The child saved her life! The last word 'hate' completely angered Fu Ziheng. He used three-thirds of his strength to lift her chin. The angrier he became, the softer the words coming out of his thin lips: "Don't like it? Don't like it.
You gave me two children? You really don’t like it, huh?”
There were still crystal tears on her eyelashes, and her body was still trembling, but the expression on her face quickly cooled down like ice. Her voice was dry but extremely clear and she blurted out: "I never, never wanted to
I want those two children!"
Fu Ziheng froze on the spot.
"Fu Ziheng, what kind of confidence do you have to think that if I hated you so much back then, I would give birth to two children for you?!" Xiao Wan raised her hand and wiped away the tears on her cheeks, "Reality
It's not like the novel routine in the president's article. After being severely hurt by you, I went abroad and couldn't help but give birth to your child! From the moment I left you, I never thought about having any relationship with you again, you said
How come I gave birth to two children and will have nothing to do with you in the future!"
Her eyes were ruthless, and the smile on her lips made Fu Ziheng feel like he had fallen into an ice cellar.
He opened his mouth, and his voice was as deep as an old drum, making people panic: "What did you say?!"
Xiao Wan bit her lip and looked at him, "Fu Ziheng, I don't like you, and I have never thought about getting back together with you. I didn't even plan to let Anna and Xiaoxiao come into this world to give birth to them!"
The secrets that had been hidden in her heart for many years were finally revealed today. Xiao Wan did not feel relaxed. Instead, her heart felt as heavy as a lead ball.
Fu Ziheng's face instantly turned pale, with no blood at all, as if he had suffered a fatal blow.
Xiaoxiao's trembling voice suddenly sounded from the door: "Mommy..."
Looking back in disbelief, the person standing at the door was none other than Xiaoxiao. She was standing with one hand on the door frame, her face was pale. It was obvious that she heard what Xiao said, "I never thought about those two things."
A child', and behind her, Xiaoxiao was also standing there, holding one of Xiaoxiao's hands, with a hurt expression on his face.
God!
Her body became unstable, and Xiao Wan felt as if all her strength had been drained out of her body in an instant. If it weren't for the wall behind her, her legs would have gone weak.
"Anna...Xiaoxiao..."
Suppressing the churning blood in her heart, Xiao Wan walked over step by step, squatted down in front of them, gave a hard smile, and said in a hoarse voice: "You... why aren't you asleep yet?"
Xiaoxiao looked at Xiao Wan with great grievance: "Mommy, why don't you want us?"
She thought she was lucky that they didn't hear her clearly.
It turned out that she was just thinking about it.
"No... Mom doesn't want you... How could she not want you?" Xiao Wan explained in pain, reaching out her hands and quickly hugging the two children into her arms. The tears she had held back fell again, "Mom
I love you so much, how could I not want you?!"
As soon as she cried, the two children also started crying. Xiaoxiao even sobbed and asked questions, "I...I clearly heard it. Mommy said she didn't want us and didn't want to give birth to me and my brother. Mommy, you lied to us."
…Mommy, don’t dislike us! My brother and I will be good, we didn’t get up without sleep on purpose, we just couldn’t sleep…Mommy, please like us, okay?!”
Xiao Wan nodded like garlic, her throat was as hot as pepper water. She patted the backs of the two children and tried her best to hold back her tears: "Okay! Mom likes you, she likes you very much, even more than she likes herself!"
How could she be so stupid and say such stupid things!
Xiao Wan bit her lip, her lower lip had been bitten to pieces, but she didn't care. Her heart hurt so much that it felt like an invisible hand had grabbed her heart, and that hand would crush her heart at any time.
Xiaoxiao cried on Xiao Wan's shoulder, her whole face was covered with tears, and she couldn't make a sound.
Fu Ziheng couldn't stand it anymore. He walked over, bent down and picked up Xiaoxiao in her arms. Xiao Wan suddenly raised her head and shouted, "What are you doing?"
