I felt very gloomy that night. I didn't understand why my mood became so gloomy after I saw Zhou Yaze having another woman with my own eyes. It seemed that the hope I had always held was suddenly dashed, which was a bit unacceptable. But on the other hand, I thought
I thought, I shouldn’t have had any hope for Zhou Yaze, right? Such an outstanding man and I are destined to be two parallel lines. No matter how close we are, we will never have the day to intersect. I have already experienced it once
Why can’t those who have been through the Marriage River understand this?
After I got home that night, I sat in the living room and sighed. I just couldn't figure it out or why I was so depressed.
But one good thing about me is that no matter what kind of blow I encounter, I may still be aggrieved and depressed at first and don’t know what to do, but as long as I get past that point, half of the depression in my chest will disappear.
Things that I couldn't understand suddenly became clear to me.
I have always been like this when I encountered many difficult things in the past, and this time was no exception. Although after seeing Zhou Yaze and his girlfriend together, my mood became very depressed. It can be said that I was beaten like frost that night.
Like an eggplant, soulless.
But when I woke up the next morning and recalled everything that happened last night, I couldn't help but start laughing at myself: Wei Haichao, what is this? Are you worth being upset about this? Maybe in the eyes of that man, there is no such thing.
He takes you seriously. The reason why he values you and retains you is just because you are a good money-making machine. He feels sad for such a man to be so sentimental. Are you worth it? Isn't it ridiculous?
Thinking like this, I "suddenly" jumped out of bed, energetically started to get dressed, wash up, and start my new day.
While doing this in a hurry, I secretly encouraged myself in my heart: No one can mentally defeat me, Wei Haichao, and no one can challenge my dignity and bottom line! Maybe I am not the best, but I believe in this world
A man who appreciates me is a truly discerning man. Who is Zhou Yaze? He is just a passer-by in my life. Why should I take him so seriously? I feel sad for him, haha, that is
Something that will never happen again!
Maybe some people will laugh at me that this is Ah Q’s spiritual victory method, but the problem is that after thinking about it this way, my mood really became extremely bright. Everything that I couldn’t understand last night became suddenly clear today, as if
I did something extremely ridiculous last night. I started humming a tune, looking for the clothes I wanted to wear today in the closet, and then went to work in high spirits.
I was like this for the next few days. My mood was not affected by the fact that Zhou Yaze had a girlfriend. When I needed to work, I needed to go to the boss to sign for the leader to sign. When I needed to go see the client, I went to see the client.
On the other hand, Zhou Yaze, when I met him by chance in the corridor of the company, when he saw that I was still so energetic, there was a little surprise in his eyes. Of course, this was just a passing emotion. Soon, he
He gave me a faint smile, then nodded and passed.
Looking at the back of his tall and handsome man, a faint smile appeared at the corner of my mouth.
I thought to myself: Maybe being ordinary like me will not leave any mark in your mind, but I must be damn proud, so even if I am outstanding like you, it will not leave any mark in my heart.
Thinking like this, I strode towards the direction I wanted to go with my head held high.
In the following days, everything went normally, my work went smoothly, Tiaotiao and Xu Minghui didn't have any problems, and because I was in a good mood, I became more fashionable and beautiful in my dress.
Monday was a sunny and breezy day.
In the morning, I picked out a beige Western-style suit from the closet. I haven’t worn this suit much since I bought it because the color was too tender before and I was afraid that my colleagues would laugh if I wore it. But in fact, this suit
The style of the suit is very simple and elegant, and it suits my figure very well. I am in a very good mood today, thinking that wearing a brighter color suit on Monday will bring good luck to the week, so I decided to wear it to work.
After changing clothes, I sat down and carefully put on makeup. I put a layer of ivory foundation on my face, a touch of blush and eye shadow, and drew a fresh lip line.
Lip gloss.
After getting dressed up, I looked at me in the dressing mirror with a bright face and fashionable clothes. I smiled brightly, then stepped on a pair of high heels of the same color as my clothes, carried my small leather bag, and went to work in high spirits.
