Listening to Zhou Yaze's indifferent and distant words, I felt very uncomfortable in my heart. I looked at him and asked him softly: "Have you ever truly loved anyone?"
Zhou Yaze glanced at me, smiled bitterly, and then said to me lightly: "I loved..."
Next, he slowly said to me: "She is my first love. She is my college classmate. We met overseas. She is not particularly beautiful, but she is quite cute. She likes to laugh and tell some little jokes.
Tell me, she also likes small animals. We loved each other very much at that time. During the holidays, we often traveled together to famous cities in various European countries. She especially liked taking pictures. I took many precious photos for her. In this way, we were together
I spent a wonderful time in college until graduation..." At this time, his eyes gradually became gentle. Perhaps only when talking about a truly heart-warming lover, he would show such tenderness.
Look at the eyes.
Zhou Yaze seemed to be immersed in good memories. Seeing that he stopped talking, I asked softly: "You guys returned to China together later?"
Zhou Yaze nodded slightly, with a smile on his face, and continued: "Later, we returned to China together. My mother did not agree with me being with her because her family background was very ordinary and her appearance was not particularly outstanding. But I insisted.
I want to be with her because I really love her and she loves me too. My mother couldn't resist me and finally had to agree."
At this point, Zhou Yaze's voice stopped abruptly.
I asked softly again: "What happened next?"
At this time, the corner of Zhou Yaze's mouth twitched slightly, and a bitter smile appeared on his face. His face gradually became sad, and his expression looked a little painful. Only then did I realize that I shouldn't actually mention this past incident that hurt him. After all, I never
Qian Yaya already roughly knew the ins and outs of her career.
So I quickly added: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked."
Zhou Yaze shook his head with a wry smile, and slowly said to me: "It's nothing. It has been so many years, and my heart is no longer as painful as before. You may have also heard that she died in a car accident. That car accident
I took her away gently like a butterfly, and what was left to me was only the beautiful years we had, and the deep pain that cannot be hidden in my heart..."
Speaking of this, Zhou Yaze let out a long sigh and said lightly: "Maybe God didn't want everything to be perfect, so he took her away from me so easily. After she left, I didn't love her again.
The two women have no intention of falling into emotional pain again, so they put all their efforts into their work. Seeing my friends grow stronger day by day in my hands, that is the happiest thing for me."
"Then when did you and Wu Yanran start dating?" I asked in a low voice.
Zhou Yaze glanced at me, then sighed softly, and slowly said to me: "I was already close to my thirties at that time. Since the death of my ex-girlfriend Xuan, I have never had a formal girlfriend. My parents are already very worried.
They were afraid that I would become abnormal if I continued like this, that I would not be interested in women, and that there would be no one in our Zhou family to pass on the incense. At this time, Yanran came back from studying abroad, the one who had followed me when I was a child.
The little girl grew up and became beautiful and beautiful. Soon after she returned to China, her mother came to our house to propose marriage. After considering various factors, my parents agreed and then came to do my ideological work..."
"You agreed?" I asked carefully.
Zhou Yaze glanced at me again and sighed. He leaned his head on the car seat cushion, looked straight ahead, and said to me lightly: "At that time, except for Xuan, who passed away a few years ago, there was no other woman in my heart. Later I met
The girl who arrived, no matter how outstanding she was, could not stir up ripples in my heart. Originally, I thought I would be lonely like this until the end of my life, but you also know that a family like ours will not allow the heir to be single all his life. So, I
My parents tried their best to persuade me to accept Yanran. Yanran's father once saved my father's life, and our two families' business interests were tied together. In addition, Yanran and I were a perfect match in all aspects. All kinds of factors added up.
Together, I had no reason to refuse. At that time, in my eyes, marriage was an obligation that I had to bear. It made no difference to me who I married, as long as she could satisfy me. Although Wu Yanran had a willful temper,
But she was quite well-behaved in front of my parents, so I finally agreed."
"The process of getting along with you was not pleasant?" Looking at their current results, it is also conceivable that Zhou Yaze and Wu Yanran did not develop real love in the process of getting along.
Hearing my question, Zhou Yaze smiled bitterly, and then said helplessly: "Actually, I really wanted to love her at that time. After all, there was no other woman in my heart at that time, and she was the daughter of a family that I grew up with.
