With her head covered in the quilt, she cried heartbreakingly, but she couldn't bring Lin Wei back, nor could she bring back her memories.
Pei Mochen leaned against the door frame of Cheng Ningyou's room, her tears were his weakest point.
He looked at Lin Wei's portrait with sad eyes. The woman in the photo smiled very gently. He had nothing to repay for what she had given to his Zhang Mofei in the past five years, but he could only cherish it.
Suddenly, the door opened. Cheng Ningyou's eyes were red and swollen, and his face was full of tears. He quickly ran to the balcony, picked up Lin Wei's portrait and held it in his arms.
Cheng Shenke didn't know what she was going to do, so she shouted "Youyou!"
"I want to talk to Lin Wei." Cheng Ningyou hugged Lin Wei's portrait, returned to the room, and closed the door.
Sitting cross-legged on the ground, holding Lin Wei's portrait in both hands, tears dripped onto Lin Wei's smiling face.
She slowly wiped away her tears with her fingertips. The tears became blurry as she wiped them away, so she simply wiped them with her clothes.
"Lin Wei, I have a sister, but she hates me because I killed my parents, so she hates me. I also feel that I am disgusting. I am a murderer, my sister said."
"If you knew, would you hate me too? I definitely would."
"I'm pregnant, but I don't even know who the father of the child is. Am I a girl who doesn't know how to love myself? I even despise myself."
"Pei Mochen said that he would treat me well all his life, but I feel that I can't bear it, because I feel that I am not worthy of his love. He has been waiting for me for five years, but I came back pregnant with someone else's child. Even if this was not the case, I
I feel like I’m not good enough for him, I killed my parents, drove my sister crazy, I’m a bad person.”
As she spoke, her tears kept falling, and she would choke for a long time after speaking.
"You are gone, what should I do in the future?" She touched her lower abdomen with her hand and cried, "The doctor said there are two little guys inside, their hearts are beating together, and they have grown little hands and feet. I can't bear to part with them.
I can't kill two little lives like this, and I can't make my sin worse."
"Lin Wei, I miss you so much. In the future without you, I will no longer have a place to act coquettishly."
She slowly bent down and kissed Lin Wei's face in the photo, "I love you."
Cheng Ningyou just fell asleep holding Lin Wei's portrait, her lips pursed, and her long eyelashes still had tears hanging on them.
After Pei Mochen entered the door, he saw the sleeping little person sitting on the ground. He picked her up distressedly, carefully put her on the bed, and slowly pulled Lin Wei's portrait out of her arms.
He covered her with the quilt and gently wiped away the tears on her eyelashes with his fingertips.
She was tired, she didn't sleep last night, and she was hit again and again. She looked so weak, how could she bear it.
He stood up, placed Lin Wei's portrait on the bedside table with both hands, and glanced around the room.
Then I sat down at the computer desk and opened the drawer. There was a stack of comics inside.
I pulled out the stack of comics and opened them one by one. I didn't know what it felt like.
There are two children drawn on every drawing paper. Every expression and every demeanor is very similar to their childhood.
"Even if one day I get Alzheimer's disease, I will never forget to pester you."
Every time Zhang Mofei expresses her love for Lu Zhenyang, her face does not turn red and her heart skips a beat. Sometimes, if something is sensational enough to make people's skin crawl, she can say it with very innocent eyes.
