In order to relieve my dissatisfaction with my desires, I ordered adult products online.
Isn’t it ridiculous? I am a woman with a husband, but I have to rely on these mechanical tools to satisfy my physiological desires.
It can only be said that the current products are really diverse, there is nothing you can’t think of, and there is nothing you can’t buy.
I purchased it online, and I was pleasantly surprised for a while after receiving the exquisite little thing.
It is made of light pink transparent gel. It can rotate, expand and contract, and can also heat up. Haha, I thought this thing was very interesting at the time. The manufacturer is really original and put a lot of thought into it. Just play it as a toy.
not bad.
Then when I, Deng Wenliang, was not at home, in the dead of night, I took out this little thing and played with it in my bedroom, letting it satisfy my empty and needy body and the unspeakable needs of my soul.
However, although this little thing can bring me temporary happiness, after using it, I feel even greater emptiness.
Every time I use it, I wrap it in paper and hide it tightly, because I have an underage daughter at home, and I don’t want my daughter to find out that I am using this kind of thing, and I will have the reputation of being an old and disrespectful person.
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I didn't dare to let Deng Wenliang find out, for fear that he would show contempt and ridicule when he saw it. For some reason, I always had an inferiority complex that I couldn't hide in front of him. Ever since I was a student, he has been that kind of dazzling person.
Excellent type, when our married life was still sweet, my feeling of inferiority was not very obvious, but since he had a lover outside and gradually ignored me, my feeling of inferiority from the bottom of my heart began to take root again.
I don’t know where this low self-esteem comes from. It may come from the environment in which I grew up, or it may come from my acquired fate.
Christmas came soon after. On Christmas night, my daughter Tongtong was invited by her good friend. A group of young classmates held a small Christmas party at Tongtong’s friend’s house. This traditional Western festival is celebrated among children.
They have a different kind of fairy tale romance in their hearts, and the arrival of Christmas every year is like a carnival for them.
Children's world is always so sunny and colorful, but I can only envy it in vain, because I myself had a poor and unhappy childhood.
So now, I happily agreed to let my daughter go to this wonderful Christmas party. I hope that her young years will be full of romance without any regrets. This is the only thing I can do for my child.
That night, Deng Wenliang originally said he would go home to stay with me, but he did not come back in the end. He made a phone call midway and said that he had something to do and would not be able to come back.
I didn't say anything, and I never forced anything on him. In fact, during that time, I was also in a state of hesitation, not knowing what to do next.
That night, I went out alone, put on my apricot woolen coat, calfskin boots, and a woolen hat. I had dyed my hair a darker chestnut color, and now it is long.
It looks very beautiful when draped over the shoulders.
I was walking aimlessly on the street, and I found that there were so many people on Christmas Day. People buying flowers and gifts were packed in every flower shop and gift shop. Even the buses were overcrowded, and the main roads were even more crowded.
It's so clogged that water can't leak out.
I didn't even take a ride, I just walked forward aimlessly, and finally stopped under the window of a gift shop.