1338. Chapter 1338 How can you feel bad if you don't love? 16
The words "suicidal" are really not enough to describe this girl's character.
She was strong and resolute. She wanted to die, and she didn't just cry, make trouble, and hang herself just to show others.
When Tian Yuan opened the door, she was pinned to the corner by three strong men and could not move. Her head was wrapped with gauze, which was now stained with blood. The doctor on the side was still helpless to do anything to the woman. She was determined to
She wanted to die and not let the doctor touch her.
"Madam~"
Tian Yuan walked in and stopped in front of the girl. For a moment, she lost her mind.
The girl's eyes were lifeless, filled with despair and determination to die. She was especially like herself when she jumped from a tall building.
Involuntarily, she raised her hand and brushed it away from the girl's eyes. The corners of her eyes were full of tears. It was not until the wetness and warmth of the tears that she came back to her senses.
"Let me talk to you, just you and me." Tian Yuan paused and then said, "It is a very unwise choice to think about it in Shangmen. Here, there are thousands of ways to make your life worse than death."
The well-trained servant left the house without Tian Yuan saying anything. The strong man who was holding the girl hesitated for a few seconds before letting go. Seeing that the girl had no intention of struggling and hurting Tian Yuan, he also left the house and closed the door.
Standing outside the door, as long as Tian Yuan inside the room shouted, they would rush in to protect her immediately.
The girl kept looking at Tian Yuan, scrutinizing her eyes, and her eyes fell from Tian Yuan's face to Tian Yuan's hands little by little. After a long time, she said tentatively, "You are in the same group with them! You are
Shangmen’s mistress!”
"I am now the mistress of the Shangmen, but the mistress may not share the same heart as the Shangmen." Tian Yuan smiled lightly and stepped forward to help the girl sit on the bed. "You have shed so much blood and stood for so long. Are you feeling dizzy?"
"Cats cry and mice fake mercy!" the girl muttered but did not push Tian Yuan away, perhaps because she was worried about Tian Yuan's slightly bulging belly, or because she was really dizzy and couldn't bear it.
"You must also know about the riots of the Al tribe. How many captives died in fire and gunshots. But you are lucky to be still alive in this world. Do you know? Life is really fragile.
Some people want to live so much, but they can't get a chance. I just want to tell you that living is not easy. Don't stupidly seek death. This is the cruelest way to repay your family who care about you and raise you."
Tian Yuan's words were met with a disdainful sneer from the girl, "What do you know? You don't understand anything. In this world, as the mistress of a sect, you have everything you can do to control the wind and rain. There is nothing you can't get, but I don't know anything."
No more. My family all died in this war. It was an inexplicable war, but I became an orphan. But you are right, to be able to live innocently till now is luckier than those who have died.
But sometimes, death may not be a relief. Staying here is humiliation for me. I don’t despise living in exchange for my body!"
Death may not be a relief, as Tian Yuan once said.
How desperate a person can be like her, feeling tired even just living.
She felt as sorry for the girl in front of her as she felt for her past self.
I pity her fate, and I also pity my own fate. They are so similar in despair.
"I used to be like you, feeling that death is happier than living. I also experienced the process of standing on a tall building and jumping off. The kind of relief was actually not as easy as I thought. Now I understand that I can live
, just try to keep yourself alive, and since you are alive, let yourself live as easy as possible."