In fact, at this point, many things have suddenly become clear to me.
Many things that were unclear and confusing before are now gradually becoming clearer.
Some time ago, when the relationship between me, Deng Wenliang and Ye Xing was in dire straits, Fan Yujuan always appeared from time to time, fanning the flames just right and giving me advice. Now it seems that all of this is not accidental.
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Deng Wenliang's silence confirmed the possibility of my guess.
I looked at him and asked softly: "Were those words Fan Yujuan said on your behalf?"
Deng Wenliang looked at me, shook his head slightly, and said to me calmly: "Fan Yujuan has her own considerations. What she says or does is not influenced by me."
I smiled faintly, looked into Deng Wenliang's eyes, and asked again: "But she must like you, right?"
Deng Wenliang avoided my gaze, and then whispered: "She and I have nothing to do. After all, there is Cheng Xiaoyun. I will not touch my friend's wife no matter what."
I sneered secretly in my heart.
Fan Yujuan played the right role in fanning the flames during the whole incident. Now that I think about it, an ordinary friend would never be so enthusiastic about other people's housework, especially when her several persuasion came when I was confused.
It can be said that it hinted at the direction of my decision at that time, so the relationship between her and Deng Wenliang will definitely not be that simple.
The only blame is that I have a weakness in my character, which is why it is so easy for others to take advantage of me.
As for those words she said, which ones were entrusted by Deng Wenliang and which ones were calculated by them, I'm afraid only they themselves know. I don't want to know about this, and I have no interest in delving into it, because delving into it will only make me confused.
Nausea.
"Xiaoman, you and I have been together since we were teenagers and have now gradually entered middle age. However, I have always felt that your character has not matured with your age. This is the biggest gap between you and me.
Place, in other words, I have moved from youth to the adult world, but some of your thoughts are still stuck in that period, which makes me most helpless..."
The two of us were silent for a long time, and Deng Wenliang carefully said the above words to me.
I was dumbfounded and asked him: "Do you think I am too simple? Do you have too many expectations for married life?"
Deng Wenliang avoided my aggressive gaze and replied softly: "I just feel that you have not adapted to the rules of the adult world."
I froze there.
What are the rules of the adult world? After the marriage has passed its shelf life, each of them looks for fresh excitement, and then maintains the illusion of happiness and harmony on the surface?
This may be the rules of the adult world that Deng Wenliang refers to.
"I think marriage is just a kind of responsibility and obligation after a certain period. Those feelings and love have disappeared with the passage of time. At this time, I think we should have an adult way of dealing with things. As long as we don't hurt
If the whole family is stable, then the husband and wife can have some freedom. After all, marriage has a seven-year itch. I thought you understood this rule, but in fact you didn’t understand it..."
At this point, Deng Wenliang glanced at me, with a little helplessness in his eyes, and continued: "Although we have been together since we were young and we are of the same age, you have not matured mentally like me. You are too simple.
Being too persistent and single-minded in doing things is no different from you when you were a girl; but I have matured, I hope to have a stable family behind me, and I also hope to find some fresh excitement besides the exhaustion of work, but this
It will not hinder the stability of our family, but you are different..."