In the generous embrace, Xiaoxiao felt even more aggrieved. She put her arms around Fu Ziheng's neck and meowed like a kitten: "Dad...Dad..."
"Be good." Fu Ziheng whispered in her ear, "Mom doesn't like you, but you have a father. Can he take you away?"
Xiaoxiao didn't say anything, she just hugged Fu Ziheng's neck and cried.
The nerves in Xiao Wan's head tightened. Has this day finally come? Fu Ziheng wants to snatch the child away from her? Absolutely not! The two children are her life and everything, and she cannot let him take them away.
them!
Fu Ziheng hugged Xiaoxiao, held Xiaoxiao's hand, and led them out of the bedroom without looking at Xiao Wan.
Xiao Wan came to her senses and shouted in a panic: "Fu Ziheng, give me back the child!"
The voice was sharp and shrill.
Xiaoxiao raised a pair of tearful eyes and looked over. Their dearest mother chased her from the room, calling her name, as if she was afraid of losing them, with a look of fear on her face.
"Mother!"
First, Xiaoxiao yelled, broke away from Fu Ziheng's hand, and ran towards Xiao Wan. How could they believe that their mother didn't love them? Who stayed up all night with them when they were sick?
, who sat beside the bed with a cattail leaf fan to drive away mosquitoes for them at night during the power outage, and they slept sweetly, while their mother was bitten one after another by mosquitoes, and who saw them falling down and crying.
He laughed and said they were crybabies, but at night he secretly came to check on their injured areas and cried silently...
If this isn't love, then what is?
Xiaoxiao ran over, and Xiao Wan reached out and hugged him tightly, as if hugging the most precious treasure in the world.
"Brother! Mommy!"
Xiaoxiao wanted to get off Fu Ziheng, but Fu Ziheng held her daughter tightly, looking at Xiao Wan and her son behind her with complicated eyes and heartache. Xiaoxiao was anxious. She wanted to go back to her mother so much, but her father wouldn't let her.
She came down, her legs started kicking wildly, and kicked Fu Ziheng's nerves violently. Fu Ziheng felt pain and let go of his hand. Xiaoxiao came out of his arms and ran towards Xiao Wan while crying!
Xiaoxiao rushed over and hit her hard, making Xiao Wan's heart instantly full and plump.
Fu Ziheng endured the pain and walked over slowly. Xiao Wan hugged the two children tightly and raised his head, looking at them with lightning-like eyes, his eyes clearly wary.
This look completely hurt Fu Ziheng's heart.
"Dad, we want to follow mom." Xiaoxiao held Xiao Wan's hand tightly and spoke suddenly.
Fu Ziheng moved his lips, but found that he couldn't say a word. Xiao Wan's cold and red eyes stared at him. Fu Ziheng raised a vague smile at the corner of his mouth, turned around and left.
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The night has fallen, and both children have fallen asleep. However, in their dreams, they also seemed to feel insecure. They curled up their little bodies, clenched their hands into small fists, and frowned.
Wan lay down next to him and could touch the two children with her hand, which made her feel extremely satisfied.
Xiaoxiao didn't know what she was dreaming about, her facial features were all wrinkled together, and she whispered in her mouth: "Mom, don't let me go..."
After hearing this, Xiao Wan's heart twitched and Jing Luan was in pain.
Her eyes began to feel astringent again. She quickly closed her eyes to block the tears that were about to burst out. She forced herself to go to bed quickly. She would have to go to work tomorrow and her children would go to school tomorrow. All bad things would be over today.
,Tomorrow is another new day...
But where could she sleep?
As soon as I closed my eyes, I replayed in my mind the sight of the two children with their faces full of tears, stabbing Xiao Wan's heart every time.
She had just arrived in the United States five years ago. In addition to taking care of her father, who was still awake at the time, she also had to find time to go to a cram school to learn English. She had not had her period for two months and did not notice any changes. She just pretended that she was not used to it.
She was thinking about things and was under great pressure. At that time, it seemed that everything was on her shoulders alone.
