Deng Wenliang provoked a relationship between me and her in front of my daughter. In order to help me vent my anger, Ye Xing found someone to beat him up. The complicated conflicts between us made Tongtong feel strongly against me and her father.
, it turns out that Tongtong was on my side, but now she neither trusts me nor her father. She is neither willing to come to my place nor to her father's place during the week. Sometimes she even goes to her place.
My friend Zhu Ranran’s home.
Zhu Ranran is Zhu Yunxiu's daughter. The two children, Tongtong and Ranran, were in the same class when they were in kindergarten. Later, they were in the same class in elementary school. Later, when choosing a school after graduating from elementary school, the two children had a strong relationship.
Our two families had a good relationship at the time, so we let our two children apply for the same key middle school. Then Zhu Yunxiu found someone to put them in the same key class, so that we could take care of each other.
Nowadays, every family in big cities has an only child. To be honest, a child is a bit lonely, so I am actually very happy to see Tongtong and Ranran have such a good relationship, as close as sisters. In this way, they can help each other in all aspects.
With care, both children are very smart and can promote each other in learning.
It's just that since Zhu Yunxiu confessed his love to me last time, the good relationship between our two families has undergone some subtle changes.
My personal views on Zhu Yunxiu are very complicated. On the one hand, he is a gentle and considerate father and elder brother in my eyes. On the other hand, his passionate confession to me that day made me feel afraid of him. These words made me
He couldn't say it in front of his wife, so he could only keep it in his stomach.
What I can do is try to avoid any involvement with Zhu Yunxiu to avoid unnecessary misunderstandings. However, I have no control over the two children being together. After all, the two children have grown up together and have a close relationship.
Sister, so Tongtong went to Zhu Yunxiu's house to live with Ranran, and there was nothing I could do.
As a result, I haven't seen my daughter for half a month. Of course I missed her, so after thinking about it again and again, I decided to talk to my daughter to see what she was thinking.
It was not a big week, because I was afraid that once the big week came, Tongtong would find excuses not to come to my place again, so I specially picked a time that was not Sunday to go to their school, and greeted Tongtong’s class teacher, Teacher Zhou, in advance.
Under the circumstances, Tongtong was brought out at noon.
I took my daughter to an elegant Chinese restaurant outside the school, found a quiet seat by the window and sat down.
I ordered my daughter’s favorite pork rib rice, and also ordered her a plate of fruit pudding and strawberry-flavored milk tea. These are all my daughter’s usual favorites.
During the whole process, Tongtong's reaction was very dull. After the meal was served, she just immersed herself in eating and did not take the initiative to say anything to me. Only when I asked her, she would give me a brief reply.
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Looking at my taciturn daughter, to be honest, I feel very sad. If you look closely at Tongtong’s childish little face, you will find that although her cute face is still as innocent and lovely as before, under the beautiful eyes of her
There was inevitably a slight haze left in her big innocent eyes. I think this was the shadow left on her by me, her father, and our tumultuous emotional lives.
At that moment, I felt really sad.
I ordered a fried rice cake with vegetables and a cup of pearl milk tea, but I actually had no appetite at all.
Seeing that my daughter had almost finished eating, I asked the waiter to remove the plates, and then said to Tongtong: "Let's sit there for a while. Mommy has something to say to you."
Tongtong said "Oh" lightly, lowered her head and drank the milk tea in front of her, and there was another silence.
Seeing her like this, I sighed deeply. I gently stirred the cup of milk tea with a small spoon, thinking about what I was going to say. Finally, I hesitated and asked Tongtong: "Tongtong, what is in your heart?"
Are you... resenting mom?"
Tongtong raised her head to look at me, and when she met my slightly sentimental gaze, she quickly lowered her head again, and then murmured in reply to me: "No, you are my mother, how could I... resent you?
?”
I sighed helplessly and said to her slowly: "Look, you don't communicate with your mother now, and you don't want to live with her. To be honest, my mother doesn't know how to persuade you, and she doesn't know how to persuade you."
"What are you thinking in your heart?" At this point, I looked at my daughter with sad eyes and asked her sincerely, "Tongtong, can you tell your mother what you really think in your heart? Is this how you treat your mother?"
Just because my mother and Brother Ye Xing are together?"
Tongtong sat there with her head lowered, her lips pressed tightly, still silent.
I knew my daughter had concerns, so I encouraged her: "It's okay. Mom came to see you specifically today just to hear what you really think. If you have anything to say, just... say it."
