"Were you adopted by the Ye family and the Yang family respectively later?" I asked the question again.
Ye Xing nodded lightly and said slowly: "After we were taken back by the orphanage, the dean and teachers agreed that we two children were difficult to discipline, so they wanted to find someone willing to adopt us as soon as possible and send us out.
, so as to avoid the headache of running away in the future. At that time, Xingyu and I wanted to be together forever and be adopted by a family, but how could this be possible? "
Having said this, Ye Xing smiled bitterly and continued: "The adopted families like children who are under three years old and are not sensible. Most people are not willing to adopt children of our age at that time. It would be great if someone wants them, so although I
Xingyu and Xingyu were unwilling to separate, but in the end we were adopted by two strange families respectively." Ye Xing glanced at me and said, "You probably know what happened next. I followed my adoptive parents to San Francisco.
Ye Shi and Xingyu followed the Yang family and his wife back to S City."
I listened silently and asked thoughtfully: "Then how did you get in touch again?"
Ye Xing raised his head and glanced at me. I found that there was an indescribable complex feeling in his eyes at this time. He held his hand tightly and whispered to me: "Although my life in the Ye family is not
It's not good, but it's not particularly bad either. After all, I'm not their biological child. They can give me food to eat and let me go to school, which is pretty good. But when Xingyu arrived at the Yang family, life was like
It’s in hell…”
Ye Xing's voice gradually became lower. He lowered his head, as if unwilling to recall that past event. After a while, he continued to talk, but his tone became more depressed and low: "The Yang family has little culture or moral quality.
It's also very bad. After Xingyu came to their house, she was often ordered to work and take care of her little sister. That was all. But when Xingyu was thirteen years old, "Speaking of this, Ye Xing's fist
He tightened his grip, and tears of anger gradually appeared in his eyes, "But when Xingyu was thirteen years old, that bastard Yang Congshan took advantage of being drunk and... ruined Xingyu! His evil wife
After Xia Zhenling found out about this, not only did she not help Xingyu, but she was also busy helping her man destroy the evidence. She threw away Xingyu's underwear and asked her to take a bath, so that there was no evidence. Xia Zhenling also threatened Xingyu, saying
If she dared to tell this matter, she would never be able to hold her head high as a human being for the rest of her life. Everyone would know that she was a broken person. Xingyu was young at the time and had no idea how to protect herself. Let Xia Zhenling scare and coax her.
She could only break her teeth and swallow it in her stomach. She originally thought that that time was just because Yang Congshan was drunk. Unexpectedly, that bastard Yang Congshan tasted the sweetness. After the first time, there was a second time. In those two years,
, he raped Xingyu no less than ten times. Every time after he committed a crime, Xia Zhenling pretended to sympathize with Xingyu, and then helped destroy the evidence that her man raped Xingyu, but afterwards vented her anger on Xingyu and treated her very badly.
She was beaten and scolded, no matter what was unpleasant. It was in those two years that Xingyu's personality changed. In those two years, she was really worse off than dead. She even thought about committing suicide. The only hope in her heart at that time was me, because I was this
The person who was the best to her besides Grandma Du in the world, Grandma Du disappeared, and the hope in her heart was only me. So for this only remaining hope, Xingyu used the money she earned from helping the neighbor's grandmother to do odd jobs to steal.
Then she posted a post on an art forum that mainly focused on piano music, called: Looking for Ye Xing. She said in the content, Ye Xing, do you remember five years ago, when I was with you in the back street of the train station?
That little girl eating steamed buns in an alley? Please reply as soon as you see it. Her signature is Xingyu, and she also left her QQ number. Because among the students I taught under Grandma Du, I had the best piano skills. At that time, Du
Grandma said that I will become a pianist in the future, so Xingyu thinks that I will definitely go to this forum, and maybe one day I will find this post."
"Finally, did you discover this post?" I asked softly.
Ye Xing nodded and said in a low voice: "Actually, I don't go to that forum at all, but I have a few friends who learn piano. They go, and a friend forwarded that post to me because he knew that I used to call Ye Xing
star."
"Just like that, you got in touch with Yang Kexin, then stole a few hundred dollars from your adoptive father and went to City S to find her?"
