"Then you can't follow me every day! If you didn't follow me a few days ago, wouldn't I be fine?" I shouted at him angrily.
Ye Xing looked at me and murmured: "I had a fever a few days ago after being injured, so I didn't come here. After the fever subsided, I... moved. I was really afraid that something would happen to you again, so I came here to have a look...
"
I was silent for a moment and said to him coldly: "Okay, I understand. You don't have to follow me anymore. Even if I get kidnapped again, it's my life and it has nothing to do with you."
"
But he was not moved at all, and he further persuaded me: "How about you change your job? Aren't you studying accounting? How good would it be to apply to a big company as an accountant? Even if you earn less, you will still be better than you are now.
So strong! Look at how late you get off work every day, there are no holidays yet, and you still work so hard during the day..."
Ye Xing couldn't stop talking about it.
I listened to his narration silently and was speechless for a long time. When he saw that I didn't speak for a long time, he stopped talking and watched my reaction blankly.
I was silent for a while, and then said to Ye Xing calmly: "Ye Xing, you have a hard conscience, right? Seeing that I am in this situation now, you feel bad, so you did this, right?"
Hearing my serious and calm words, Ye Xing lowered his head. After a moment, he nodded and murmured: "I admit that there is a reason for this. I do feel very guilty about you, because if not
I promised to team up with your husband to frame you, and now you may still be a pampered wife. So, seeing that you are not doing well now, I feel really... very sad..."
Hearing his words, I sneered, and there was endless bitterness in that sneer. After I laughed, I asked him in a cold voice: "Ye Xing, if you hadn't met me by chance on that small street in the village in the city that day.
, then would you know whether I am dead or alive or even living on the street? To put it bluntly, when you see my current situation, you feel that I am living a miserable life, so you can’t bear it. If you haven’t seen it, you may also
You just take it for granted that I am living a good life after the divorce and feel at ease. Do you dare to say that this is not the case?"
Ye Xing was speechless by my words. He didn't speak for a long time.
I sneered in my heart, huh, this is the weakness of human nature.
Those who live well in this world are those who live relatively purely, such as pure good people, or pure bad people. The way a good person behaves is destined to make him dare not do bad things, because he cannot stand the condemnation in his heart, so good people are generally
They all live carefully and according to the established rules. As the saying goes, they live alone, so their lives are relatively peaceful and have a lot less troubles.
As for bad people, no matter what bad things they do, they will not feel uneasy about their conscience, because in their subconscious, they feel that doing so is the right thing to do. Those who follow me will prosper, and those who go against me will perish. Therefore, bad people will not feel sorry.
I'm sorry for this one, but as long as he accomplishes his own goals and lives a good life, that's all.
In fact, Deng Wenliang is a typical bad person in a certain sense. It may be that several years of ups and downs in the business world have erased some of his conscience. As for Ye Xing, in fact, he is the most miserable person because he is not a bad person.
The kind of people in the middle.
He is not a purely good person, because he wants more things, so he has to break through some conventional constraints, such as co-designing a trap with Deng Wenliang to frame his wife I; but, on the other hand, Ye Xing is
After doing these things, he will still feel uneasy conscience, because his nature is destined that he is not used to doing these bad things, so he is in the current wavering and pain.
Thinking of this, my heart suddenly became extremely bright. In fact, Ye Xing's psychological struggles have been fully visible to me. However, I am not interested in his psychological struggles. How can I, a person who has been hurt by him, take the initiative to deal with him?
He said, I have forgiven you for being young and ignorant when you did those things. Don't you want to have an uneasy conscience anymore?
Haha, this is like a sheep that has been bitten by a wolf and takes the initiative to forgive the wolf. It is very ridiculous.
Therefore, I am not interested in Ye Xing's psychological confessions and struggles, and I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore.
"Stop making these hypocritical confessions. It's meaningless. You saved me once, and I'm grateful to you. But it has nothing to do with the things you did before. In other words, even if it's
If I tell you now that I forgive you for everything you have done to me before, will you feel better?"
Ye Xing raised his head and looked at me, his lips pursed, but in the end he didn't say anything.
His silence already showed that every word I just said hit the target of his heart.
I smiled, then turned around and strode towards the direction where I lived without hesitation, wiping the tears from my eyes as I walked.
Although I have warned myself countless times not to shed tears for these two unworthy men, I can do it during the day, but at night, especially in the dead of night, my heart will still be fragile.
Just like when I divorced Deng Wenliang, although I was calm and quick-thinking when talking to him, because all the mysteries that had been swirling in my mind had reasonable explanations, I just felt relieved at that time.
