[Tao Zhiyao Yao Qi Ye Zhenzhen]: I don't blame you
[Tao Zhi Yaoyao, Qi Ye Zhen Zhen]: I don’t blame you. Chu Ran got up and followed him. Ye Zhen Zhen had already sat down at the table and started eating. Her other hand was injured and she had difficulty moving. She didn’t seem to want to ask him.
, said nothing, pursed his lips and competed with the beef on the plate.
After watching for a while, Chu Ran walked over, took the knife and fork in her hand, cut the beef into small pieces for her, and then pushed the dinner plate over: "Eat it."
"Thank you." Ye Zhenzhen took it, lowered her head and began to eat silently.
He looked extremely well-behaved.
Chu Ran sighed and sat down in front of her: "I'm sorry about your father."
Ye Zhenzhen still lowered her head and replied softly: "Everyone has to die."
"What are you going to do? Now that your father has passed away, the old man and your mother seem to have grown up with you, and your life will definitely be difficult in the future. Have you thought about this?"
He slowly opened his mouth again, analyzing the situations she might encounter in the future one by one.
Ye Zhenzhen lowered her head and glanced at her round black head. She was silent and he spoke again: "Since you can't stay in city B, then go back to city A. You have been living there for several years after all."
The place has feelings after all..."
Ye Zhenzhen's shoulders suddenly shook slightly, startling Chu Ran, and he immediately stopped talking.
"What's wrong with you?" He frowned. Chu Ran couldn't sit down and reached out to lift her chin. Ye Zhenzhen tilted her head to the side. After all, she couldn't resist his tough attitude, biting her lip and looking up.
Her eyes were red, and there were crystal tears hanging on her eyelashes.
Chu Ran had seen people cry, and he had even seen many women cry. He had caused many women to break their hearts when he was in City A. At that time, all the women around him were beautiful, and they were even more pitiful when they cried.
It's unbearable.
But at that time, he only felt annoyed and didn't think they were very distressing.
Now he really felt this feeling, the heart-shrinking heartache, which made him feel wonderful and unexpected.
"Why...are you crying?" Chu Ran frowned and asked in confusion.
He thought that women were really made of water, they would cry at every turn, and the tears would come at every turn, and the tears he would shed at one time were almost more than those in his entire life.
He also asked if it was okay, but when he asked Ye Zhenzhen she couldn't hold it in anymore and asked in a timid tone: "Why... why do you want to be so nice to... me?"
Chu Ran was startled.
"I don't want you to treat me like this, do you know? You've been so kind to me, how can I repay you?" She wiped the tears that had fallen down with the back of her hand, and continued to sob, "I know all about the world. Just like you gave me
I have such good feelings, and I want to return them one by one. But what should I give you back?"
Chu Ran stared at her for a moment: "Then repay with your heart."
Ye Zhenzhen stopped crying, but her eyes were as red as rabbits, "Ye Shaoyi is my first love. I have liked him since I was very young. I have liked him for so many years and it has never changed. I
My heart has long been with him, how can you ask me to pay it back? I can’t pay it back."
She said the last sentence tremblingly.
Chu Ran pursed his lips tightly and looked at her.
"You are very good, no worse than Ye Shao. But it was him who I met first. I have been with him for so many years. All the memories and feelings are in my best time. When I think of those beautiful things, I think
If I forget him, I'm afraid I will never forget him in this life. How do you want me to respond to your feelings?"
Chu Ran's expression darkened little by little.
Ye Zhenzhen lowered her head, not looking at his scary expression. She stared at the brightly colored beef on the plate and murmured: "I'm sorry. Don't be so nice to me in the future, I can't bear it."
After she said this, she could still feel him staring at her with fiery eyes sitting opposite her. Ye Zhenzhen suppressed her heart trembling and never raised her head.
After a while, Chu Ran left.
Ye Zhenzhen looked up after being stunned for a moment. The other side was empty. He didn't say a word. She didn't understand what he was thinking. He just left like this?
After staring at his position for a long time, Ye Zhenzhen lowered her eyes again, picked up her fork and ate slowly.
…
Until she finished her meal, Chu Ran still hadn't come back. Ye Zhenzhen walked around the bedroom, found her cell phone and started calling Ye Xiu. She wanted to know something.
The call lasted until a mechanical female voice came over the phone, ‘Sorry, the number you dialed is temporarily unavailable...’ before Ye Zhenzhen gave up and hung up the phone.
They don't want to take her calls.
She found Ye Shaoyi's number and called him. She knew that he had his cell phone with him and she saw him this morning, but no matter how many times she called, he didn't answer.
Ye Zhenzhen took her cell phone and sat down on the sofa, burying her face in her knees.
After a long time, she stood up again, cleaned up the dining table, and went back to the bedroom. There were still clothes Chu Ran bought for her lying on the bed. She took them all into the bathroom and washed them, which took her an hour.
For hours, no matter what you do with one hand, it will be troublesome.
After washing, she was still alone in the room.
She went back to the bed and started to sleep, and she actually fell asleep, still very familiar. She didn't know how long it took, but she was woken up by the ringing of her cell phone.
When she got up, she forgot that her hand was injured. She exerted a little force and grinned in pain. She ran over barefoot and answered the phone: "Hello."