My daughter finally raised her head, and then I realized that there were already tears in her eyes, and she was sobbing, and finally said to me hesitantly: "Mom, I really don't want you to be with...Ye Xing
Our brothers are together. In my eyes, brother Ye Xing is our peer, not my father's peer. Let him be my... stepdad, I can't... say..."
I nodded lightly and breathed a long sigh of relief. After all, Tongtong was willing to communicate with me. This meant that the relationship between our mother and daughter, which had been deadlocked for many days, finally made a breakthrough. This is not a bad thing in any case.
I asked my daughter with a touch of sadness: "Tongtong, can't you accept brother Ye Xing just because he is much younger than mother?"
Tongtong looked at me, her eyes flickering a little, she lowered her head, wringing the fingers of the other hand with one hand, thinking for a long time, then murmured back to me: "Yes, you don't know, in fact, I and I
Of course, there is also Xiaolin, who really likes brother Ye Xing. He is handsome and can play nice piano music. We privately...have collected photos of him playing the piano. We all admire him, but sometimes we even joke,
Said she wanted to... marry Brother Ye Xing when she grows up, so I can't accept you and Brother Ye Xing living together, I don't know why, I just can't accept it..."
Speaking of this, Tongtong started to shed tears.
I sat there in a daze for a long time. I pulled up a chair and sat next to my daughter. I pulled her into my arms and said to her emotionally: "Tongtong, my mother told you the day she and your father separated."
, in my heart, no one is more important than you, so if you don’t agree with me and brother Ye Xing... being together, I will break up with him... because in my mother’s heart, you are more important than anyone else."
Hearing what I said, Tongtong raised a pair of hazy tearful eyes and looked at me. After a moment, she plunged into my arms and called me with a choked voice: "Mom!"
This mother's cry made me have mixed emotions, and tears filled my eyes. I hugged my daughter tightly and stroked her hair. Tongtong choked in my arms and said: "Mom, I know you are lonely, and I also hope that there is someone."
By staying with you, I also hope that you can be happy, but I just don’t want that person to be...Brother Ye Xing, mother, am I too...selfish?"
My daughter raised her misty tearful eyes and asked me with sobs. Looking at her big, childish eyes, I smiled helplessly and bitterly. I stroked her little head and comforted her softly: "Are you...
Selfishly, it is normal for you to have such thoughts. After all, brother Ye Xing is indeed much younger than mother. If we live together, there may be various problems. Therefore, mother made this decision after comprehensive consideration. You
Don’t have any psychological burden.”
After hearing what I said, Tongtong felt relieved. She nodded gently to me, snuggled into my arms again, and hugged me tightly with her two little hands.
At that moment, I felt both sweet and sad in my heart. The sweet thing was that I finally won my daughter's heart back, but the sad thing was that I might lose Ye Xing soon...
I was walking home after returning from my daughter's school. I forgot to take a taxi or take the bus. I just walked forward aimlessly, passing one intersection and another.
There was a dazzling red light ahead, and I stood at one end of the zebra crossing like a puppet, waiting for the green light to turn on.
At this moment, my body seems to be separated from my soul. My body is just a unconscious walking corpse, and my soul has drifted far, far away with those painful and insubstantial thoughts...
I know that the so-called love stories in this world that can transcend age and secular pressure only exist in literary works and film and television works. In the real world, such love stories will eventually be destroyed in the face of cruel reality.
The short-lived love between Ye Xing and I was nothing more than this fate...
But why am I still greedy for the little bit of beauty in it? What has deceived my heart? Or am I really moved...
I was just thinking wildly, and I had no idea when the green light on the opposite side would turn on. It wasn't until I saw that the number of passers-by around me had decreased, and I saw them walking quickly towards the other side of the road, that I followed them blankly. However, as if I
Just when I reached the middle of the zebra crossing, a car coming from north to south suddenly turned around and knocked me down hard!
After I was knocked down, my body rolled towards the roadside due to inertia. Finally, I lost consciousness...
***
When I regained consciousness again, I heard soft crying. I slowly opened my eyes and found myself lying on the hospital bed with many people around me. I gradually saw my daughter's face clearly and saw her crying.
He called me: "Mom! Mom!"
At this time, I heard another call: "Sister Man, are you awake?"
I turned my head hard and found Ye Xing standing on my left. At this moment, he was leaning down, holding one of my hands, and gently calling my name.
I nodded with great effort. At this time, I recognized more familiar faces. I saw Zhu Yunxiu standing on the right side of my hospital bed. Behind him stood doctors and nurses in white coats, looking through the half-open door. , I even saw Deng Wenliang and Yang Kexin standing in the corridor outside the door, looking inside from time to time.