Because during this period, my clothes have become more and more fashionable and beautiful, and my complexion and energy have become better and better. Therefore, many colleagues in the office have looked at me sideways. Those who are close to me and are smooth-talking, such as Xiao Li and others, ask questions openly.
Did something good happen to me?
I didn't try to hide anything, so I told them bluntly: "I dress like this just to make myself feel better. When I feel better, I can get more results at work. Only if I can get more results at work, my quality of life will be improved."
, this is a virtuous cycle process.”
After hearing my theory, several young colleagues in the planning department couldn't help but look at each other, and finally burst out laughing in unison, saying "that makes sense."
These colleagues have no grudges against me, so no matter how they talk and laugh, I won't take it seriously.
However, I also know that some people can't stand me dressing up like this and being so eye-catching.
Because Wu Xiaona has a good relationship with Zhao Bingyan, she always likes to run to the planning department when she has nothing to do. Sometimes it is for official business, but more often she just comes to gossip.
Seeing that an ordinary old housewife like me suddenly became so fond of dressing up, Wu Xiaona's eyes were of course very disdainful. She and Zhao Bingyan agreed on this point.
Every time when I come to the planning department, Wu Xiaona looks at me with disdain. Today, seeing me wearing this brightly colored clothes and busy looking for colleagues or leaders to do things, Zhao Bingyan and Wu Xiaona smiled knowingly in a tacit understanding,
The meaning in those eyes was of course self-evident, full of disdain for me.
Seeing their malicious smiles, a sneer appeared on my lips. I didn't take them seriously at all, and I did whatever I wanted to do.
I know they may laugh at my dressing style and makeup level in private, but I won’t take it all seriously and ignore it. As long as they dare not say it in front of me, what they say behind my back will be irrelevant.
Just like air, it doesn't affect my good mood at all.
At noon that day, I had a meal in the staff canteen and was about to find a seat to sit down and enjoy it. At this time, Qian Yaya, who was sitting inside, greeted me loudly: "Sister Wei, come here, here!"
I looked up and found that crazy girl Qian Yaya was sitting next to Zhao Bingyan and Wu Xiaona again. Next to Wu Xiaona was sitting the "Li Dazui" from the sales department. Eight weeks have passed since the last time the three of them were together in the cafeteria.
After the whole affair, they seemed to have reached some kind of tacit understanding secretly. Every time they had lunch, the three of them liked to chat together.
To be honest, seeing this scene, I was actually reluctant to sit there, but Qian Yaya greeted me so loudly, so I couldn't go over. Firstly, I wouldn't give her face, and secondly, I seemed to be afraid of Zhao Bingyan and the others.
, after all, Zhao Bingyan and I had a relationship before, and this matter has long been spread in the company.
So, with a sudden change of heart, I carried the dinner plate, walked over to where Qian Yaya was sitting, and sat down at the table next to Zhao Bingyan and Wu Xiaona.
Seeing me coming over and sitting down, Wu Xiaona, who was drinking soup, put down her soup bowl, gently tested the corners of her mouth with a tissue, and looked at me with a contemptuous smile in her eyes.
After I came over and sat down, the three of them fell silent and exchanged glances with each other. There was a strong hint and disdain in their eyes, as if they had long been dissatisfied with my series of behaviors.
.
I just pretended I couldn't see him, sat down and ate my meal quietly, occasionally raising my head and chatting with Qian Yaya for a moment or two.
But in this world, sometimes if you don't mess with others, others will take the initiative to mess with you.
Just when I was sitting there eating in silence, Li Yajuan, nicknamed "Li Dazui", spoke up. She asked Wu Xiaona with a sly look: "Hey, I heard that Mr. Zhou and that relative of yours are really going to get married!
I heard they’re about to get engaged?”
Wu Xiaona glanced at her disdainfully and replied lazily: "That's right, the support for the engagement alone is quite large."
