiao Wan lowered his head in embarrassment: "I don't want to trouble you.
, so I want to try to stand up by myself, well, how could I know that I am so useless, I don’t even have the strength to stand up on this leg.”
She spoke in an understatement, but every word was like a knife piercing Fu Ziheng's heart.
Don't want to trouble him? What does this mean? Do you want to have nothing to do with him?
What she thought was that he was her husband and she would have an inseparable relationship with him throughout her life!
Fu Ziheng pursed his lips tightly to suppress the anger boiling in his heart. Without saying a word, he picked her up and left the bathroom. When he put her on the hospital bed, his face was still very ugly.
Xiao Wan seemed to have not seen his expression and said lightly: "Thank you."
Those damn words 'thank you' instantly brought Fu Ziheng to the brink of emotional collapse.
Lifting her chin, in her stunned eyes, he lowered his head and kissed her hard...
This kiss didn't feel like a kiss, but more like venting and punishment.
Fu Ziheng bit the corner of her mouth, not lightly or hard, not sparing any part. The person in his arms seemed to have calmed down, and began to struggle vigorously, pushing his chest with both hands.
Of course he wouldn't let her go, he fixed her hands with just one simple movement, pushed her onto the bed, pried open her teeth, and flexibly penetrated her with his long tongue.
He hooked her tongue, wanting her to tangle with him.
But gradually...
He noticed her abnormality, and his movements gradually stopped. The person under him was as calm as a rag doll, letting him move without making any noise or resisting. Even the clenched fists gradually
loosened...
Fu Ziheng stood up slightly and saw her dull eyes.
"Xiaowan..."
He called her in a hoarse voice.
Turning her eyes, Xiao Wan looked at him: "Aren't you going to continue?"
"..."
Fu Ziheng's breath froze and he looked at her steadily.
"If you don't want to continue, please let me go, thank you." Xiao Wan looked away and looked at a certain place without focus, "You are pressing on my leg, it hurts."
The last sentence made Fu Ziheng stand up and leave instantly as if he was electrocuted.
Xiao Wan reached out and pulled the quilt, covering herself, then closed her eyes, and her hands began to tremble violently under the quilt.
Why should he treat himself like this?!
He thought he had done something wrong and she was angry. He brought out a candy, said some nice words, and did something to make her feel soft, and she took the initiative to forgive her.
Can--
How to forgive a broken heart?
Even if you pick it up and glue it on bit by bit, there will still be cracks.
Some things happen, they just happen, and they will never go back to the way they were before.
Just like at the explosion scene, the moment he hugged Ji Yanran and ignored her, turned around and ran out, he should have understood this truth.
He chose Ji Yanran, and she chose to let go.
She will never force herself to keep feelings and people that do not belong to her.
Even if her heart was hurting, no matter what, she still had to grit her teeth and hold on. She couldn't cry, because no one would hurt her, and no one would feel sorry for her because of her tears.
No one.
She closed her eyes and endured all the grievances and sourness in her heart bit by bit back into her stomach.
As the winter afternoon approached, Fu Ziheng stood in front of her hospital bed for several hours.
*
The next morning, Fu Jingguo was welcomed into the ward. Xiao Wan was leaning on the hospital bed reading a book. When she heard the footsteps, she thought it was Fu Ziheng who was back. When she looked up, she was shocked: "You, why are you here?"
?”
After speaking, he looked behind Fu Jingguo and saw that there was no one else. He came alone.
Fu Jingguo sat down next to her. Xiao Wan left and sat up straight, behaved. Fu Jingguo said: "You can lie down."
"No, it's okay." Xiao Wan raised her eyes in confusion: "What do you want from me?"
Fu Jingguo frowned slightly. Although Xiao Wan was not very close to him in the past, he would always call him "Dad" when he opened his mouth. Now, he felt that he was much stranger to him, as if he was treating a strange person.
Just like elders.
"I came to see you alone today." Fu Jingguo sighed and suddenly said, "Xiaowan, I want to say I'm sorry for what happened this time."
As he spoke, he lowered his head slightly.
Xiao Wan was shocked and quickly reached out to help Fu Jingguo's arm, confused: "What's wrong? What are you apologizing for?"
"The reason why you are seriously injured and lying in the hospital is because of our Fu family. If it weren't for Chu Ran, how could you be like this?" Fu Jingguo showed an expression of hatred, "Chu Ran, I can't personally escort him to apologize to you now.
, but Dad promises you that this kind of thing will never happen again."
Xiao Wan pursed her lips: "What do you plan to do with Senior Brother Chu?"
"You don't care about this, just rest and recuperate."
"Dad." Xiao Wan called him solemnly. Fu Jingguo was stunned, and Xiao Wan stared at him, "Can I ask you something?"
"What are you talking about?"
"I hope you don't blame Senior Brother Chu. This matter is not his fault." Xiao Wan pointed to her leg, "If it weren't for Senior Brother Chu, I wouldn't have suffered such a minor injury.
He saved his life, if you want to punish him, I will take it for him."
Fu Jingguo opened his eyes in shock: "You..."
"I didn't lie, nor did I mean to say good things to Senior Brother Chu. Fu Ziheng can prove this. If you don't believe it, you can ask him." Xiao Wan said anxiously.
Fu Jingguo looked at her in silence, with a solemn and scrutinizing look on his face.
Xiao Wan didn't know why and touched her face: "What's wrong?"
"Xiao Wan, what are you doing to Chu Ran..."
The door to the ward was suddenly pushed open from the outside, and Fu Ziheng walked in with breakfast in hand. He was startled for a moment when he saw Fu Jingguo, but quickly returned to normal.
He placed the breakfast items one by one, and then went over to bring Xiao Wan over for breakfast. Xiao Wan hurriedly stopped him: "I, I can do it myself, I don't need your help."