"Haha, Yuanyuan, you haven't thought about it. Maybe you have always liked Xia Shang in your heart, so when you think he is good, you feel the same even if he is sitting in front of you while eating and picking his nose.
He's good." Mrs. Xu laughed.
"Xia Shang is not as vulgar as you think!" Tian Yuan kicked the crooked Mrs. Xu and denied, "What do you like or dislike? Stop talking nonsense~"
"When I was seventeen years old, the age when I first started to fall in love, I met an instructor who was against me. He was heroic and sometimes caring. Do you dare to say that you didn't have a heartbeat at that time? What a liar! You came back from military training in the army and you were depressed for many days.
, don’t think that I don’t know anything.” Mrs. Xu exposed Tian Yuan with one sentence, “I don’t know if you were a skilled actor in your previous life, and you acted self-righteously to hide your thoughts.”
When Mrs. Xu said this, her tone suddenly changed and became extremely serious. When she spoke again, she was no longer as pretentious as before.
"Yuanyuan, I always feel that you are never as carefree as you show. You are carrying a burden that no one can understand. This baggage has the word "sadness" written on it.
I have been put on a shackles that no one can break, and you have never really let go of this burden from the beginning to the end. At the age of seventeen, you have just begun to have a love affair, which is normal, but you, you just put this burden on yourself.
The heartbeat was suppressed and ignored. You were as smart as a human spirit, but you were also as confused as a three-year-old child. Later, your military training ended and you no longer saw Xia Shang for a long time. You thought that you really had never liked him.
, until Shang Rong appears again."
Tian Yuan's eyes were wandering, and Mrs. Xu's words made her feel embarrassed that someone had seen through her.
"It's just a little bit of heartbeat. As time goes by, it will disappear. Later, Shang Rong appeared. His words and deeds and everything about him finally provoked your heartbeat again. No matter what, Yuanyuan, you have to
Admit it, you have liked Shang Rong, or in other words, you have loved Shang Rong. Even those twelve years moved you, but as you said, Shang Rong is not suitable for you. He hurt Jiang Jun and made you see clearly.
You can't change many people or things, so you personally cut off all your feelings for Shang Rong."
"One thing, Shang Rong is right. Many times, you are more heartless than him. At least emotionally, you are more heartless than Shang Rong. You can force yourself to let go of love."
Tian Yuan stood up and walked towards the door, not wanting to continue listening to Mrs. Xu dissecting her bit by bit like a frog in biology class.
"Yuanyuan! Does Xia Shang's reappearance make you feel extra kind and stable?" Mrs. Xu did not stop Tian Yuan, but raised her voice, "Compared to Shang Rong, Xia Shang makes you feel closer.
, An Wen, Xia Shang will not force you like Shang Rong. His status as a soldier makes you feel that you can have no worries at work. In addition, even you yourself are unwilling to admit that you have had feelings, so, do you think Xia Shang
It suits you in every possible way."
"Brother Xu~" There was a hint of pleading in Tian Yuan's tone. She couldn't remember clearly. This was the first time that Mrs. Xu had dissected herself like this. The last time it was for Shang Rong, so what about this time? What was it for?
Mrs. Xu sighed heavily, "Hua Ji, who is only in her twenties, insists on treating herself like a little old woman. She obviously wants to love someone well, but she prevents herself from falling in love with anyone.
, Yuanyuan, aren’t you tired of being so contradictory?”