Upon hearing this, Li Yajuan became even more interested, and she quickly asked: "This time Mr. Zhou is engaged. His lifelong event, the famous diamond king Laowang, has finally been settled. How many women who have a crush on him will be hurt by this."
Where is your heart?"
Hearing this, Zhao Bingyan, who was eating quietly on the side, raised his eyes and glanced at Li Yajuan, his face looked a little embarrassed and a little unhappy.
But Li Yajuan and Wu Xiaona did not notice Zhao Bingyan's reaction at the moment. Wu Xiaona glanced at me at this time, and then said to Li Yajuan in a long and sinister tone: "There are many people who have a crush on Mr. Zhou. Who makes him so good? But really
How many people are worthy of him? My relative Wu Yanran needs a good family background, looks, and education. She is a talented student at Columbia University! What's more important is that she is only twenty-five years old, so to speak.
It’s a woman’s best years! Only with such almost perfect personal conditions can she be worthy of Zhou Yaze, a top diamond man!”
Li Yajuan's eyes widened when she heard Wu Xiaona's boastful words. After Wu Xiaona finished speaking, she said repeatedly: "That's right, that's right!" But she immediately whispered, "But I heard that some people are chasing Mr. Zhou.
The conditions for this woman are also pretty good. Although she is not as strong as your relatives, she is still remarkable!"
Wu Xiaona took a sip of the soup with a spoon, smiled coldly, and said: "Some are really good, like the wealthy daughter of the CEO of Jim Carrey Group, and the sister of the CEO of Jasmine Cosmetics Group, they are all the most beautiful women.
Coupled with some little stars, models, and white-collar workers with little background, Mr. Zhou is indeed surrounded by many Yingying Yanyan who like him so much and wish to marry him..."
"But why wasn't he tempted?" Li Yajuan asked curiously.
Wu Xiaona curled her lips and said: "It depends on all factors! My relative Wu Yanran is better than those beauties on all factors combined. Besides, the Zhou and Wu families are family friends."
Li Yajuan nodded in sudden realization.
At this time, Wu Xiaona glanced at me again, with a sneer at the corner of her mouth. Then she looked at Li Yajuan, hinted at her with her eyes, and continued in a higher tone: "Those Yingying Yanyan above are surrounding Mr. Zhou and want to marry her."
We can all understand giving it to him, because although they are not as outstanding as Yanran, in general, the conditions are pretty good, and at the end of the day, they are young and beautiful! The most ridiculous thing is..."
At this point, Wu Xiaona smiled evilly, then glanced at me quickly, and added to Li Yajuan: "The most ridiculous thing is that some people have been divorced once and have eldest children, and they still think that they are sentimental and wishful thinking.
, thinking that Mr. Zhou praised her a few words just because he fell in love with her.
Now, she thinks about marrying our President Zhou every day and spends all night dressing up like a flower hen and an old crow. Do you think it’s ridiculous? She doesn’t even think about whether she and our President Zhou are a good match or not when they stand together. It’s true.
A horse doesn't know how long its face is, and an ox doesn't know how long its horns are. It makes me laugh to death!"
After saying this, both Zhao Bingyan and Li Yajuan laughed, and Li Yajuan even glanced at me secretly.
I admit, I couldn't hold back my bad temper at that juncture.
Although I tried my best to be patient, I still couldn't suppress the anger in my heart.
Qian Yaya must have seen the signs that I was about to get angry. She looked at me with some worry and even wanted to pull me away from here. Unfortunately, it was too late. Who made her have to sit over just now? In fact, we and Wu Xiaona and Zhao Bingyan
Sitting next to each other, they were asking for trouble, but since this trouble has already come, I, Wei Haichao, have no reason to be afraid of retreating.
I wiped the corners of my mouth with a napkin, looked at Wu Xiaona with a smile, and asked her in a soft tone: "Wu Xiaona, who is the person you just mentioned?"