"Yes, I didn't have any money at all at the time. If I didn't steal it from my adoptive father, I wouldn't even have enough for travel expenses, so I stole a few hundred yuan from him and went directly to City S." At this point.
, Ye Xing raised his head and looked at me, his eyes filled with indescribable pain. He whispered to me: "You don't know the scene at that time. I got off the train at the S City South Railway Station, and Xingyu held up a letter with "night" written on it.
A big sign with a star, waiting for me on the platform. We looked at each other a few meters apart and didn't speak for a long time. Six years have passed. We have all changed and grown taller, but we can still recognize each other at a glance.
, Xingyu was only fifteen years old at that time. She could really be described as charming and ready to bloom. Although her clothes were very tattered, they could not hide her beauty. We just stared at each other silently. Later,
Xingyu suddenly rushed over, threw herself into my arms and howled loudly. For nearly twenty minutes, she didn’t say anything, she just cried, and kept crying. When she calmed down, she started to cry intermittently.
She told me the inhumane experiences she had suffered in the Yang family in the past few years. I was young at the time, and I only had one thought in my mind, which was to kill this bastard Yang Congshan!"
"So you stayed at the entrance of his alley and injured Yang Congshan?"
"Yes, I actually wanted to kill him, but after all, I was underage at the time, and I couldn't beat Yang Congshan in terms of physical strength. I only injured him with my fierceness and hatred. Then someone came in that alley.
Someone called the police and I was sent to a detention center."
"After this incident, you and Yang Kexin have always kept in touch, right?"
"Yes, it was my adoptive father who went to the S City Detention Center to redeem me. My adoptive father proposed to have an affair with the Yang family. The Yang family was afraid that Xingyu would accuse them of rape, so they finally agreed to have an affair. That's how I was taken back by my adoptive father.
After arriving in Sanye City, Yang Congshan did not dare to touch Xingyu anymore after this incident. Xingyu later went to a boarding school. During those years, we kept in touch, encouraged each other, saved money by working part-time jobs, and met together.
We were admitted to the Conservatory of Music in City S. In the end, we got what we wanted. We were both admitted to the Conservatory of Music in City S. I majored in musical instruments, and Xingyu was born with a good voice, so she majored in vocal music."
"Did your relationship be public while you were in college?" This is a question I have always wondered about.
Ye Xing looked at me and shook his head slightly, and murmured: "Because of the incident of injuring Yang Congshan before, after Xingyu and I entered the same university, our relationship has been developed in secret, for fear of causing unintended consequences.
, after all, we were single and weak at that time.”
"Did you jointly plan to approach me and Deng Wenliang?" I asked calmly.
Ye Xing glanced at me, pursed his lips, and finally nodded helplessly, replying: "Yes."
"Did you purposely break up and alienate us?"
Ye Xing hesitated for a moment, and then slowly said to me: "We didn't have any clear purpose at the beginning, and Xingyu didn't have any sense of security in her heart. I was still too immature at the time, and I couldn't give her a strong material guarantee. At this time
, Xingyu met your ex-husband Deng Wenliang because she went to hold a parent-teacher conference for her sister. Xingyu’s pure and beautiful beauty immediately attracted Deng Wenliang. Later, Deng Wenliang even enthusiastically recommended Xingyu to do an internship in his company.
During this process, Xingyutan understood Deng Wenliang’s background and wanted to take advantage of his favorable impression of him to obtain a rich material reward.”
Ye Xing raised his head and glanced at me, smiled bitterly, and continued to murmur: "But you know, Deng Wenliang is not a fool, and he will not be willing to spend a lot of money without giving him some sweet things, so Xingyu came to find me.
After discussing it, she said that we have lived so hard for so many years because we did not have sufficient material security. If we had enough money in our hands, we would be able to live the life we want. She also told me that we were reluctant to give up the baby.
She couldn't help but ask me to allow her to date Deng Wenliang, start being his lover, and then marry him again, so that she could gradually gain control of his financial power and eventually hollow out his company."
"You finally agreed?" There was shock in my voice.