However, when I carried my suitcase and walked quickly out of the big house where my family of three had lived for more than a thousand days and nights, I still cried.
Why did a couple who have been married for more than ten years have such a conspiracy? If I had struck preemptively, I might have come to negotiate terms with him with the photos of Deng Wenliang having an affair with another woman.
But I don’t want to do that. What can be better than the friendship between childhood sweethearts for more than ten years?
If he is willing to sit down and talk to me about his plans for the company, with my personality, even if we part ways, will I insist on taking half of his company at all costs?
Of course, now that the deal is done, it's no longer possible to say anything.
I am such a person who lives in a shell. I would rather others betray me than I would take the initiative to betray others.
I admit that Ye Xing is not a pure bad person, but what will happen if I continue to entangle with him? Can it make up for the damage I have suffered in my heart?
I walked quickly back to my residence. Along the way, I felt that Ye Xing was no longer following me. After entering the house, I closed the door and turned on the light. I leaned on the door frame and let out a long sigh of relief.
However, when I walked to the living room window and wanted to close the curtains, I saw from the open window that on the path next to the gate of the community, through the dim light of the street lamp, I could see a young figure hesitating.
Standing there, wandering back and forth, he is Ye Xing.
At that time, my heart skipped a beat, and I thought angrily: What on earth did he want to do? He came to my house again?
I pulled the curtain shut with a swish, and thought to myself that no matter what happened to him, I would never pay attention to him again.
I changed my clothes, took a shower, had a midnight snack, then went back to bed, turned off the light, and prepared to sleep.
But for some reason, I tossed and turned and just couldn't fall asleep.
In fact, since I opened the store, due to the high-intensity physical labor during the day, I would fall asleep as soon as I touched the pillow at night. Therefore, my insomnia has already been cured without treatment. Why did it happen again today?
I understand, because there is something on my mind, I am always thinking about whether the lingering boy outside has left.
Finally, I couldn't suppress the irritability in my heart. I turned on the bedside table lamp, put on my clothes and walked quickly to the window. I opened the curtains with a "swish" sound and looked towards the place where Ye Xing had been standing just now.
I live on the second floor. From the window of the living room, I can clearly see the situation at the gate of the community. At this time, there is no one there. I feel relieved, thinking that he has left, but when
I was just about to close the curtains and turn around to go back to sleep when I suddenly saw a man sitting on a stone chair in the central garden of the community. The light there was very dim, so I couldn't identify who he was for a while.
.
I rubbed my eyes vigorously and looked again and again. Through the general clothing and outline of the man, I could identify that he was Ye Xing.
I felt a chill in my heart and subconsciously glanced at the alarm clock on the wall. It was already past midnight. What on earth did this kid want to do? Do you want to sit here and become a stone if you don't go home in the middle of the night?
?Does he think he can move me like this? He is so naive...
However, facing this situation, I really couldn't sit back and sleep peacefully. After all, this complicated boy saved my life a few days ago. So, after thinking about it, I took a large coat and
Walked outside the house.
I went downstairs and walked quickly to the stone chair in the central garden. When I was standing in front of him, he didn't react yet. He hugged his shoulders and buried his head deeply in his knees. It looked like he was already there.
Fell asleep.
Seeing this scene, I let out a long sigh and put the clothes in my hand on him.
He woke up suddenly, raised his head in a daze, opened his sleepy eyes, and said to me in a daze: "Sister Man?"
I frowned and stared at him, sighing again.
At that moment, he wanted to stand up, but because he had been sitting in one position for too long, his legs might have been numb, so he couldn't stand up for a while.
He rubbed his numb legs and frowned slightly. Looking at his appearance, I yelled at him angrily: "What on earth do you want to do? Do you know that you will get sick if you sleep here overnight? Do you want to
Is it evil to make a mouthful and crooked eyes?"
He raised his head and looked at me, with a sly smile flashing in his bright eyes, and said to me lightly: "It's okay, those homeless people sleep on chairs in the park every day, and they can fall asleep by covering them with newspapers.
Isn’t it okay?”
After hearing what he said, I felt that this person was really unreasonable, so I turned around and wanted to leave.
Unexpectedly, he stood up with a whoosh and held my hand.
He looked at me steadily, a light gradually flashed in his eyes. For a moment, he murmured to me in a choked voice: "Sister Man, it's not that I didn't... meet you by chance, and I don't miss you anymore. In fact, since I left you
From now on, I can... dream about you every night..."