I paused, looked back at him, and met his wise and deep gaze. Although I couldn't fully understand that gaze, I could basically understand its meaning. I smiled at him and said softly: "Afraid of me?"
Another surprise attack for you?"
Deng Wenliang smiled helplessly and said nothing. I also laughed, but the smile was a bit bitter.
I picked up my backpack and said to him as calmly as possible: "Okay, I'm going back, you can do your work."
He nodded and I slowly walked out of his office.
When I came out, I passed by the office of assistant Yang Kexin. She slowly stood up from her seat, then looked at me and smiled at me. The smile was a bit provocative. Although it was not obvious, I could still see it.
Already.
I smiled at her too, but there was a little helplessness in my smile.
Carrying my bag, I slowly walked out of the building where Deng Wenliang and the others were, and walked in the sunshine. Although I was wearing a coat and the midday sun was very warm, I still felt a bit of a bone-chilling chill.
I am such a cowardly, face-loving woman who neither dares nor has the heart to expose their false pretenses face to face.
I want to make a last ditch effort. I don’t want to give up this relationship that has lasted for more than ten years easily. I want to fight for it again and try my best to win Deng Wenliang’s heart back.
What I was thinking at the time was that after all, we had been in a relationship for more than ten years and had such a well-behaved and lovely daughter. I knew Deng Wenliang, and he would not care about these things. If Deng Wenliang could change his mind, he would be able to return to his original state both physically and mentally.
If you come to my side, I will also completely cut off all contact with Ye Xing.
In fact, at that time, I thought that nothing would happen between me and Ye Xing. It was only because I was depressed and upset after being treated coldly by Deng Wenliang that I accepted Xiao Xing without any defense.
I know that if this continues, it will not be good for me or Ye Xing. For me, no matter how Deng Wenliang treats me, it is immoral for me to cheat on my family during marriage; and for Ye Xing, I don't
I don’t know if he has a special attachment to older women because he left his mother when he was young, but in any case, the age difference between us is so big, even if I am not married, there is no possible future for me and him.
So I decided to cut the knot quickly and cut off this taboo-filled extramarital affair.
I think that if this effort is not successful, that is, Deng Wenliang is still so lukewarm to me and I can't stay home for a few days, then the next step is for me to consider divorce and start a new life, although I can't let go.
I have been in this marriage for many years, but I am also a normal woman. If I always live this kind of widowhood, it would be inhumane to me, and I am not prepared to stick to it anymore.
During that time, I really made a lot of efforts to improve my image, skin care, beauty, hair, and body. I even wanted to have a minor breast lift surgery to enhance the interest between us as a couple.
In terms of clothing selection, I also changed my previous simple and monotonous style. When I had nothing to do, I often took my best friend to and from shopping malls to look for fashionable clothes that suit me. I began to boldly accept brightly colored clothes because my best friend said they looked like them.
Women of my age should use some bright colors to enhance their complexion. Moreover, my skin is already very fair. Because I have recently strengthened my skin care, my texture has become increasingly fine, so the effect of wearing bright colors on me is quite good.