I will be condemned and disturbed until I die. After eating the meal brought by the two little babies, Xiao Wan let them play aside. Xiao Seshan was clearing away the uneaten food on the table. Xiao Wan came over and said, "Dad, let me do it."
Bar."
Xiao Seshan smiled and did not stop: "You go and rest, I'll do it."
It's not like he hasn't noticed how haggard his daughter has been in the past few days, and he has no other choice but to feel sorry for her.
Xiao Wan turned around and came to the hospital bed. She stood quietly on the side and looked at Fu Ziheng on the hospital bed. After watching for a while, she suddenly said: "Dad, do you think it was me who caused such a thing to happen to him?"
She looked confused and her tone was full of self-blame. The hands hanging on both sides of her legs were tightly clenched into fists, as if she was trying her best to suppress her emotions.
Realizing that his daughter had such thoughts, Xiao Seshan immediately put down his hand and came to her. He patted her shoulder with one hand, as if to give her strength: "I can't blame you, it was an accident."
"No, it's not." Xiao Wan shook her head, "If it weren't for me, he wouldn't be lying on the bed like this, dying."
If she hadn't made that call, he wouldn't have come to save her, nor would he be like this.
Everything is her fault.
She is the culprit!
It was her fault that Fu Ziheng was lying half-dead like this. She was the murderer! She was the one who should be lying on the bed! Now that she thought about how he rushed over to protect her in the car without caring about his own life, her mind was filled with tears.
It hurts!
This man protected her with his own life!
Biting her lips, she refused to let out the slightest sound. Her throat felt like a big stone was blocked, and her eyes were burning with pain. Xiao Seshan sighed and hugged her daughter: "Don't cry, don't let me
The kids are worried."
Xiao Wan nodded and held back her tears.
Xiao Seshan patted her back: "Today is Saturday, the children don't have to go to school. Let them stay with you here to prevent you from thinking wildly."
"Yeah." Xiao Wan stretched out her hand to wipe away her tears.
*
After leaving the ward, Xiao Seshan did not go back. He went to the garden of the hospital, found a bench and sat down. After sitting for a while, he took out his mobile phone and made a call.
Less than twenty minutes later, a car slowly drove into the hospital. Secretary Fang opened the door and got out, opening the door for Fu Jingguo.
Fu Jingguo came to the bench and sat down. He handed over a bottle of beer in his hand and said, "I saw it on the road. I remembered that you used to like this flavor the most, so I brought you a bottle."
Xiao Seshan reached out to take it and smiled: "I didn't expect you to remember it."
"My memory is not good now, and I have gradually forgotten many things."
"Would you like to drink together?"
Fu Jingguo waved his hand: "My current physical condition does not allow me to drink this."
After speaking, he sighed.
Biting open the cap of the beer bottle with his teeth, Xiao Seshan raised his head and took a sip: "It seems that in addition to your poor memory, your courage is getting weaker and weaker. You didn't take your own life seriously before, how could you care so much?
A small beer.”
"You are right, people will cherish their own lives more and more as they get older."
"How is your health?" Xiao Seshan suddenly asked.
Fu Jingguo understood what he meant. On the day of Fu Ziheng's accident, he rushed to the hospital in a hurry. As a result, he suffered a heart attack because of his excitement and ended up lying on the hospital bed.
After waking up, Fu Jingguo saw Xiao Seshan in his ward. The two of them chatted happily all afternoon like old friends, without mentioning any old things.
Until today, Xiao Seshan called, and Fu Jingguo walked out resolutely despite the doctor's obstruction.
"It's nothing. I'm much better after taking medicine." Fu Jingguo looked like he didn't want to mention more about his health.
Xiao Seshan glanced at him, he didn't look very good, he was much older, and he was not as fine as he said.
Knowing that he was trying to be brave, Xiao Seshan didn't say anything and said, "I just came out of the ward."
"Xiao Wan, is that child still guarding you?"
"Still guarding."
"He is really stubborn. He has exactly the same temper as you, an old guy."
Xiao Seshan laughed loudly when he heard this: "She is my daughter, of course she must be like me."
"Xiao Wan is a good child. You have educated her very well and she is responsible, just like you." Fu Jingguo nodded, "She has been in the ward for several days. If this continues, her body will be too much for me. Are you?
Her father, she will always listen to what you say, just go and persuade her and let her go home and have a good rest for two days. In Ziheng's case, a team of doctors will help."
"I've said all this, but she didn't listen to it. You said she has a stubborn temper. Sometimes I can't handle her." Xiao Seshan sighed, "Since she wants to stay there, let her
Just wait, as long as she feels happy."
Hearing that Fu Jingguo didn't say anything, he paused for a long time before he spoke: "You came to me today not just to chat with me."
While the two were chatting, Xiao Seshan had finished drinking the beer in his hand. He put down the empty bottle in his hand and nodded: "Yes, I have something else to tell you."