She felt that the sky was about to fall, and there was no tall person around her who could hold it up for her. She had to bear the difficulties herself and learn to be strong alone.
She found out she was pregnant three months later. During that time, she lost weight very quickly, but her belly grew bigger day by day. She even fainted because she was too tired after studying once, and her classmates sent her to the hospital.
, she learned that she was pregnant.
At that moment, the sky that she had just held up for half the sky seemed to have collapsed again in an instant.
At that time, she didn't want this child, let alone Fu Ziheng's child, so she decided to go to the hospital to have the child aborted.
The doctor there advised her not to abort the child, and told her how a baby evolves in the belly. He also told her that the child in the belly was very healthy. Although the mother was very thin, the child survived healthily and safely. Now the child is in her
Three months into her pregnancy, she could gradually hear sounds and feel things, and finally told her that she was pregnant with twins.
At that moment, Xiao Wan's mind could only be empty. After staying in the hospital for half an hour, she didn't know how to get home.
After returning home, Xiao Wan locked herself in the house for three full days. During those three days, she thought a lot. In the end, she could only say sorry to the children in her belly - she couldn't have them, she couldn't afford them!
After the doctor knew her determination, he knew how to persuade the little girl but she would not listen. Finally, he reluctantly nodded and made an appointment with her for her to go to the hospital to complete the operation.
Xiao Wan made up her mind and went out the next day. The moment she held the doorknob, the children in her belly seemed to know their fate. They began to move restlessly, with increasing amplitude. Xiao Wan gradually felt...
It didn't work, so I bent over and lay on the floor in pain, holding my stomach.
It really hurt. At that time, she wondered if the children were blaming her, blaming her for not wanting them, so they wanted to punish her like this.
She fainted from the pain, and when she woke up again, she felt no pain in her stomach at all, as if nothing had happened.
It was as if the pain was just an illusion of her own.
After she woke up, she hurried to the hospital. The doctor asked her why she was an hour or two late because she didn't have the agreed time. Xiao Wan told the truth. The doctor immediately asked her to do a series of tests, and the results came out.
Nothing happened. The two little guys in her belly were fine.
Xiao Wan wondered why the pain was like this? Could it be that her stomachache and fainting were really just a dream? But the time she agreed with the doctor was obviously late.
She was at a loss, confused and hesitant. When she was sitting on the chair in the waiting area, she told herself not to think too much, to finish the operation with peace of mind, and everything would be settled.
The people waiting with her whispered quietly, bringing Xiao Wan back to reality. She looked up and saw those people standing up from their chairs and pointing at the TV hanging on the wall.
He looked up in confusion and saw that the anchor on the TV was broadcasting local news in pure English with a serious look on his face.
"——Around ten o'clock this morning, this bus was involved in a serious car accident, resulting in the death of six passengers and the injury of 28 others. Now some injured people are trying their best to rescue them. Will the death toll continue to increase? Please
Follow this station and we will report it for you as soon as possible..."
Xiao Wan sat in a chair and stared at the TV blankly. Her whole body began to tremble, and her body became cold. The checklist in her hand fell to the ground, and her hands involuntarily covered her abdomen.
The bus, that route, that road section reported on TV... was exactly the way she had to take to get to the hospital, and the time of the incident was exactly the time when she went out... If, if she hadn't started to have pain in her abdomen, she would have
The person is on that bus, maybe she is dead, maybe she is lying in the operating room being rescued now...
Her children...the two children she didn't want...saved her life!
They saved her life!
A nurse came over to call her and patted her shoulders. Xiao Wan looked up blankly. The nurse looked at her face and asked her what was wrong. Xiao Wan didn't say anything and just looked at her with wide eyes. The nurse
She was frightened and told her that it was time for the operation and she should go into the operating room to get anesthesia now...
"I won't do it, I won't do it..."
Before the nurse finished speaking, Xiao Wan suddenly stood up from the chair, covering her abdomen to protect her child, and fled from the hospital.