Ye Xing lowered his head. After a long time, he replied in a low voice: "I didn't agree at first. After all, I was still deeply in love with Xingyu at that time and knew that she would bend herself to another man for money. Let me think about it.
I feel angry in my heart..."
"But why did you agree in the end?"
"At that time, Xingyu cried and tried to persuade me. She said that orphans like me and her had been wandering around since we were young, and had been looked down upon, moving from one family to another. There was no family in the world that truly belonged to us, so we were like this
If people want to survive well, they can only get enough funds to give us a sense of security, so that we can do what we want to do with confidence and boldness. She also told me that her body is already in good shape anyway.
Let the man surnamed Yang be defiled, and we will just stop doing it, and then use this capital to make a deal with Deng Wenliang. As long as it succeeds, we will be able to have food and clothing for our whole life. At that time, we can clean up the things we have harmed.
Our people.”
I listened silently and was speechless for a long time. I couldn't accept this point of view because it was not within the scope of my three views. But I was not in the same situation they were in, so I couldn't understand their deep pain.
.
Ye Xing raised his head and looked at me silently. He said to me calmly: "I admit that I am not a good person. The special growth experience made Xingyu and I have many views that are very different from ordinary people. We were in high school.
When I was a child, I had to walk more than ten miles to go to school every day, just to save two yuan on bus fare. Part of my college tuition was accumulated through my daily work, and the other part was borrowed from others by begging my grandfather and grandma.
The same goes for Xingyu. She was raped and humiliated. In the end, she had to compromise and cower in that devil's family. All this was because we had no money. If you haven't tasted that feeling, you will never understand our feelings.
, and it is precisely because of these reasons that I finally agreed to cooperate with Xingyu’s actions.”
"So you came to approach me and Deng Wenliang separately later? Your first steps towards approaching us were all discussed with each other, right?" I asked coldly.
Ye Xing nodded and murmured: "Yes, I approached you to obtain evidence of your cheating, so that you can finally leave Deng Wenliang, so as to maximize Xingyu's interests, and Xingyu was in this process
He tried his best to win Deng Wenliang's favor and trust, and finally officially married him, and then slowly mastered the core secrets of his company."
"During this process, were you not shaken at all? I was completely innocent at the time, why did you involve me?" I asked Ye Xing coldly.
"I was shaken in my heart," Ye Xing murmured. "I once told Xingyu that Su Man is too innocent. Is it too cruel to her if we do this?"
"What did Yang Kexin say?" I asked.
"Xingyu said to me: You still don't understand that we are not harming her, but helping her. Her man has actually changed his mind a long time ago and doesn't take her seriously. Even without me, someone else will take advantage of her.
However, for the sake of face, she insists on holding on to a half-dead marriage and does not get divorced. In the end, she will only drag herself into a living dead. So by doing this now, we are actually giving her a push and asking her to cut through the mess quickly and do it as soon as possible.
Xingyu also told me that at worst, after we get Deng Wenliang's company property in the future, we can give half of it to Su Man, so that you don't have to feel guilty towards her anymore."
I smiled bitterly in my heart, they were really thoughtful.
"Your plan was perfect and implemented smoothly, but why did Yang Kexin say that you changed your mind later?" After a long time, I asked Ye Xing again.
Ye Xing raised his head and looked at me, his eyes showing an indescribable pain. He murmured to me: "Just because I met you by chance at the snack street in the city village, I... couldn't bear it anymore..."
Hearing what he said, I was stunned for a moment, and then recalled the scene when I was selling spicy hotpot in the village in the city. I did seem a bit depressed. Maybe it was that depression that brought out the trace of the boy in front of me who had evil thoughts.
Lost sympathy.
"Seeing me in such a state of desolation at that time inspired your sympathy?" I asked Ye Xing with a half-smile.
Ye Xing didn't smile. He looked at me with a touch of sadness in his eyes. He replied in a low voice: "Anyway, I just feel very uncomfortable and can't bear it..."
"How did you feel about me before that? Including before I got divorced, how did you feel about me when we went to bed?" This is an answer I really want to know.
"I just like it a little bit, but I don't have a particularly strong feeling." Ye Xing answered truthfully.