"Secretary Fang." Fu Jingguo turned around and called the person behind him, "Please step aside."
After Secretary Fang hesitated for a moment, he nodded: "Yes."
After everyone left, Fu Jingguo said: "There are no outsiders now, you can tell me."
Xiao Seshan smiled when he heard this: "You and I have nothing to talk about, so naturally we want to talk about our children."
"You're right, you haven't forgiven me yet." Fu Jingguo said, "How do you want to talk about it?"
"Your son saved my daughter's life, although my Xiao family owes him." Xiao Seshan said lightly: "But I only owe him Fu Ziheng, not your Fu family."
He calculated it so clearly with him, just because he wanted to tell him that he still hadn't let go of what happened back then.
How could Fu Jingguo not understand, he nodded: "You are right."
Xiao Seshan added: "I am not the kind of father who doesn't care about his daughter's happiness. She is an adult and has the right to choose the life she wants. When Fu Ziheng wakes up, I will not stop her from choosing him.
But Fu Jingguo, you—" At this point, he stopped, looked at him and said calmly: "—being hurt by the best brother in my life is probably the worst thing that has happened to me in my life. You have to remember that this is also you.
The biggest mistake you make in your life will leave you with conscience condemnation and uneasiness until your death."
Fu Jingguo, who originally had a bad face, turned even paler when he heard what he said.
*
"Dad, can you hear Xiaoxiao? Mommy took her brother to the bathroom, so I told you secretly." Xiaoxiao pulled up a chair and stood on it, lying on the hospital bed with his upper body lying on it, lowering his voice and secretly
Said, "Actually, I know that Dad is not tired, but sick."
The adults told her that her father kept falling asleep because he was too tired, but she knew that the adults were lying to her and didn't want her to feel sad if she knew, so she just pretended not to know.
She lay on the bedside, stretched out her soft little hand and poked her father's cheek hard, then quickly retracted her hand, looking motionless at her father who still had his eyes closed with her two big eyes.
"Doesn't it hurt?" Xiaoxiao muttered, "I tried very hard to wake you up, dad."
The outside force could not wake him up, so Xiaoxiao had no choice but to say: "Dad, if you wake up now, then I will tell you another secret!"
After she finished speaking, she continued to stare wide-eyed, but she was still disappointed that her father did not wake up.
"Okay." Xiaoxiao lowered his head and pouted and said: "Last night when I was sleeping, I heard my brother crying. My brother didn't know about it. He was sleeping with his eyes closed at the time. That's what he said
Talking in my sleep, I heard my brother calling me daddy, and he seemed very sad..."
Xiaoxiao was very tired lying down talking like this, so he simply took off his shoes and climbed onto the bed.
When Xiao Wan came back from the bathroom with her son, she saw her daughter sleeping closely next to Fu Ziheng. The sun shone in from the outside and fell on them. This scene looked unusually warm.
If this was not a ward, Fu Ziheng would not be sleeping while lying on the hospital bed.
She stood by the door for a while. When she went in and closed the door, she moved gently. Xiaoxiao took her hand and suddenly asked: "Mom, when will dad wake up?"
The two children have always been very well-behaved and have never asked her such a question. Now that her son asked her directly, Xiao Wan was startled for a moment. After a while, she answered: "Mom doesn't know, although I miss my father very much."
Wake up, but the doctor uncle said that dad may be in a coma for a while."
"How long was that?"
Xiao Wan pursed her lips, squatted down in front of the child, touched his head, took a deep breath, and said with a smile: "Uncle doctor said that dad will not wake up so soon. There is a blood clot in dad's brain.
You won't wake up until the blood clots dissipate, maybe a week, maybe a month, maybe a year."
Xiaoxiao frowned and said, "It's so long."
"Yeah." Xiao Wan nodded: "Mom also thinks it's long, but it doesn't matter. No matter how long dad sleeps, mom will take care of it."
"Just like grandpa?"
"Yes." Xiao Wan nodded: "Just like grandpa, he will wake up one day."
"Knock knock——"
There was a knock on the door at this moment.
The two of them turned to look over, and the door was pushed open, and Fu Jingguo walked in from the outside.
"Grandpa." Xiaoxiao called out obediently.
Fu Jingguo smiled and reached out to rub his head: "You're so good."
Xiao Wan stood up and said hello: "Hello."
"You're still calling me so unfamiliar?" Fu Jingguo laughed, "When Ziheng wakes up, you go and get the certificate, and when it seems like you'll change it back to calling me dad. I like hearing you call me that."
Xiao Wan was a little embarrassed.
She still didn't know how to deal with Fu Jingguo. Fu Ziheng said that her father and his father were the grudges of the previous generation, and they didn't need to worry about it. She needed to live her own life... But every time she saw Fu Jingguo appear in front of her
, she will still think of the suffering her father suffered, and she will not be able to get along with him easily.
Fu Jingguo took one look at her embarrassed look and said proactively: "I just met your father."