From then on, Xiao Wan never had any second thoughts and started raising the baby wholeheartedly. One morning in the spring of the next year, she came to the hospital and the baby was delivered normally. After staying in the delivery room for five hours, a boy and a girl were about to be born.
.
The moment she heard the children crying, Xiao Wan hugged them, one on the left and the other on the right, and cried bitterly with them.
This is her child, the child born to her Xiao Wan. It has nothing to do with anyone. They are two lives and individuals. They cannot be denied the opportunity to come to this world because of their father.
She loved her children more than anything.
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As soon as the alarm clock rang in the morning, Xiao Wan opened her eyes. Before her thoughts started to work normally, she saw two little guys holding hands and already dressed standing beside the bed and looking at her motionless.
I don't know if she slept well, but Xiao Wan's head hurt a little. She reached out and pressed her eyebrows, and said in a hoarse voice: "Why did you wake up so early?"
Xiaoxiao immediately obediently took the glass of water she had prepared from the bedside and handed it to Xiao Wan's hand, "Mommy, drink some water."
"Thank you." Xiao Wan was so moved that she took the water from her daughter's hand and drank most of it. Her throat felt much better now.
Xiaoxiao even picked up a set of clothes from the chair next to him, put them next to the bed and said, "Mom, please wear this set."
Xiao Wan was a little strange: "Why?"
"Because this set will definitely look good when my mother blows it."
"……All right."
Xiao Wan took her clothes and went next door to change. After changing, she came out of the room. She was about to ask them to come out to brush their teeth and wash their faces when she heard their little voices saying: "Brother, we are obedient and brought water for mommy."
, and I picked out clothes for her, will she like us and not want us anymore?"
Xiaoxiao said this with great grievance.
Standing by the door, Xiao Wan's heart trembled.
Just as he was about to go in, he heard Xiaoxiao say: "Anna, don't think too much. Mom loves us, and she won't abandon us. Didn't mom explain it last night? When mom comes in later, don't be bitter."
If you look at your mother with a picture, she will be unhappy, do you understand?"
"Oh." Xiaoxiao nodded softly and obediently.
Taking a deep breath, Xiao Wan raised her hand and knocked on the side, with a smile on her lips, "What are you talking about? Let's go, mom will take you to wash your face."
"No, we didn't say anything." Xiaoxiao waved her hands immediately, as if she was afraid that she would notice something.
Xiao Wan didn't say anything. He came to her, squatted down in front of her, combed her hair with his hands, then hugged her and whispered in her ear: "Good morning, mom loves you."
If the children don't feel safe, then she gives them a sense of security.
After hearing this, Xiaoxiao smiled happily, hugged Xiao Wan back, and nodded vigorously: "Well, Xiaoxiao loves mommy too."
Xiao Wan kissed her on the cheek, turned around and hugged Xiaoxiao again, and said the same thing. The little guy seemed a little awkward, and said "I love you", and then pointed to the clothes on her body and said, "Mom, what are you wearing?"
This body is very beautiful.”
Xiao Wan smiled and took them to wash up. After washing, she saw that it was already getting late, so there was no breakfast at home, so she took them downstairs and ate something outside.
After sending them to school smoothly, Teacher Xu saw Xiao Wan sending the children to school alone, and casually asked: "Hey, why didn't their father come?"
The smile on Xiao Wan's lips froze, and she said vaguely, "He didn't come because he had something to do." Then she said nothing more and asked the children to quickly enter the school, while she hurried to the company.
When she came to the company, she happened to meet He Ye. He Ye pointed at her red and swollen peach-like eyes and shouted: "Xiaowan, you..."
"Don't be surprised. I watched this on TV last night. It was so touching. I used so many tissues, so I ended up like this when I woke up this morning."
"It's so childish. I'm a mother of two children, but I still cry when watching TV. Hey, what kind of TV is it? Is it good? Tell me your name. I'll go and watch it too..."
"..."
Xiao Wan rolled her eyes at him speechlessly, didn't he despise her? Why did he ask her for the name of the TV series again? What's the point?