"It's me."
"Third brother." Ye Zhenzhen slowly sat down on the sofa, Ye Chen smiled, "It's me. I just woke up when I heard the voice?"
"Um."
"Did you call second brother?"
"He didn't answer."
"I was... a bit busy just now, so I didn't have time to answer." Ye Chen explained.
Ye Zhenzhen smiled bitterly: "Is it because my mother didn't let my second brother answer my call?"
After thinking about it, they were all together now. Ye's mother must have known that she called her, so she asked Ye Xiu not to answer her call.
Ye Chen sighed: "Don't blame mom. She is very sad now and a little extreme. She will get better after this period of time."
Ye Zhenzhen nodded, and immediately thought that this was a phone call, she said again: "I understand." After a pause, she asked again: "How is grandpa?"
“The energy is okay.”
Ye Zhenzhen pursed her lips and said, "Ye... where is the elder brother?"
Ye Chen took a long breath, and Ye Zhenzhen's heart immediately rose: "How is he?"
"He's fine, very good." Ye Chen said slowly, "It's just that he's a little abnormal. He hasn't said a word since he entered the hospital. He sat on his father's hospital bed and kept sitting. No matter what he said, he couldn't listen.
... He... I know everything. The eldest brother should be blaming himself too much. My mother said that the eldest brother and his father had a dispute in the office yesterday. No one knew what they said in it. The father's secretary saw the eldest brother.
She left the company angrily, and when it was time to get off work, her father hadn't even come out yet, so she went in to take a look, and the result..."
As a result, I saw my father covering his heart with his hand and slumped on the office chair with a pale face.
That's why Ye Shaoyi blames himself so much. He thinks that if it hadn't been for him, his father wouldn't have been stimulated, and in the end there wouldn't be such an irreversible situation.
"No, it's all my fault." Ye Zhenzhen murmured to herself, "If I hadn't disobeyed him, if I hadn't come back, if I hadn't pestered my elder brother, if I hadn't left here, dad...he wouldn't have died...if
It’s not me…”
"Don't think so." Ye Chen interrupted her, "No one can blame you. You are right, and so is my brother. My father just died of a heart attack. It's none of your business. Don't you want to know like that?"
"
Ye Zhenzhen finally couldn't bear it and cried loudly. She had been blaming herself since she came back from the hospital. She felt that she was the one who killed her father. If she hadn't come back to City B, everything in the Ye family would be fine now.
They were all still living their own satisfactory lives, but she was like an unexpected visitor, disrupting their lives.
"Don't cry, don't cry." Ye Chen comforted her, "I will talk to my mother and let you come to my father's funeral."
Ye Zhenzhen stopped crying: "Really?"
"I believe Third Brother, if I don't handle this matter well, I will definitely not be able to see you." He tried to amuse her.
Ye Zhenzhen wiped the tears from her eyes: "Thank you."
"Why are you so polite as a family? Let's do this for now. Your sister-in-law comes out to see me. I'll go take care of her first."
"Go quickly." Ye Zhenzhen put away the phone and the room became empty again. She was the only one, as if she was the only one in the whole world.
The tears she had held back couldn't help but flow out again.
With a sound, the door to the room was suddenly opened. Ye Zhenzhen raised her head and looked over. Chu Ran, who had disappeared for several hours, was back. Ye Zhenzhen raised her head and looked at him blankly, with tears still hanging on her eyelashes.
"you……"
Chu Ran came to her, and a strong smell of smoke entered her nose. Ye Zhenzhen stood up: "You smoke?"
Chu Ran put the things in his hands aside and nodded expressionlessly.
Ye Zhenzhen was a little surprised: "You still smoke?"
Chu Ran, who had been depressed all afternoon, was amused by her: "What man doesn't know how to smoke?"
"I've never seen you smoke before." She glanced at the things on the coffee table, "What?"
"Porridge." Chu Ran opened the bag, and the aroma hit his face. "I saw that you couldn't get used to the food in the hotel at noon, so I went out and bought some food that was easy to digest."
Ye Zhenzhen felt soft: "Oh."
"Eat."
She sat down obediently and took the spoon he handed over. Chu Ran stood and looked from his direction. Her dark and thick eyelashes were wet. He retracted his eyes, glanced at the things on the hotel's viewing platform, and frowned: "
Have you done the laundry?"
"I don't know what to do with my time, so..."
"You didn't listen to anything the doctor said, did you?" He sat down opposite her with a stern face, "Didn't I tell you not to use that arm of yours?"
"I didn't use any force, I washed it with my uninjured arm."
"..."
"Are you angry?" She looked at him cautiously, "I remember everything the doctor said. I don't dare to forget it, and I don't dare to make fun of my body."
Chu Ran glanced at her and her expression improved.
Ye Zhenzhen couldn't eat anymore after taking two bites. She really had no appetite. She was not interested in such a sweet and soft porridge. Chu Ran tried to make her eat some more, but Ye Zhenzhen couldn't eat anything.
, he had no choice but not to embarrass her, and took the three or two pieces she had not finished eating and wiped them away.
Putting down the empty bowl, he saw Ye Zhenzhen staring at him with a stunned look on her face.