She also looks very cute and sweet on the outside. I think maybe I will slowly fall in love with her..."
"But, didn't this wish come true in the end?" I asked lightly.
Zhou Yaze let out a long sigh, leaned his neck back on the chair, and looked at the top of the car. He shook his head and whispered: "Yanran has been spoiled by her parents. Her kind of family can do anything."
As long as she wants something, even if it is a star in the sky, her parents will pick it for her. In this way, she has developed a character that does not care about other people's feelings. When I am in a meeting, she will suddenly call me.
Give it to me, let me accompany her to do something. Even the smallest thing has to cause me to bow my head and apologize. My mobile phone and various personal contact information are also checked very closely, which makes me exhausted, so in the middle
I tried to let her go a few times, but every time after I proposed breaking up, she came to me crying and begging me, saying that she was wrong and asking me to give her another chance. I had no choice but to agree to her, and it went on and on.
The drama of breaking up happened again and again. Every time when I couldn't stand her willfulness and insisted on breaking up with her, she would resort to crying and making trouble to force me to surrender. Later, she even committed suicide.
What a farce, it scared my parents and her parents half to death, ugh!"
At this point, Zhou Yaze sighed heavily, glanced at me helplessly, and murmured: "In short, the past two years with her, looking back now, is like a nightmare. In Wu Yanran
In my body, I didn’t experience much of the beauty of a woman. I only experienced a woman’s extreme willfulness and possessiveness. I would have to repeat “I love you” to her countless times a day before she would give up. If only she could be a little bit more feminine.
Wen Cun, I will not give up on her. After all, our two families are inextricably linked, and my parents don’t want me to give up on Yan Ran. But in the end, I was really exhausted, so I broke up with her a few months ago.
She proposed to let each other calm down for a while, and you will know everything about what happened next..."
Having said this, Zhou Yaze glanced at me with a faint bitter smile on his face.
He stared at me blankly and murmured to me: "Tide, I am finally free now." As he said that, one of his hands touched the hand I placed on my leg.
I gently took his hand away, avoiding his burning gaze, and asked him in a low voice: "Then what do you mean when you told me this today...?"
Zhou Yaze looked at me with burning eyes. At this time, his eyes were filled with heat. After a long time, he whispered to me: "Haichao, let us... be together..."
I was startled by his words and looked at him suddenly, but when I met his affirmative and persistent gaze, I realized that what he was talking about was not a joke.
"No..." I said to him helplessly, "This is too...sudden! I can't accept it..."
After all, Zhou Yaze has just come out of the shadow of a relationship, and it is impossible for me to accept his love and be with him at this time, both emotionally and rationally.
Zhou Yaze looked at me, smiled faintly, put his hand on my knee again, and murmured to me: "I can give you time, I can wait..."
I lowered my head, not daring to look at him. After a long time, I turned my head slightly to look at him, and asked him softly: "When did you start to feel that way about me?"
Zhou Yaze sighed softly, looked ahead and thought about Youyou and said: "I don't remember exactly when it started. In fact, from the beginning, I just liked your vigorous and resolute style of doing things. I thought you were very courageous in doing things, and also
Very enthusiastic. I like employees like this. They look at you with admiration and have no other feelings."
Having said this, Zhou Yaze looked at me, smiled, and then said to me quite seriously: "But later, this feeling became different. As the contact time increased, I felt that there was something about you.
What attracted me deeply, I couldn’t explain clearly at first, but then I gradually understood that this kind of thing is real.”
As he said that, Zhou Yaze looked at me with more intense eyes. He came slightly closer to me and said softly to me: "I heard from other employees that you are very good at living. You can be frugal with yourself, but with your husband and children, you are very good at living."
I am very willing to spend money. To be honest, although you were very simple and even a little rustic in your clothes at that time, I respect you very much because there are too few women nowadays who devote themselves wholeheartedly to their families and do not care about their own packaging costs.
Later, you got divorced. Maybe it was because you had a profound enlightenment after the great pain. You began to pay attention to dressing up and modifying yourself. Although your dressing style was still not very good during this period, I can see that you were
You are working hard, including learning how to put on makeup. Although your makeup is not as exquisite and perfect as some other women I have seen, it still makes me feel very cute."